catatonia

wish i didn't exist.

[n1ght-one]

[catatonic-stasis]

I am filled with trauma

it is eating me alive

[catatonic-stasis]

“sometimes I sit here in a call and watching that show with someone different somewhat new but not a sort of significant other and I remember the nights we spent watching the very same show but we never ended it just like many other things we left undone and unamended so maybe it was a precursor to the way love between us became”

— v.i

[catatonic-stasis]

i’m so fucking upset

[fucked-up-sketches]

[ellissten]

A few facts about BPD (borderline personality disorder) Part 1

• People with BPD feel emotions stronger than anyone else. It is believed to be the worst psychological issue for emotions in history by psychiatrists. People with BPD may feel an intense depression instead of just sadness, extreme fury instead of just irritation or annoyance, panic instead of nervousness and shame and humiliation instead of just mild embarrassment. BPD is also known as EUPD (emotionally unstable personality disorder) for this reason.

• BPD cannot be completely cured. It can however, be very much improved with intense therapy, mainly DBT (dialectical behavioural therapy) and taking part in many therapeutic things to help you try and control your emotions and impulses better.

• More people in the world have BPD than schizophrenia and bipolar disorder combined.

• 75% of people with BPD are women.

• 10% of people with BPD attempt to commit suicide at least once in their life.

• 40 - 71% of BPD patients have been sexually abused.

• People with BPD tend to be much more vulnerable.

[borderlinevibes]

*Gives up on FP*

*Receives message from FP*

*Feels euphoria and can’t imagine why I would give up*

[sosbpd]

i don’t know where my body is but

i’m not in it

[whorederline]

Me, empty and can’t feel anything except the hole in my chest that can’t be filled: I would do anything to feel again

Me, two minutes later having a mental breakdown: undo

[its--5am-deactivated20190318]

[its--5am-deactivated20190318]

[thedarkperidot]

The problem with having mental illnesses since being a child is that your whole identity grew around them and you have no idea who you really are.

[dissocihate-deactivated20210501]

[quietvoiced]

[samisoffthewall]

[an-archyyy-deactivated20140321]

[emptiness-within]