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stcrxgazer :

just need to get back to the transport. he thought to himself as he sped up his pace. the area around him was considered neutral territory, but there were probably supporters of the resistance that wouldn’t mind taking down an imperial researcher for the cause. lost in his worriesthoughts, he didn’t notice the approaching male until they bumped into each other. and his files scattered around them ❝ sorr— ❞ oh. of all the people to bump into, it just had to be someone on their most wanted list. ❝ oh no, i’m sorry. and i’m fine really. ❞ he explained hastily; his attention focused on picking up the loose papers.

Cassian was always bossy. Well, at least, he used to but for now being into the resting thing was so boring for him. He tried his best to listen to the orders but even if it was still dangerous for the captain to get out, he pretty much didn’t give a d a m n about it. Having a life was also an option, so. So that’s how he rolled into this young man. “Oh I’m really sorry, let me help you.” Cassian smiled to him as he handed him the papers. “I am the one who bumped into you so...” He hadn’t pay much attention to those so. Yeah, but the young man seemed really nervous. “Sure you alright, kid?”

[wulfhalls]

I want to help

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rebelviolet :

“right..” violet responded in a quiet tone, sight dropping down to the area where cassian had been shot. “have you been resting a lot, then?” she nodded at his question, finding a random spur of confidence within herself. “things are moving forward quite nicely. i keep making sure everything is in check, we have to be prepared even for the unexpected. which can be challenging, of course.”

It was some shitty excuse he wanted to make. Just to be as he was... The brave and tough Cassian Andor he used to be. But the Alliance didn’t see this as the same eyes as him. “I did.” And it was part a lie, part a truth. Well, he did stay at bed for a number of days he couldn’t even remember but he assumed it was a part of the game, after all. “Everything about t h i s is a challenge.”

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amaliaskyff :

“I’m sorry, what was that? I am right? Was that what you were trying to say?” She couldn’t help the smug grin on her face as she spoke. “Only this time? Will you be practicing your bossiness while you lay in bed?” She couldn’t hold the chuckle in no longer. Being a pain in the ass was what she lived for. “Now come on, I’m not going to risk that you’ll run off the second I turn around. Allow me to escort you to your sick bed, Mr Andor.”

He rolled his eyes. “Yes, Amalia, but that probably is going to be the only time.” She was one of his close friend. Well if he could call the Alliance his friends. They were colleagues but f r i e n d s? Anyways, he really enjoyed this little chat with her. But he had to admit that he couldn’t stay there any longer. “Well, if you r e a l l y insist... follow me.” He said as he lead her to his house.

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            “ shot at ?? i don’t think i’d be down here if i’d been shot at,” he replied, amazement settling into his voice with ease. if there was one thing he admired about the rebels, it was their INCESSANT need to be up and going at all times, all for the cause, as they called it. “ well, it looks like we’ve found what we’ve been looking for, ” luke said, picking up one of the inanimate droid heads and tossing it into the air a few times, catching it in his hand, for lack of something else to do.

It seemed pretty... deep to explain the situation. But it wasn’t as dramatic as it sounded. So yeah, Cassian was very into the Rebel cause. Maybe a little too much, but it was just the beginning. The captain didn’t want to scare the boy or anything. “It’s not as terrible as it seems.” He smiled a little. Of course, he was in the cause for a  r e a l l y long time. So it was the usual buisness but it was the first time he was shot and trying to recovering. “Yep, totally the good one.” He agreed as the boy pulled out the inanimate droid. “Have you done that before?” It was just a question but Cassian wanted to know more about him.

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capitancassian :

Suddenly the Rebellion is real for you. Some of us live it. I’ve been in this fight since I was six years old.

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rebelviolet :

“it’s okay, really. i wasn’t watching where i was going.” she shrugged, crossing her arms behind her back out of pure habit. it was the truth, though. violet’s brain seemed to be detached from her head lately. “is something.. going on?” violet asked, starting to feel a bit concerned. she knew that cassian would be the first to know of any upcoming plans or events. 

Cassian didn’t want to admit that everything was a mess right now. He was resting and everyone thought it was easy but it wasn’t. It never was and being away from his duty k i l l e d him. Orders were orders. But the captain was thinking about another solution than just being at home and looking around all day. It was BORING. “Just... sensitive. You know, where I was shot.” He said to her. “Nothing to worry about it does that to me everyday. So are the things are moving forward?”

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           luke took a look around the room. “ i’ve ran out of things to do, and i think most people around here are sick of me asking for updates on the empire every few hours. ” hoping for a similar remark from the other, luke assumed he’d found himself a gold mine of work to do for the next few days. THANKFULLY, he was more than glad to save some mangled droids on his off time. “ just not used to sitting around doing nothing, i suppose. ” even on his own home planet, there was ALWAYS something he had to be doing, or at least something he was avoiding doing.

Cassian understood Luke’s feeling as soon as he talked about the Alliance. He just looked at himself. “I totally get you... I was shoot at my last mission and now they want me to rest.” He looked around too and he just squatted a little bit to pick up something. Cassian made a face, it continued to hurt. “I know all my walls colors, that’s a bit pathetic.” The captain never heard of him before, but the young boy seemed trustworthy.

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amaliaskyff :

“That sounded a whole lot like you admitting that I’m right..” she trailed off, a smile forming on her face. What woman didn’t like to be told she was right? “Well, I am very bossy too. Wanna hold a competition and the winner gets what she wants?”

