Cuando te conocí lo supe al momento, “- me va a hacer muy feliz” me dije.
Y cuando me hiciste feliz no pude evitar pensar, “ - ¿cuánto dolor me iba a costar toda la felicidad que me estaba haciendo sentir?”
Y yo no estaba seguro de la respuesta, pero en todo momento sabía que lo valías, que valías el esfuerzo, que las inseguridades no podían ganarme porque yo ya había ganado desde el momento que te conocí.
It's getting into Autumn where I am, still a little too warm for my liking, but it's getting there. I wasn't well for a couple of days so I was in bed reading and I finished this week a little early!
Thoughts: Something I'll never stop loving is the way Meyers describes the world around Bella, it's so beautiful. Everything is dark and eerie and lovely, like a fairytale, and it makes the books feel like home. 💖
I've always loved Bella's dreams in the story line but the one in Nightmare never made sense to me. I've always felt that Jacob (who's strongly associated with the sun throughout the series) should have been the one standing in the sunlight (with the sun representing the mortal life she might have had with him) and Edward in the darkness (with the dark/moonlight representing her immortal life with Edward) and Mike totally didn't need to be there (unless he was going to play a bigger part of the story which he doesn't...but I have plans for him in my version).
I loved that in Midnight Sun we actually find out what happened to the guy who tried to, ya know, rape and murder Bella! Good on Edward/Carlisle for doing something about that. But I really hate the way Edward orders her around (like in the restaurant, when he tells her to drink and she "obediently" does so like wtf). And I don't understand how this man that is so concerned with keeping her safe (to the point of stalking her and watching her sleep) is going to speed with a delicate human in the car??? Sir, WHAT??
But what I'm really in love with is all the girls!! Angela and Alice are here now I just need Rosalie and Leah and the girlies will be all together, I love them so much. 💖💖
E. asking Bella a million questions is so cute, he likes her so much and wants to know her so badly. After years of just knowing people all ready (everyone around him, all of the time), it must be so wonderful to be able to know nothing and get to talk to somebody. They talk for hours! He asks about everything, and loves brown because it reminds him of her!! He WANTS to know her and love her!!!
This must mean so much to this lonely, love-starved girl (and it means something to him too, even if Edward is struggling to accept it). Meyers did him dirty with all of that toxic shit, him AND Jacob were done so wrong.
Favorite Quotes: "Without the dark, we'd never see the stars."
"You're right," he decided, serious again. "Brown is warm." He reached over, swiftly, but somehow hesitantly, to sweep my hair behind my shoulder.
Poetry Quotes: Come in the twilight soft and gray, come in the night or come in the day, come, oh love, wherever you may.
It's getting into Autumn where I am, still a little too warm for my liking, but it's getting there. I wasn't well for a couple of days so I was in bed reading and I finished this week a little early!
Thoughts: Something I'll never stop loving is the way Meyers describes the world around Bella, it's so beautiful. Everything is dark and eerie and lovely, like a fairytale, and it makes the books feel like home. 💖
I've always loved Bella's dreams in the story line but the one in Nightmare never made sense to me. I've always felt that Jacob (who's strongly associated with the sun throughout the series) should have been the one standing in the sunlight (with the sun representing the mortal life she might have had with him) and Edward in the darkness (with the dark/moonlight representing her immortal life with Edward) and Mike totally didn't need to be there (unless he was going to play a bigger part of the story which he doesn't...but I have plans for him in my version).
I loved that in Midnight Sun we actually find out what happened to the guy who tried to, ya know, rape and murder Bella! Good on Edward/Carlisle for doing something about that. But I really hate the way Edward orders her around (like in the restaurant, when he tells her to drink and she "obediently" does so like wtf). And I don't understand how this man that is so concerned with keeping her safe (to the point of stalking her and watching her sleep) is going to speed with a delicate human in the car??? Sir, WHAT??
But what I'm really in love with is all the girls!! Angela and Alice are here now I just need Rosalie and Leah and the girlies will be all together, I love them so much. 💖💖
E. asking Bella a million questions is so cute, he likes her so much and wants to know her so badly. After years of just knowing people all ready (everyone around him, all of the time), it must be so wonderful to be able to know nothing and get to talk to somebody. They talk for hours! He asks about everything, and loves brown because it reminds him of her!! He WANTS to know her and love her!!!
This must mean so much to this lonely, love-starved girl (and it means something to him too, even if Edward is struggling to accept it). Meyers did him dirty with all of that toxic shit, him AND Jacob were done so wrong.
Favorite Quotes: "Without the dark, we'd never see the stars."
"You're right," he decided, serious again. "Brown is warm." He reached over, swiftly, but somehow hesitantly, to sweep my hair behind my shoulder.
Poetry Quotes: Come in the twilight soft and gray, come in the night or come in the day, come, oh love, wherever you may.
Me enamoré y me encantó cada minuto que compartí con él, incluso cuando peleábamos, yo lo amaba. Pero nunca me quiero volver a sentir así, amando tanto a alguien que cualquier cambio generaba dolor, sentir como el se iba desvaneciendo me mataba lentamente y me comía por dentro. Y cuando tome la decisión de seguir mi camino sola, fue como si mi mundo se detuviera y de él dependiera moverlo. Pero mi mundo si siguió girando, y cuando me di cuenta de que lo que necesitaba era “amor propio”, y no ese tipo de amor, fue que el dolor en mi pecho se detuvo y mi corazón parecía haber puesto sus pedacitos juntos de nuevo. No es que yo no quiera volver a enamorarme, pero cuando lo haga de nuevo, y me entregue del todo a una persona, espero que sea un tipo muy diferente de amor. No quiero a mi “otra mitad”, quiero a alguien que me haga sentir completa conmigo misma. No quiero extrañar a alguien tanto que duela, no quiero llorar por las noches por no saber como rescatar ese amor. Quiero un compañero y un mejor amigo, no quiero que sea la mejor parte de mí, quiero que impulse a ser la mejor versión de mi, ya que yo se que haría eso con él. Quiero alguien con metas en la vida, porque si el sabe hacia donde va, yo puedo hacerle compañía en su camino. Mi ex me enseñó más sobre el amor y la vida de lo que él alguna vez sabrá; soy de las personas que piensa que todo en la vida pasa por una razón, por eso no me arrepiento de nada, las personas llegan a tu vida por una razón, o son una bendición o una lección. Me encantó estar enamorada, pero era un tipo equivocado de amor.
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