“You got me so high, takin’ deep, deep breaths”
content. mdni. | frat!toji + shy reader, protective toji, …..
written for @lessplastic445 <3
the semester had barely started and you had promised yourself and your roommates one thing. you were going to step out of your comfort zone and try new things. which is how you ended up forced to attend a frat party by your girl friends and were now hyping yourself up to approach toji fushiguro.
your friends had gone to the dance floor, already intoxicated by copious amounts of alcohol. that left you to stand alone at the drinks table, trying to appear casual. the tiny black dress your roommates had convinced you to wear was starting to feel like a mistake with how tight it was. it felt tighter as you took a deep breath in attempt to build courage.
it wasn’t toji you wanted exactly but the joint he held between thick fingers was what was really drawing your attention. getting high would definitely pass the mark on trying new things and atleast your roommates would be proud.
you tugged your dress a little lower on your legs, though it made no difference, clinging to your upper thighs. with a sigh and a little more self-peptalk, you approached him.
he was sitting on one of the larger couches, legs spread and his signature cocky grin resting on his face as he talked to others nearby. eventually, you were standing in front of him and nervously fidgeting with a piece of your hair.
“hi toji..” you said slowly, meeting his eyes for a second before shyly looking away.
he raised an eyebrow, meeting your eyes as his grin morphed into something that was closer to a smirk. his already reddened eyes glinted with curiosity as he trailed his gaze down your figure.
the two of you had classes here and there but only talked when forced to like in group projects. he was the type to come in hungover and ask you, the sweet academically attuned girl to catch him up.
“mm.. hey sweetheart, what’s up?” he asked casually, eyes still nowhere near your face as he took in your outfit.
you straightened a little and tried to match his casual demeanor, the embarrassed pink of your cheeks not helping.
“could I take a few hits..?” you asked, watching as he brought the joint to his lips to take a hit himself before blowing it out slowly.
he cocked his head to the side, a lopsided grin taking over his face.“oh? goody two shoes tryna rebel?” he teased, causing your face to flush a bit deeper and look away momentarily.
he chuckled lowly and patted the open spot next to him on the couch. you looked over and hesitated a moment, feeling unsure about the whole thing now.
you forced those thoughts away and slowly sat down beside him, your guys’ thighs brushing against each other. you scooted away a tiny bit, holding your hands in your lap. the couch shifted as he leaned further back and spread his arm out across the back of the couch behind you.
the smell of weed mixed with the masculine scent of his cologne made the atmosphere feel a little more intense. he held the joint out towards you, a faint grin still on his face.
“know what you’re doing or need some help?” he asked although the answer was obvious.
you shifted in your seat nervously before quietly answering, “need some help.”
he nodded and leaned over closer, carefully bringing the joint towards your lips.
“you don’t wanna get too much smoke in at first so start slow.”
you nodded but your nerves had drowned him out a little. you looked up through dark lashes as you tilted your head closer and slowly wrapped your lips around the joint.
his gaze darkened as he watched you, grin fading. your cheeks hollowed slightly as you got a bit more comfortable, inhaling a larger amount.
“mm good job.. doing so well.” he murmured lowly.
your eyes widened a little and you choked slightly at the praise, pulling off the joint to exhale. you breathed out too quickly and began coughing, eyes turning red and watery.
his dark gaze was fixated on you as he took in the scene, mind trailing off to much dirtier things with similar reactions. he moved a hand down to give your back a few slow soothing rubs.
“‘s okay, happens sometimes. now you know what not to do.” he teased with a cheeky smile and glanced away to take a hit, trying to blink away the dark hunger in his eyes.
your hands shook a bit as your coughing finally came to a stop. you peeked up at him, trying to be subtle as you took in his appearance. his muscles flexed under his black shirt as he shifted. the hard line of his jaw sharpened with the way his head was slightly tilted away.
suddenly he looked back at you and met your eyes, lips lifting into that familiar smirk.
