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Miley Cyrus - The Backyard Sessions - "Jolene"

In my opinion, this version is better than the original one. Not that Ariana is not good, both are equally good. But, I just like the way Miley sang it.

Bitch

What does bitch means to you?

The definition of bitch is - female dog.

Oftenly, we heard people say “What a bitch” when someone that they dislike did something that is unexpected, Not knowingly, the word “bitch” is a very strong word. The meaning itself is very strong.

Not once in my entire existence in this world would i have thought someone calling me a fucking bitch. And surprisingly, that someone is none other than my family member. It was something so trivial. It might have been my fault for being a little bit annoyed and might have sound rude but honestly, I wasn’t. I wasn’t even mad at you, why would i be? Over something so trivial, she called me rude. And she added the word “fucking”. Where did she learn this word? Influence? She said that I was fucking rude. And something that I wouldn’t expect hearing came out from her very mouth “fucking bitch”. My own blood, my own sibling called me a fucking bitch. Over what? Because she assumed that I was rude to her. At first I couldn’t believed my ears. What? Did I hear it right?

My heart broke. It felt like it was ripped apart. So i thanked her for calling me that. And she replied welcome. Like that word “bitch” meant nothing to her. Like it holds no meaning. NOTHING. I am so used to her harsh words and scolding for the past 22 years, but never would I have thought her calling me a fucking bitch. Suddenly, my heart hurts a lot. I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing. It’s uncontrollably flowing like tap water. Wouldn’t want my other family members to know, I went out to the nearest park. And cried my heart out.

The next day, she texted me. Saying that she was sorry for being angry and she was being a bitch the day before. It was so easy for her to say sorry. Like it meant nothing. Sorry means a lot. But somehow I felt that she wasn’t sincerely sorry. Why would you even say that to your own little sister? So she asked me to forgive her. That easily? Nah, I couldn’t. I need time to heal. The words are still ringing in my ears up till today. So i told her this “I can forgive you. But I can’t forget. I hope that you understand”. Until now, we haven’t spoken a word. IS IT MY FAULT? WHY IS SHE MAKING LIKE IT IS ALL MY FAULT?

My brother told me this “Why do you have to care about other people’s feelings when your own feelings are not being taken care of?” I will definitely remember that.

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