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Catholicism is starting to sound like a good idea, someone put me down before the psychosis starts.

There's always a moment of intense cultural whiplash whenever I realize I'm talking to someone who thinks "legal" and "illegal" are meaningful categories and ascribes innate goodness to following the law. It's like meeting a space alien.

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once again i want to disappear from the face of the earth so far away where no one can find me. i wanna throw my phone in a lake and be completely unreachable

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#spent the past month sleeping for 12-14 hours straight #I still don't want to get out of bed

Yes, I am the common denominator when it comes to how many people I've cut contact with. But that's only because I think the off putting vibe they give off is just autism and/or anxiety, and then they try to break into my house.

#lesson learned #I should be a bit more judgey

It's weird having genuinely nice memories of someone you hate. Like yes, he's a bad person and has done me wrong, but it wasn't always like that :(

#vent post

I miss smoking

#I really miss smoking

I genuinely believe that my mood and overall mental health changes depending on what color my hair is at the time. The darker my hair is the darker my mood, maybe it's the bleach chemicals seeping into my mind.

Just found out that both my boyfriend and a close friend of mine get past my anger issues by reading me like a reactive dog.

#apparently my eyes talk and they say a lot of mean things #using the word anger issues gives me the ick #but also it's the only word that accurately describes it #I have a hard exterior and a hard interior too #like a rock

Mother fuckers will really do the most out of touch and generally evil shit and then set their discord Status to a Mitski lyric

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Healing

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I dont think people understand how deeply Care, and by proxy Paul, is ingrained into my soul as a character, I have never seen a character that have portrayed how I feel as a trans man