memory has a heartbeat

It’s true, what they say, about growing around, and not away

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I can listen to this beauty in any mood

I love slowdive <3

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You know ur getting old when u turn down a night out to go and sit in the fucking PARK and read a BOOK

I’ve opted for a dry july (and probably august) before starting uni in September

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I love when I get that random urge to start reading again and I plough through five books in a week and then don’t touch another book again for six months

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Literally all I want is a conversation with him about it all, but the randomness of life is never that kind. You don’t accidentally stumble upon that peace… at least, certainly not twice

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Ffs my love of the grind has come at the cost of ruining my sleep schedule again

I just had that shit down </3 I woke after like 78 CRAZY dreams at TWELVE. Midday. Ugh

Brunch and then back to The Grind™️. Adobe spends more time in my mind than I do at this point

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Another two commissions accepted 🫡 ready to consume alarming amounts of Diet Coke and rage quit After Effects 47 times before checking the clock to realise its already 3am and I only have 4 seconds of animation done

And I wouldn’t have it any other way

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Government website all serious like “🖐🏻YOU ARE ENTERING A CONTRACT🤚🏻”

And you’re entering my stfu and get on with it zone, we’re both on thin ice buddy

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Teehee just asked the government for tens of thousands of pounds for university after ditching my last loan and avoiding phone calls abt it for 18 months 🤭 I’m just a girl la la la la la 🤗

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I’m low on creative juices and have no plans today. I think I’ll just lie on the floor and count the crumbs under my fridge

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I am such a genius I have brains spilling out of my ears. I ooze intellectual power the likes of which have never been seen on this earth. I am awoken not by the sun’s shine, but the glowing rays of pure brain magic projecting from my forehead. I may be an idiot, but I’m not stupid (I got into university!!!!!!!)

I’ve missed my textbooks and late nights, I’ll see them again in September. Only this time, a little wiser and not a hundred miles from home, thank you very much

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I spent so much money on souvenirs but at least I have some pretty jewellery, a poster and a cute cereal bowl. I’m beyond knackered and returned home to 30 (THIRTY) degree heat </3 but my soul is too warmed by beautiful new memories to care. I loved being by the sea 🌊

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Six hour trip was rough I can’t lie. But I cannot express how beautiful Brighton is. My goodness. I have a few drinks in me so I’m not too eloquent but this place is wonderful. I bought a tarot deck and dipped my feet in the fresh ocean. Absolutely stunning place and well worth the sweaty bus ride <3

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Either I just saw him and totally missed an opportunity to say hi because of my fucked up facial recognition or I just spent 20 minutes at the train station periodically gazing at and making strange eye contact with a random man who I’ve never met

My brain is fantastic and wonderful but she can be utterly fucking useless at times <3

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I’m taking a 6 (SIX) hour coach trip to visit my friend tomorrow and I am CRYING why did I not notice there’s a TWO AND A HALF HOUR layover at the fucking AIRPORT until the LAST MINUTE

What am I supposed to do for 2.5 hours. I’ve packed a book & headphones but I fear I am going to spend money. So many shops.. uh oh

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I am a moth who sometimes forgets I only used to be a caterpillar, and haven’t been one for a very long time

I need a mirror now and then, and sometimes I worry when someone who had a really good shiny one leaves

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Monarch butterflies remind me of him. Idk why. Either I have excellent aura-reading abilities or it’s cannabis induced psychosis

Does he have an orange aura or do I need to put the phone down? Heavy questions today

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Info desk came thru and are working on my reference 💪 careers team you are real ones ily

Catch me still wondering about what he’d say though, because my flippant, dissonant, perverse brain is once again quietly dreaming of contact with someone I was nauseatingly insecure about needing to hassle less than 24 hours ago

Who knows, it’s a small world. But as I said the other day… this car is always moving and I’m on my way somewhere