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I made sillies

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Lesbians for an art gallery

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Reblogging with a sob story

Basically lesbians for an art gallery. Right. The art gallery’s theme is “something that reminds you of the country you’re living in.” And mine is often associated with water, cuz we’re right next to the sea and are basically surrounded by it considering half of the country had been flooded a few decades ago lmao. So I chose sea and added rain cuz it rains like a BITCH

This whole artwork is based off of a picture my mom took on August 30th of 2023, when there was a rare Super Blue Moon in the zodiac of Pisces. Something something end of cycles, something something new beginnings, something something astronomical miracle. I went to a shore and just stared at the moon it was absolutely gorgeous I wanted to slip into the water and let myself drown under the moonlight kisses

So yeah. Water, moon. And a crk hyperfixation I refuse to draw plain humans so I had to make it about crk. And obviously it had to be SeaMoon our dear lesbians. Which is unintentionally symbolic bc we moved to this country because our homeland is politically homophobic and my mom was in danger because she’s a lesbian.

If the organization doesn’t accept this one then idk what they want from me the deadline was yesterday and I just started and finished it in one go (like I always do.) I don’t have anything else if they don’t like it then too bad for them I cannot make another one??

Anyway I have waffles I’m gonna eat them and sleep… the pillow is talking to me it’s 12am

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Lesbians for an art gallery

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Okay so I got shadow milk cookie from the fateful gacha pity chest

And... I got... awakened hollyberry... in a single pull....

Where was this luck in all the 300 pulls of the fateful gacha

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Sorry to everyone whose ask has been sitting in my inbox for uh uuuh forever atp

Have this

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I am a shadowvanilla shipper. And I do not care for accusations like excusing abuse.

We do not like potentially abusive ships for the violence and cruelty. We like it for the depth and for the feelings that it awakens in us. We do not wish to be in their position. We simply like the dynamic and explore it.

I do not like abusive relationships on their own. I personally like relationships thag are wholesome and sweet from the start. But some people like the depth and potential exploration of the darker tropes, how the complicated relationship redempts itself.

I personally do not see shadowvanilla as actively abusive. Yes, Shadow Milk drives over the lines of Pure Vanilla's mental stability, ruins him psychologically in insane ways. And people would like that trope if it goes towards Pure Vanilla breaking out of the psychological torture and letting Shadow Milk redeem himself. I'm not done with ep 7 and 8 of beast yeast yet so I don't know just how close to canon this is.

You haters do not hate the ship. You hate mischaracterization. You do not like to see abusive relationships for whatever personal reasons you have. You have morals that differ from the shippers, or you're straight up uncomfortable with something.

You do not hate the ship - you dislike the tropes it's most popular amongt and you actively associate it with such because you do not care enough or arent comfortable enough to dig through the rotten fruits find the sweeter ones.

So stop shitting on people for things they like. If it is not actively harmful to anyone, don't say anything. If your opinions don't align with a stranger and it pisses you off for some reason, block and move on. If your opinions don't align with a friend and it pisses you off, be the bigger person and make a boundary that you do not wish for the ship to be mentioned around you.

And if you still hate and shit on people for liking shadowvanilla, let me ask you a question. Have you ever been in a fandom before. Like. Seriously. This shit happens. As an undertale au fan, I believe have seen enough shit to determine whether it's valid to hate on something or not.

And if you think abusive ships are problematic, think about how much more problematic the haters are. How they send death threats, how they bully people for it. Haters are doing much more damage to the real people than the people shipping shadowvanilla.

Also why do people hate on shadowvanilla more than billford it's literally the same trope. And let me tell you I've seen way more angst and active display of abuse with billford than with shadowvanilla. Can we like... pick a side...

And let me clarify - just because you dislike a ship doesn't mean you hate it. I am here actively talking about people that somehow have enough time and energy to hate on shadowvanilla. Not favoring it is valid, hating isn't. Just as favoring the ship is valid, but going with the same logic as the haters and bullying people for not liking the ship is invalid.

I do not actively support abusive relationships. I do not support things that go over the line of my own morals (such as 1ncest and p3dophilia.)

Just... big ass rant... pls don't kill me I'm just. Ough. In short: disliking is valid, liking is valid. Straight up bullying someone for liking or disliking is invalid. Shadowvanilla shippers are valid. Shadowvanilla dnis are valid. Shadowvanilla active haters are invalid. Shadowvanilla enforces are invalid.

