Noel

------ my name is Noel (previously kitcvt) Minor they/them

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INTRO】

name: Noel (previously, kitcvt)

pronouns: they/them

☆- I am a jiraiblogger !!

interests:

band (I'm a band kid, I play flute and clarinet)

I enjoy nemlei games ( I don't approve of the behavior depicted in them, but I enjoy them. Just as ppl who like shooting games wouldn't actually shoot anybdy, nor do they endorse shooting people, I don't partake or endorse the actions in nemlei games. Now please don't send me death threats, thanks.)

I like basically every art form imaginable, especially: digital art, sculpting, crafts, kandi making, etc.

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warning: I have tried to swear off su1c1de 1deat1on & sl3f harm but I'm not perfect and I may have relapses. I am emotionally and mentally unstable.

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current blog theme:

Mizuki Akiyama from pjsk (project sekai)

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past themes:

Nikolai Gogol from BSD (Bungo stray dogs)

Madoka from Madoka magica

Kosame from magical girl site/ mahou shoujo site

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genuinely interested but may be really hurt with the responses don't know

How do you feel about me? (Only respond if you follow me or see me on your feed a lot)

I enjoy your posts sometimes.

I'm not really a huge fan of you

you're like my idol!!!!/ I really love all of your posts

I really don't like you.

I'm a casual fan of your blog

my button (please don't choose this, I want honest results!)

Voting ended onNov 3, 2025

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i want to fucking kill my therapist THAT BITCH WAS A NO SHOW ON MY FIRST FUCKING SESSION GOD I HOPE SHE KILLS HERSELF.

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Reasons to hate me:

I am a pathological liar

i self diagnose myself (after doing tons of research but whtver)

I get triggered easily

I desperately want to relapse not even 2 days after saying I was going to not be su1c1dal on jiraiblr anymore

no one even likes me

I am pathetic

i split

I fawn

i am a mixed bag of reactions

i act like a bitch

i block people who pmo

I snap at others

I threaten suicide

when I'm close to people I'm clingy as shit

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"It's common knowledge that _____"

oh so like are you pissed at me now? Do you hate my guts? Do you want me dead? Please don't say that you do want me dead online father you and C are the only people I have right now fuck fuck fuck fuck I'm stupid

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does anyone want to be friends? I can be friends with literally anyone. :<

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I really want people to hate me, because that's easier than getting people to like me.

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dear moots....

/sil /j

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Eughhh I want to get worse again I want to get worse again I want to get worse again I want to get worse again I want to get worse again but I shouldnt

Eughhh I want cvt again I want to cvt again I want to cvt again I want to cvt again I want to cvt again I want to cvt again I want to cvt again. but I shouldn't.

Eugh I want to st4rve again I want to st4rve again I want to st4rve again I want to st4rve again I want to st4rve again I want to st4rve but I shouldn't.

I shouldn't I shouldn't I shouldn't

I can't I can't I can't I can't I can't

jiraiblr is my trigger and I'm the gun.

it's my purpose to shoot. To relapse. To gawk at. To maim.

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Which one is the Prev to youuuu ? 💕

NEW TAG GAME EVERYONE !!!!! (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

Tags : (litteraly all my moots bc I'm bored...)

@loveyousyndrome @nyancvt @sicklysweetlylove @prettylittlecuts @dwollish @bloodypawwz @trans-sharkb0y @ey3k0n @uncxnny-starz @angelic-dollz @ghostyypawzz @cat-cvts @rotting-lilac @lilithdeathbed @queengutzandcvtz @windygently @v4l3ntin3s-d4y @toxetta @jiraiomori @preservedheart @tellmeimdisgusting @schizootemmiee @amisliveshow @poes-veil @kawaiinotenshi @divinophilia @winnytrash-exe

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hmm I'd probably say peach with a little bit of blueberry- maybe it's just cause' it's been a while- ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ but I'd love to be friends if you would like.

tags:.... basically anyone....

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euuuggh i hate my mom. (I hope she feels guilt. Extreme guilt. Breath taking guilt. Life ruining guilt. I don't care if I still live with my mother fuck her.)

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I SWEAR TO GOD WHY CANT PJSK JUST GIVE ME ANOTHER MIZUKI CARD

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someone wrote this song before, and I couldn't tell you where it's from /lyr

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Eugh. I have no food to eat. Not even cheese and crackers. (Not about 3d)

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I didn't make a poll- but I could only think of one character to make a theme of.. so I just have a Mizuki theme I'm still not any sure about a newer username- lmk if u have any suggestions. ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡ (my theme is pixely af for right now but it's fine.. I swear it's fine...euuugh.)

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.... er I might comeback. I'm not sure. I'm not sickly with platonic love for C at the moment.so here's an update:

I found out there's a really really really likely chance I have bpd. I also am 99% of the time dissociative as fuck. (It was kinda bad before but it's gotten way worse.) I'm meeting with a therapist sometime soon. No one bullies me any more. (For the most part. It's because everyone's scared I'll cvt myself at the second's notice. I'm thinking about changing my user and what I go by on tumblr (not sure on the username, nor the new theme, may go with Noel (like noelle just shortened- I think it's cool) will probably create a poll for new username and new theme, happy to be back. Really am.

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Hey. So, breathe. How are you today?

Pretty meh.