Sometimes I don't feel like I'm doing a very good job at anything. I never feel like I'm working enough, so I never have enough money. I get stressed out and sometimes take it out on people I don't mean to. I forget to take my medicine and that exasperates the problem. I'm not even doing the best of taking care of myself, but I'm trying. It helps to have a partner that reminds of the things I am doing right. He doesn't let me get too much in my head without a reality check. I have these amazing friends that I can literally talk to about anything and that is so good for my soul because they get me. My family is excellent and supportive despite us having our own shit going on. It's a collective effort to not give up, but I'm glad I have all these people that help.
Today Ian reminded me that I single handedly changed his mind from never wanting another relationship with anyone for the rest of his years to not only being in one, but being happy to be in one. It's the little things that mean so much
