anyone seem to revert into childlike habits when emotional state gets bad? i think it may be because i had to grow up rlly fast and that contributed to my original emotional trigger, but when my delusions or depression start to get overwhelming I become more muted and rely more on stuffed animals and stuff for comfort. I also dealt with an alter for awhile (that was resolved through hypnotherapy) that ended up being a little girl sort of fronting with malice. just a thought.
y'all this post from 2015 is so crazy. For context I was finally diagnosed with DID when I was 23. Looking thru my old posts and realizing how blatantly I was not psychotic and just extremely dissociated makes me sad but it's also kind of funny. I've been going through a big remembering period, there's a lot of parts popping up and sharing memories. In hindsight there was always some part of me that was leaving breadcrumbs like this. My own brain is just constantly rickrolling me.