“checkin’ out your teacher?” he asked, getting off on the way your cheeks immediately flushed. you shook your head quickly and avoided his gaze now, face burning.
he let out a low laugh and rested his hand on your lower back after slowing his rubs. “such a shy little doll, aren’t ya?” he murmured, his tone teasing.
you met his eyes after taking a breath of courage. “can I get another hit?” you asked softly, ignoring his question and the heat it had sparked in the pit of your stomach.
he nodded and brought the joint back to your lips, gaze glued to the movement of your mouth. you inhaled and pulled away to exhale, going much slower this time. there was a slight burn in your throat but not enough to spur another coughing fit.
he watched with an amused smile, tilting his head to the side. “feel okay?” he asked, his tone a little more gentle than before. you nodded and felt your cheeks heat, lowering your gaze elsewhere.
a while later, the high had finally invaded your senses. toji who was also high was still seated beside you as he watched you curiously. the effects of the weed didn’t seem to effect him the same amount meanwhile you felt much more relaxed and light, the anxieties from earlier melted away.
a guy who you’d made eye contact with a couple of times across the room walked up to you, a confident smirk on his face.
“hey pretty girl.” he said, eyes lingering on the small amount of cleavage your dress allowed.
you felt toji’s hand press harder on your lower back. he assessed the guy with narrowed eyes and an unimpressed look. meanwhile you smiled brightly at the guy, perking up a little when he asked, “wanna dance with me?”
you nodded and began to stand, the sudden movement causing you to grow dizzy and stumble a tiny bit. the guy’s smirk only widened at your intoxicated state. you giggled a little and covered your mouth. “oops sorry, I’d love to—“
you were cut off by toji who had stood up with you, arm protectively sliding around your waist to pull you into his side. he shot the guy a cold glare, unimpressed by his whole approach. “you can fuck off and go find someone sober.”
the guy opened his mouth to say something but shut it just as quick as he took in how toji was nearly twice as large as him. the scary look on his face probably helped too. you melted into toji’s warmth and touch, peeking up at him with a pout.
“heyy, I was gonna dance.” you mumbled. your shyness which had mostly disappeared came over you again as you stared at him.
your lips parted a little as you felt your body heat all over just by the way he stared down at you. reddened eyes that scared you just as much as they seemed to turn you on made your face flush. toji looked down at you with an amused look and shook his head.
he carefully began walking you towards the rooms, thick arm tightening around you. “let’s get you someplace quiet to take a break.” he said, giving cold looks to anyone who so much as looked your direction.
the loud music grew muffled as toji led you into an empty room, shutting the door after entering. he let go of you briefly which caused you to stumble slightly again.
“need me to help with everything, huh?” he joked with a little grin, easily scooping you up into his arms bridal style before walking to the bed. he laid you down carefully and met your eyes, beginning to pull back.
you reached out to stop him, your fingers barely able to wrap around his veiny forearm. you swallowed quietly and looked away, cheeks pink from your own boldness.
“you should.. stay by me.” you mumbled quietly, feeling his arm tense.
he cocked his head to the side as he watched you darkly. “mm, can’t tell if you really mean it sweetheart. look at me and try again.” he said lowly.
you gulped quietly and lightly dug your nails into his arm, meeting his eyes nervously. your own matched the darkness and redness of his.
“you should stay by me.. please.” you rushed out in a quiet whisper.
his usual playfulness was gone from his expression, replaced by something much darker as his eyes glazed over with desire. he ran his tongue along his lower lip, wetting it slightly.
“shouldn’t.. it’s a bad idea.” he muttered, his voice dropping lower.
you looked up at him with a pout, eyes half-lidded with need. “no.. we both smoked.” you whispered and slowly sat up, shifting closer. your cheeks were still tinged with pink and your heart was racing.
