"As You Say"

Independent OC RP blog. Semi-Selective. 18+. Sideblog to Brotheraspen.

[stability]

this made me laugh a lot more than it should’ve

[cigarettesmokeandexyracquets-de]

“Forgive me Father for I have sinned” and “Sorry Daddy I’ve been bad” both mean very similar things but have wildly different connotations

[cashling]

Does the collar ever get uncomfortable?

"Oh most definitely. Very itchy and in the way."

[cali-spaniel]

Cashling: "I know your scared of my mother, but contemplating arson isn't the way to fix it."

“What? Your family can’t meet me in I’m in prison! Seriously though, why do you insist on showing me to your parents? Don’t they know you’re not supposed to be seeing people? I thought we had to keep things secret…”

[cashling]

Cash’s face soften as he steps closer, going to cup her face in his hands. He lifts up her face, wiping her tears as best as he can with his thumbs. “Hey now... I know you. You wouldn’t be rude.” His voice was kind and reassuring, loving. “You’re such a perfectionist.. You go above and beyond, in everything you do... So I doubt you’d ruin anything at all.”

[cashling]

Do you reserve kisses only for your romantic conquests? Would you kiss another person while dating someone if it wasn't romantic?

“I don’t see why I wouldn’t. Kisses aren’t a big deal, yah? I don't see the issue with platonic kisses."

[cashling]

Why did you break up with Calvin?

"Who said I broke up with him?"

[perriedward]

You’re just anxious. We just have to get you to relax a little, okay?

[seaprofoundarchived-deactivated]

prcphvcies

[cali-spaniel]

Cashling: "I know your scared of my mother, but contemplating arson isn't the way to fix it."

“What? Your family can’t meet me in I’m in prison! Seriously though, why do you insist on showing me to your parents? Don’t they know you’re not supposed to be seeing people? I thought we had to keep things secret…”

[cashling]

“Hey, hey…” Cash says, voice hushed, brows knit together slightly. He rubs her shoulders softly. “It’s… hm…” He hadn’t meant to do this… he’d just wanted her to meet his parents… he hadn’t thought she’d react like this. “It’ll be okay…” is all he can manage to say. “You’re just… you’re overreacting.”

[cali-spaniel]

Cali looks offended, breaking away from Cash with a furious pout.

“Overreacting? You’re telling someone with social anxiety…well, anxiety in general, that they’re just overreacting? I know I can’t handle situations most people would be unaffected by. I know I don’t pick up on social cues or know how to act in front of people. I know people can be put off by me and not want anything to do with me. I just…I just want this night to be perfect. Not even for me, but for you. I don’t know if I’d be able to live with myself if I ruined this night for you and your family, made a fool out of myself and embarrassed you for having me as a girlfriend…y’know? I just don’t want to screw this up like I usually screw things up.”

Her expression is now more sad than angry, glancing away.

“If I screw this up, I could lose you. I love you too much to fail you, even if I have fifty panic attacks in this house tonight.”

[cashling]

Okay maybe "overreacting" wasn't the right word to use. He realizes that as soon as he says it, flinching back. He frowns, lowering his hand. His expression softens. "You won't lose me..."

[cali-spaniel]

Cashling: "I know your scared of my mother, but contemplating arson isn't the way to fix it."

“What? Your family can’t meet me in I’m in prison! Seriously though, why do you insist on showing me to your parents? Don’t they know you’re not supposed to be seeing people? I thought we had to keep things secret…”

[cashling]

"Hey, hey..." Cash says, voice hushed, brows knit together slightly. He rubs her shoulders softly. "It's... hm..." He hadn't meant to do this... he'd just wanted her to meet his parents... he hadn't thought she'd react like this. "It'll be okay..." is all he can manage to say. "You're just... you're overreacting."

[cashling]

Do you have a tail?

"You bet your ass I do."

[cali-spaniel]

Cashling: "I know your scared of my mother, but contemplating arson isn't the way to fix it."

