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ummm. these guys. whats their names again? uhh

#pepsicola #trying to make impression like im not thinking about them 24/7 #johndave #davejohn #homestuck

i will never let go of the fact that poly flag is johndavekat coloured it was meant to be. polyamory definitely would fix them

#i sometimes forget how i love them and when i remember i get so much positive hormone in my brain #i wish i could just think of johndavekat and get the other hormone insulin in my body. sigh. dreams

I’m so sorry about that anon :((( what the fuck guys!! Anyway tmasc John rules so does tfem and every other interpretation i think you should get to make art of whatever you want for ever peace and love

hope you get some good sleep and no more shitty anons i love you art its so cool

true. and i will. and thank you i hope ill fall asleep soon... have a nice time of day anon <3

my VERY last rant about this situation since i cant fall asleep!!!!!!!!!!! damn it!!!!!!! ill be back to normal tomorrow and post more joyful stuff ^_^

i know lot of people who saw my post there enjoyed it and im really happy it made someone happy and feel seen, its so precious to me. its the purpose of my art, to make someones day and make them feel emotional. im a sensitive and anxious and overthinking as hell person who never received negative attention and false accusations for their art before and its a wild concept to me, so facing it for the first time hurt me and made me realise maybe im not ready fpr allat lol.... not ma thing to constantly argue with anyone about anything sorry not sorry

my tweet accidentally reached the wrong audience, who know nothing about me as a person, what i like and what my opinions on things are. fuck im a new account will less than 20 posts and ive never talked about what i think about lot of specific things before. why do you say such unpleasant things about me before getting to know me. just from one post? thats a normal thing on that platform and its really horrible. never normalize death wishes on anybody and mass bullying its not ok :(

i knew twitter was all about controversies, i just never thought it would touch me personally? first few days were nice, before i made an accidental hit tweet and some reactions to it made me snap and quit and lose all my hopes for this app

there were good people on there, maybe i even wanted to become more than just acquaintances with them and stuff. on the exact same wavelength as me. and a LOT of support!!! like i said 80% or so. and as i said, i made this art for only the specific audience i thought will see it, for these 47 followers i had at that time. but eh. it even reached non hs people lmao . im saying huge thank you for everyone who made me feel better about my art there. it boosted my confidence and ehaaahehjai#!)#)$) yeah. sending my biggest hugs

and im sorry for all my friends who had to listen to this speech for thousand times already from me personally lmao i just cant let go of this shit. im really hurt it ended like that and some people now think im a transphobe and hate trans women when im not and dont. who cares about what SOME people think though doesnt mean theyre correct :p

i feel a lot better now thanks for them and some time that passed. and my mutuals here ofc. maybe it was... an absolute nothingburger after all..... ......... .. .... . life is great when youre not chronically online i need to try that some time # goals for summer 2026

i like how tumblr is just chill with anything like me we all just chill here with anything thats fucking amazing. just a bunch of chill with anything people. what a wonderful audience. i should get some sleep im so sorry

#and also remember. trans rights

i hope you kill yourself!

wee thank you!! you too ^u^// 🧡

#what a nice fella!

since this blog chills with transmasc john i have to ask............d.........d do you............... uhhmmm............do y......you........ do you fw transmasc dave....................... pls dont shoot me with a gun do you fw transmasc transgender ftm tboy dave strider question mark............................?? ?

HELL YEAH I FW THAT also t4t davejohn is hella REAL!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wont shoot you. i will gift you flowers for this take. tboys in love 💙❤️or even if its *just* dave hell yeah i liek it

#and to ur other ask: nah it wasnt ^_^ its ok its ok pats your head reassuringly

nah fuck twitter man genuinely i dont have it anymore tumblr is still the best platform out here. taking my words back