Diary

just another way to express myself

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lonely...

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for me, Sky is just like Isopropyl Alcohol......(well, in Chemistry, they are similar indeed) 

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what should i eat tonight? -.-

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HEADACHE!!!!

help... :(

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誰了解此時我心正欲言但不語

誰會知心靈痛楚像是千斤枷鎖

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yummy! :P

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yea i havent taken photo for a while

but i'm still making art in someway

at least, 

I dont hate art

and enjoy art

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and i ask myself again “why i make art? why i take photograph?”

I found that I have not been taking photograph for a while

i ask myself why i stop take photo?

for some reason is i hate myself dont have a good idea and cannot take a good picture

for other reason is i dont want to take a photo that i am not interested in

sound like those are good reason for me not to take photo

but, after a while,  something pop up in my mind, when you take photo, does it can glorify God?

i dont know the answer because i dont know ether i or the photo can glorify god

i dont know whether taking photo is God’s plan for me……

but one thing is clear, I AM NOT HAPPY WITH PHOTOGRAPH now

just for now at least……

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:( 

i think i failed my midterm.......

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can i handle the midterm?

seem it's not easy at all

1 day left

can i remember all the things?

sigh......

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sometime, i feel lonely suddenly......

i dont know why, but it happen

although i am with my friends, i dont feel i belong to them

seem like i am not one of their circle 

i hope someone can understand my deep feeling

i used to have a best friend.....(or maybe now still)

she is in Hong Kong, and I am in San Diego 

there is a long distance between us and, of course, time difference

I dont feel like i can talk what my heart's thinking anymore

just dont like in past.....

maybe she doesnt change

I am the one who changed

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I suppose to read textbook now...

but i am tired... for a foreign student it is hard to read a lot of articles in English...

yea... but midterm is coming... no way to escape... 

i hope i do fine in my art history midterm =_= 

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I am tired to make poster...

I do it for free but does not mean I dont have homework & midterm

I know I always make the wrong thing, but forgive me, I still have my school stuffs need to care....

sigh......

midterm on coming tue...

not ready for it...

and Math quiz tmr...

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