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Addition: I draw the line at mindless abuse with no redemption/solutions and things I mentioned earlier. Because in this online world things that go beyond my line equal to some genuinely fucked up people. And if you can't handle the ones that consciously ship abuser x abused with common sense and a chance of redemption I don't know what to tell you, because there's much worse than that and it can be hard to find better things if you don't dig

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So I was watching tiktok right and someone decided to translate English crk names into Dutch (my second/third language) and its literally so funny

Sent them to my Dutch bestie, and then translated Truthless Recluse to Dutch. "Waarheidsloze kluizenaar" send that to her as well and she goes "That sounds like something from the Efteling" (the whimsy amusement park in the netherlands)

So I went "IM GONNA EDIT HIM IN HOLD ON" so yeah, Truthlessmilk under the names of Schaduw Melk Koekje and Waarheidsloze kluizenaar on a date in the Efteling

I was gonna do truthlesssage but I couldn't find sprites for sage

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I am a shadowvanilla shipper. And I do not care for accusations like excusing abuse.

We do not like potentially abusive ships for the violence and cruelty. We like it for the depth and for the feelings that it awakens in us. We do not wish to be in their position. We simply like the dynamic and explore it.

I do not like abusive relationships on their own. I personally like relationships thag are wholesome and sweet from the start. But some people like the depth and potential exploration of the darker tropes, how the complicated relationship redempts itself.

I personally do not see shadowvanilla as actively abusive. Yes, Shadow Milk drives over the lines of Pure Vanilla's mental stability, ruins him psychologically in insane ways. And people would like that trope if it goes towards Pure Vanilla breaking out of the psychological torture and letting Shadow Milk redeem himself. I'm not done with ep 7 and 8 of beast yeast yet so I don't know just how close to canon this is.

You haters do not hate the ship. You hate mischaracterization. You do not like to see abusive relationships for whatever personal reasons you have. You have morals that differ from the shippers, or you're straight up uncomfortable with something.

You do not hate the ship - you dislike the tropes it's most popular amongt and you actively associate it with such because you do not care enough or arent comfortable enough to dig through the rotten fruits find the sweeter ones.

So stop shitting on people for things they like. If it is not actively harmful to anyone, don't say anything. If your opinions don't align with a stranger and it pisses you off for some reason, block and move on. If your opinions don't align with a friend and it pisses you off, be the bigger person and make a boundary that you do not wish for the ship to be mentioned around you.

And if you still hate and shit on people for liking shadowvanilla, let me ask you a question. Have you ever been in a fandom before. Like. Seriously. This shit happens. As an undertale au fan, I believe have seen enough shit to determine whether it's valid to hate on something or not.

And if you think abusive ships are problematic, think about how much more problematic the haters are. How they send death threats, how they bully people for it. Haters are doing much more damage to the real people than the people shipping shadowvanilla.

Also why do people hate on shadowvanilla more than billford it's literally the same trope. And let me tell you I've seen way more angst and active display of abuse with billford than with shadowvanilla. Can we like... pick a side...

And let me clarify - just because you dislike a ship doesn't mean you hate it. I am here actively talking about people that somehow have enough time and energy to hate on shadowvanilla. Not favoring it is valid, hating isn't. Just as favoring the ship is valid, but going with the same logic as the haters and bullying people for not liking the ship is invalid.

I do not actively support abusive relationships. I do not support things that go over the line of my own morals (such as 1ncest and p3dophilia.)

Just... big ass rant... pls don't kill me I'm just. Ough. In short: disliking is valid, liking is valid. Straight up bullying someone for liking or disliking is invalid. Shadowvanilla shippers are valid. Shadowvanilla dnis are valid. Shadowvanilla active haters are invalid. Shadowvanilla enforces are invalid.

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Chat did you know you can buy shit in town square bc I was today years old

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SHES HOME CHAT

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CHAT

EXPLDIOWAHSHAAVUOJLVSCYLAAXYKACOY

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Ceask giving actual iPad screenshots and not camera roll pics?? That's crazyyyyy

Anyway I am very slowly cooking it's 1am and I am exhaustedddddd

Crazy that I actually started to play dark mode just to get the fucking dark cacao castle I need it bro you don't understand...

Also I got Dark Cacao his boyfrieeend and they're taking turns locking up and admiring each other <33

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Chat am I cooking or am I cooking

I rlly like dark cacao cookie..

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BRO IMAGINE BOTH OF THESE IN A SINGLE DAY

IM EXPLODING RN

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There is not enough werewolf x vampire content I rlly need to try to fix that... cuz tell me why I'm only getting posts from 2018-2022

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I LIKE VAMPIRE X WEREWOLF COOKIE I ALERT I LOVE VAMPIRE X WEREWOLF COOKIE

and I can't even share the fanfic that made me love them bc it's embarrassing...