“What? Your family can’t meet me in I’m in prison! Seriously though, why do you insist on showing me to your parents? Don’t they know you’re not supposed to be seeing people? I thought we had to keep things secret…”

[cashling]

“Ah we’re staying,” Cash says, noticing Cali’s change in demeanor. He sort of frowns. “I’m gonna show Cali the guest room then,” He tells his mom. She smiles and nods. “Of course, dear! Take your time!” Cash nods, taking Cali’s hand to lead her back into the hallway.

[cali-spaniel]

It’s settled…they’re staying. Cali only stiffens even more when she hears this, knowing there was only more of a chance this wasn’t going to end well. She starts to feel dizzy until Cash leads her into the hallway. Waiting for the bobcat to get to wherever he wanted to go, the spaniel takes deep breaths to try to relax.

[cashling]

Cash turns to her once they're out of sight. He's frowning, but he isn't upset. He puts his hands on her shoulders. "Are you okay?"

[cali-spaniel]

Cashling: "I know your scared of my mother, but contemplating arson isn't the way to fix it."

“What? Your family can’t meet me in I’m in prison! Seriously though, why do you insist on showing me to your parents? Don’t they know you’re not supposed to be seeing people? I thought we had to keep things secret…”

[cashling]

"Ah we're staying," Cash says, noticing Cali's change in demeanor. He sort of frowns. "I'm gonna show Cali the guest room then," He tells his mom. She smiles and nods. "Of course, dear! Take your time!" Cash nods, taking Cali's hand to lead her back into the hallway.

[cashling]

If your parents had given you a middle name starting with F, your initials would be KFC.

((Anon, I'm going to eat you))

[cali-spaniel]

Cashling: "I know your scared of my mother, but contemplating arson isn't the way to fix it."

“What? Your family can’t meet me in I’m in prison! Seriously though, why do you insist on showing me to your parents? Don’t they know you’re not supposed to be seeing people? I thought we had to keep things secret…”

[cashling]

“Yah. Big sister,” He tells her. “They’re inseparable,” his mother tells Cali. “Just two peas in a pod!” She sets the plates on the counter top. “Now where is your father… I told him not to go wandering off with you two coming so soon.”

[cali-spaniel]

“Awww!” Cali’s still in a good mood despite being a little anxious until she hears about Cash’s father. All she really knew about him was whatever her boyfriend had mentioned on their first date, but it was enough to strike fear within her.

[cashling]

Cash could tell she was anxious. He tilts his head to the side, giving her side a squeeze. "How is dad?" He asks. "Your father?" She asks. She rolls her eyes, smiling. "As he always is. Constantly overworking himself." She looks to the two. "Do you two plan on spending the night?"

[cali-spaniel]

Cashling: "I know your scared of my mother, but contemplating arson isn't the way to fix it."

“What? Your family can’t meet me in I’m in prison! Seriously though, why do you insist on showing me to your parents? Don’t they know you’re not supposed to be seeing people? I thought we had to keep things secret…”

[cashling]

"Yah. Big sister," He tells her. "They're inseparable," his mother tells Cali. "Just two peas in a pod!" She sets the plates on the counter top. "Now where is your father... I told him not to go wandering off with you two coming so soon."

[onceuponamusing]

I KNOW what I really am.

      ( just a KILLER, looking for an excuse. )

                                  but it’s better than not needing one.

[cali-spaniel]

Cashling: "I know your scared of my mother, but contemplating arson isn't the way to fix it."

“What? Your family can’t meet me in I’m in prison! Seriously though, why do you insist on showing me to your parents? Don’t they know you’re not supposed to be seeing people? I thought we had to keep things secret…”

[cashling]

He cracks a smile. "He's just a kid," He tells her. "More into his games than people really. Don't take it personally if he seems uninterested in you... now, Rachel. Rachel's gonna love you. Hey mom- where IS Rach?" He calls. "Hm?" His mother glances back, mid pulling down some plates down from the cabinet. "Ah, she ran to the store real quick! I'm sure she'll be back in a few minutes though.'