“please..? your touch feels good right now.” you murmured shyly, trailing your gaze down him and noticing how his pants had tightened around his bulge.
he clenched his jaw and grabbed your thighs, pulling you to the edge of the bed. “yeah baby? what do you want?” he whispered, tracing lazy circles on your inner thighs with his thumbs.
you shivered and flushed deeper, watching his hands. “just.. keep touching me.” you breathed out shakily, parting your legs more.
the feeling of his warm rough hands on your skin combined with the high taking over your senses was almost euphoric.
he bit the inside of his cheek hard as he tried to hold himself back. his fingers worked to tug your dress up, showing off your panties for him. he trailed his fingers closer to the pulsing heat between your legs, letting out a low chuckle as he noticed a wet spot on your panties.
“how long you been wet for me sweet girl?” he teased, brushing his fingers against the spot. you shuddered and bit your lip to be quiet, embarrassed and turned on all at once.
he stepped closer so your knees were against him, tugging your panties to the side. he took a sharp breath as he admired you, running the tips of his fingers along your wet slit.
you made a quiet noise at the contact and stared hard at his fingers. “toji.. more”
he looked up at your face, “what was that? need you to speak up sweetheart.” he drawled, tone slightly mocking.
the heat in your stomach spread all over at his words. “need more toji.” you said a little louder, voice shaky.
he smirked with satisfaction, parting your wet lips. “good girl. you listen so well.” he praised softly, leaning in closer.
he gave you gentle distracting kisses on your lips before stuffing his finger deep inside your cunt. you whimpered in surprise against his lips, shutting your eyes quickly as you rocked against his finger. he slid it in and out, lowering his head to kiss your jaw and neck.
he quickly added a second finger and forced them deeper inside, pumping in and out. his thumb found your swollen clit and circled around it with just the right amount of pressure. you leaned closer to drop your head onto his shoulder, crying out his name softly.
“good girl, focus on how good you feel, nothing else.” he rasped, bringing his other hand up to cup the back of your head to him.
quiet squelching noises filled the room alongside your soft moans as he quickened the pace of his fingers, curling them each time to force more needy noises out of you.
you clenched around him, hips shifting desperately towards him. “more..” you whispered breathlessly.
he slowed his fingers, fucking them into you slower and deeper. “ask nicely for me baby.”
you relented quickly and tried to meet his fingers. “more please, toji.”
he hummed lowly with satisfaction, rubbing your clit faster. “such a good sweet girl, letting me ruin you in all types of ways.” he whispered appreciatively against your hair.
you cried out loudly as he stretched you open by adding his third finger. your thighs beginning to shake as your body and face flushed impossibly, grinding against his fingers needily. he watched you with an intense gaze as he curved his fingers into your sweet spot.
“look at me when you ask to come, baby.” he murmured lowly, pumping his fingers in and out quicker.
you shook your head, heat flashing throughout your body as you met his fingers. you kept your head on his shoulder, too focused on the pleasure to move.
”toji let me come..” you whispered shakily. he smirked at how needy you were and pulled his fingers out nearly all the way. you whined at the loss and tried to shift closer.
“ask properly, my needy girl.” he demanded gently. you lifted your head slowly to meet his eyes, your own half-lidded with lust and desire.
“please can I come?” you breathed out unsteadily, immediately being rewarded with his fingers being shoved into you again.
you moaned his name desperately as he fucked you through your orgasm, hips bucking uncontrollably. he murmured praises and compliments as you made a mess on his fingers, coating them with your sticky arousal.
“oh fuck..” you whispered, trembling as you watched him withdraw his fingers. the emptiness almost hurt as your drenched cunt clenched around nothing.
he stared into your eyes as he brought his fingers to his lips, sliding his tongue along them to taste you.
your dark stare drifted to his bulge that had gotten harder, lips parting. “I can help you..”
he shook his head as that lazy grin took over his face again. “next time. you enjoy your break, I’ll be outside.” he told you while carefully fixing your panties and dress before heading out— leaving you to sit in the after effects of what had just happened.
tags :3 // @amorous-one @m3owr3ow @yunaa-rin
a/n : eek, i hope this meets expectations!! i had so many diff ideas for this so it was kinda hard lol :0 (also not rlly proofread again)