#rain blogs

[catandfiddlesystem]

That feeling when you dissociate for a second and forget everything about the show you were just watching and you don't know any of the characters names or who they are and you're just confused and sad

[catandfiddlesystem]

I may be a mans but I'm also a girlypop

[catandfiddlesystem]

Can't tell if the reason you don't recall having trauma is because you don't have any or because your brain blocked it out? Call that Schrodinger's Trauma

[catandfiddlesystem]

do you guys all have different favorite foods and stuff like that???

Ooo thank you for asking!

I don't know if we have different favourite foods exactly as our sensory issues mean we have a pretty limited diet, but we have different preferences as to how we like to dress our body, do our makeup, what music we like to listen to, which of our friends we're closest to, the vibes of our Pinterest boards and quite a bit more

We do have some similarities and work together to present our outward identity (the one we present when we have to mask as a singlet) as pretty cohesive and encompassing a lot of our different interests in order to keep ourselves safe

Eg, Lilac really likes stars and so even though I'm not overly interested in them I will buy star relayed things and talk about them in order to make it seem as though we're more one person than multiple identies. This goes for a lot more than just stars but it's what came to mind,

But overall, yes, we do have different favourite things and preferences

If anyone wanted to hear more about our interests feel free to ask! :)

I hope that made some sense!

- Rain ⛈️ (he/him)

Edit: spelling mistake and some stuff i forgot to add

[catandfiddlesystem]

Considering buying ears and a tail but I don't have the confidence anymore :/

I used to be the guy who wore a top hat for a casual outfit

What happened to me?

[catandfiddlesystem]

I was thinking about mermaids and now all I want is to watch a video essay about if they're evolutionarily possible. Like I don't think they would be possible?

If humans became water dwelling creatures then they wouldn't just develop a fish tail I don't think, they'd probably get webbed feet and hands and stuff by my guess.

All I want is for someone to make a massive video essay where they just go way too in-depth as to how mermaids would evolve (if they even could) and what humans would evolve into if they started living exclusively in the water.

- Rain (he/him)

[catandfiddlesystem]

"ai makes things more accessible" yeah tell that to someone who needs captions on YouTube videos.

(no hate to the creator, only hate to ai, specifically generative ai)

[catandfiddlesystem]

people who play guitar are so attractive this people who play guitar are so attractive that

what about people who play violin? give me people who play the violin please