perhaps it's all a dream

the silliest system on all of tumblr || 18yo || please do not send asks for money/crowd funding, thank you || endos dni || british 😔

[catandfiddlesystem]

Our introduction!

Hey, We're The Cat And Fiddle System! We're an autistic DID system* with an unknown amount of alters. We haven't been fully aware of our system for long, over a year? I'm not entirely sure, time is an illusion anyhow :P /silly

Our asks are open (including anon) and we love love love receiving asks :)

also we have an alt @the-forgotten-city that we let irls know about so it's less public journal and more stardew valley

*awaiting diagnosis on both of these

(More below including dni/byi)

DNI/BYI/FYI:

(these may sound blunt/rude but we want to be very clear in our boundaries)

Basic dni

We are anti endo**. Endos, dni

We block liberally. We will block for whatever reason without warning in order to keep our own peace

We acknowledge that we will make mistakes. If any one of us has posted something (including reblogs) that is problematic or otherwise please kindly let us know.

Please use tone tags when talking to us. As mentioned we are autistic and regardless we struggle massively with understanding tone so we highly appreciate it if tone tags are used for us

We are cringe and free! (/silly) we are weird and talk strangely. Please just ignore or block us if you find us annoying

Do not send us asks for money or anything like that. It causes is immense distress and we will just delete the ask. Don't waste your time

** we don't believe endos can exist (you either don't remember your trauma or something else is going on) but we honestly don't acknowledge them apart from that. Like I said we are not engaging in syscourse and if it is brought up on our blog for whatever reason then that is our business but do not bring it to us.

Last updated: 14|07|2025

This is mostly just us shitposting lol

☆Alter intros☆

RAIN

LILAC

FLORENCE

DAN

MAYBELINE

GIZMO

☆Userboxes☆

[rainbun]

I finished making a Picrew I've been working on for a while! You can use it to show what's in your bag or your ocs' bags. Please try it out and tag me in your creations!

What's in my bag?/かばんのなかみは?

Knowing what objects are important to someone can tell you about parts of a person's personality, interests, and preferences that may not be

Some examples of what you can make:

If you'd like to provide extra feedback or give item suggestions, I've made a Google form. It's mostly just to gauge what people want, so no pressure to fill it out if you don't want to.

[catandfiddlesystem]

Hello! I have not posted in forever but I am looking for a name as I'm currently using a placeholder and I would like opinions :) little doodle and a bit about myself under the cut so that you have a vibe to go with the names

Edit: the alter in question chose the names Edith and Marlow

names :

froggie

mildew

clove/clover

spore

dew

wisp

marlow

edith

fable

echo

Voting ended onMay 9

So I don't like to share much about myself but within the system I mimic other alters, almost always unbeknownst to myself, and although I've likely been around for years but we only discovered I exist recently. My favourite song is Bedsheet Ghost by Rainbow Frog Biscuits :)

Btw yeah I know its a crappy doodle and I also know that mildew is a type of mould loll

[batman-lucy]

IM BACKKKKKKK BITCHES WHATS UP

Let me give u the run down

I got slammed to the floor and that really hurt

Did some archery

Paddle boarding

Made some shit for my shoes and my friend and my water bottle

Made some friends

Did some boops

Ran

Ate bad food

Danced :3

[catandfiddlesystem]

WELCOME BACK :D

[turtle-system]

was anyone going to tell me about this or

- YJ

[catandfiddlesystem]

this is like us with our Zorbs one day it fronted and logged like 78 fragments all called Zorb except for one called Florb and the Zorbs refuse to say anything else

(its a subsystem that presents like an alter with alters and its also our gatekeepers AND refuses to front or communicate so we have no way of finding out anything else)

- Maybeline [she/it/they/fae]

[turtle-system]

OH MY GOSH HELLO GUYS I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN SO LONG !!! howve u guys been !!!