“You wish I could admit it... well, this is your lucky day.” He gave her a small smile. They were both on the same side, so he didn’t really see how he could even try to hide it. “I think you’d win the bossy thing... this time. Just because I basically have to rest and I have to stay H O M E.” Cassian always knew that Amalia loved being challenged but this time... maybe it was more safe to stay out of it.

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amaliaskyff :

“You might not see it, but you are helping by resting all day. We need you back in full health as soon as possible, but if you keep sneaking off then you not only slow down that process but you also put yourself at risk,” she pointed out in a sturdy tone. Gosh, maybe she should ask for a promotion to something where she could do this all day.  “I can bring you a deck of cards if that’ll keep you settled, but for now, in bed is the only place we want to see you.”

Amalia wasn’t wrong by saying this touching and moralizing speech. But still. That didn’t really change his perspective from this all story about resting. Cassian would never admit that she was R I G H T. He just sighed. It wasn’t even worth it. “I’m sure you’re right. I maybe just am a very bossy person.” He sighed.

[jyncxssians]

“Some of us live this rebellion,” he said. “I’ve been in this fight since I was six years old.”

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soldierjyn :

She knew it does not help to lie or make an excuse to her because she will call you out on them, all she wanted was for Cassian to get better so he can go back to his duties. what if nothing.” she said to him. “because this is a dangerous job but you should know better, yes it will you will get better so back to bed no questions asked.”

Yep with Jyn it was different. He couldn’t lie to her. They lived too many things together since the past year. So lying was NOT  an option. And even if he was trying hard to be the tough guy. The Rebellion didn’t see it that way. “Being in bed is boring. I think I pretty much saw every detail of my house. That’s very scary.”

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rebelviolet :

when violet turned the corner, she wasn’t expecting for the rather hard collision against her body. part of her wanted to curse–she wasn’t going to blame the other simply because she had been out of it for days now. violet would be damned to let that show, though. his voice was familiar, as her eyes finally reached to meet his gaze violet was quick to nod her head. “yes, cassian. i’m alright. didn’t expect to run into you.” she cringed at her own terrible joke, clearing her throat. “are you alright?”

He sure didn’t except to bump into people of the Rebellion. Of course not, but he had to admit that it was reassuring in a good and a bad way. Everyone was expecting from him to be resting but Cassian was stubborn as hell. What was that word anyways? That’s why he was trying to do something, even if it was just... walking around. But the bump did hurt him a little bit where he was actually HURT. “I’m sorry about that Violet...” He quickly apologized. Cassian made a little face. “Yeah, no worries. I was just, you know, hanging out around a little bit.” He tried to justify himself by laughing nervously.

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          “ oh, ” luke replied, his words followed by a sigh of slight ( and much needed ) relief. see, despite being known as the new guy who blew up the death star around the base, he wasn’t prized with the ability to just roam around ANYWHERE he wanted to with no regard for authority, but—— here he was. roaming as ever, critically out of place. “ are you here to pick up a droid ?? ” he asked, in place of simply asking why he was here, which luke rightfully considered to be a somewhat rude precedent.

Cassian had miss A L O T since he was trying to recover and everyone seemed to say that he wasn’t ready to come back as he was. So he hadn’t really heard of Luke, unfortunately. But he did hear something about him. However, Cassian never suspected that the young boy who blew up the death star was in front of him. “Yeah sorry to disappoint you I was just... looking?” He simply said. But when the question was asked, he was confused. Didn‘t exactly know what he was going to reply to that. “Maybe? I don’t know. But I could surely do something with them.” He fixed another one by the past, he could try something with them. “I’m Cassian Andor. I don’t have a lot of experience but I did fix a droid by the past so...” He explained.

[wwillherondale-deactivated20231]

another meme i won’t finish | [2/5] favourite male characters: cassian andor (star wars)

I couldn’t face myself if I gave up now.

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          as luke roamed the seemingly empty— and somewhat threatening— corridors, he came across a room FULL of sundered and messed up droids, which looked to have been unattended for longer than he deemed normal, especially as someone whose previous formality included said mechanics. “ is someone going to fix up those droids ?? i mean, most of them don’t look like they need too many repairs, ” luke asked a person walking by, motioning towards the staggering amount of droids in need of a good fixing, which piled so high that they were a good FOOT taller than him. 

It wasn’t a usual place for Cassian to be but since he came back, he was everywhere but not where he should  really be. This was a back in the days for him as he was walking through a room full of droids. It reminded the captain of the day he fixed up K-2SO. So many memories... But this room was particularly messed up by old droids. Oddly, that wasn’t so annoying it was f a s c i n a t i n g. He could barely do a step correctly so when the young boy started talking, Cassian did a little jump. “Oh uh... sorry, I am not working here...” He gently replied.

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amaliaskyff :

“Usually? This is the second order you’ve disobeyed, is it not?” She wasn’t usually one for following the rules, heck, she was a rebel like him, but giving people a hard time about not doing what they were told was one of her favorite hobbies. “And what are you doing here then? I don’t see you doing much either.”

Cassian? A rebel? Just a little bit. Of course, he was very involved in the Rebellion. All the team made a fantastic job for the previous mission but now, it was just... weird to be back and to have been told to be strictly in bed. He had been shot not that injured. But in the eyes of the Rebellion, he was. He slowly rolled his eyes and he sighed. “Fine, fine.” He said. “What do you want me to do to h e l p if the orders are resting all day? I want to help, I just don’t have the opportunity to.”