[catandfiddlesystem]

WEVE BEEN OKAY!!! we stopped using social media and then had exams (finished school btw yay) and have just gotten back onto Tumblr so we've been MIA for a while :P

how've y'all been?

- Maybeline [she/it/they/fae]

[turtle-system]

OHHH that’s so valid!!! congrats on finishing your exams!!! enjoy your break time and have fun on this app :D

we’ve been living!!! which is good!!! good to live!!! very happy to see u guys again, u guys make sysblr a better place fr

- YJ

[catandfiddlesystem]

thank you ! it's nice to have some guilt-free time off now : ]

very glad you've been living ! and thank you thats so sweet < 3 (/p) glad to be back to help hold down the fort , it hasn't been too bad , has it ?

- Dan 🍂 he . they . it

[catandfiddlesystem]

we've finally figured out who we are collectively.

when buying things we know if we'll actually get use of them. when trends come about (eg those tin mint wallets or really anything on Pinterest) we know if we'll get use of them, and it's nice. we know who we are and what we like.

but we somehow can't figure out how to live in our body. we just always look as though we've been suddenly transported into our body and don't know what going on.

every picture taken of us just looks... awkward. we look confusing and don't know how to make sense in our body and its so strange

I don't want to just blame it on DID because it doesn't seem right. I think there's something else wrong but I don't know what.

like we're comfortable enough in our body and yeah sure we have our insecurities but we shouldn't look this out of place in our own body and idk why we do????

there's no real point to this, just kinda a rant :P

- Maybeline [she/it/they/fae]

[syscultureis]

Syscultureis…

Dissociating for hours on end, and then coming out of it, assuming you’ve switched (you haven’t) and then you end up shoving yourself into more dissociation.

.

[syscultureis]

sys culture is "do we wanna change our collective name or is a specific fronter just really vibing with that name rn"

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[catandfiddlesystem]

btw gang we've decided this is gonna be primarily our DID centred blog so our random thoughts are now posted to @the-forgotten-city :)

- Maybeline [she/it/they/fae]

[turtle-system]

was anyone going to tell me about this or

- YJ

[catandfiddlesystem]

this is like us with our Zorbs one day it fronted and logged like 78 fragments all called Zorb except for one called Florb and the Zorbs refuse to say anything else

(its a subsystem that presents like an alter with alters and its also our gatekeepers AND refuses to front or communicate so we have no way of finding out anything else)

- Maybeline [she/it/they/fae]

[turtle-system]

OH MY GOSH HELLO GUYS I HAVENT SEEN YOU IN SO LONG !!! howve u guys been !!!

[catandfiddlesystem]

WEVE BEEN OKAY!!! we stopped using social media and then had exams (finished school btw yay) and have just gotten back onto Tumblr so we've been MIA for a while :P

how've y'all been?

- Maybeline [she/it/they/fae]

[turtle-system]

was anyone going to tell me about this or

- YJ

[catandfiddlesystem]

this is like us with our Zorbs one day it fronted and logged like 78 fragments all called Zorb except for one called Florb and the Zorbs refuse to say anything else

(its a subsystem that presents like an alter with alters and its also our gatekeepers AND refuses to front or communicate so we have no way of finding out anything else)

- Maybeline [she/it/they/fae]

[same-picture-of-a-rock-every-day]

Follow for the same picture of a rock every day

[ image id: a picture of a grey and white rock on a white background, with a stock photo water mark overlaid on it end id]

[catandfiddlesystem]

oh my god we've been on Tumblr for a year that went by so fast

[woman-becomer]

petting my own head because i gotta do everthang me goddamn self

[catandfiddlesystem]

"ai makes things more accessible" yeah tell that to someone who needs captions on YouTube videos.

(no hate to the creator, only hate to ai, specifically generative ai)

[catandfiddlesystem]

people who play guitar are so attractive this people who play guitar are so attractive that

what about people who play violin? give me people who play the violin please

[catandfiddlesystem]

The arrogance of being older than you've ever been before