Frustrated Writer

Believer. Achiever. Survivor. (By faith) Soon-to-be-professional writer :)

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Why do I love NARUTO?

I have been a fan of Naruto since I was 9. I have never thought that I would even fall in love with an anime character since then. I grew up an incomplete family - my father died when I was 6. I always long for a father figure which maybe the reason I became really captivated with Naruto's life. Just like him, I grew up wanting to be acknowldeged by the people around me. I always long for a complete family which I will never have. And luckily, I discovered Naruto. At first, I only watched it because of my male cousins, but little did I know that I will be an avid fan of his. I saw how hard he tried to fit in the world where a Jinchūriki like him will never be accepted. I always try to do my best in school so that my mom won't see my weaknesses; people will see my victories rathen than my failures. Naruto was my best friend, my virtual best friend. If only I can talk to him whenever he's alone, struggling to save his best friend, Sasuke, then I would definitely do it. His words cuts deeper in me. The episode when he talked to his dad was really the hardest for me. How I wish I can do the same thing with my dad. I miss him a lot that I always cry whenever I watch that episode for a thousand times. I am already 23, turning 24 this year. I graduated in college last 2019. My friends, classmates, professors, and mostly all the people around me know that I love Naruto more than just an anime, but a family, a brother, a lover, and an inspiration. One of my creative shots was when I was holding a Kunai - which was given by my classmate. Naruto is everything to me. For me, Naruto.will.always.be.the.GOAT. anime.character.ever.existed. Thank you for helping me conquer my fears and face my destiny in life - maybe not to be a Hokage like you - but to be the best teacher in the world. Yes, I am a teacher and I am proud to be his number one fan.

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I’m starting to hate my subject :(. Why of all the courses, why ARTS and MUSIC? WHY NOW? I always try my very best to maintain my grades yet why? I don’t deserve this mark. I started questioning myself where did I go wrong? 

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LORD, I am hurting right now. I was really expecting that somebody will call and bring up a good news. :( I was really hoping yet I am totally happy for my schoolmates; they deserve it like how I was once a scholar last semester. Someone, please, help me T_T

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I am starting to hate my daily routine like waking up late; cleaning my room; fixing my books; listening to radio; surfing the net; reading manga, and eating of course. I am starting to crave for paperwork and tiring work.I hate myself for not appreciating these things. I must be thankful, right? Ugh, someone, please, give me some semestral break job to earn money HAHAHA!

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Visual Art

The painting of La Spoliarium An art which tells a thousand story Stories that made up the history Every stroke conveys an unfathomable feeling Feeling of resentment, excitement, remorse, and pain Every color combines with agony and despair Every line shows the desire to resist In the hands of the Romans which killed a many Juan Luna could have never done such a masterpiece If love and hate did not take in place

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Nineteenth of J

We haven't seen each other for years now, but you keep on visiting me in my dreams. Yes, there are times that I think of you, but it would just last for a minute, nothing else... But why? Of all the days, why now? Like it was so real - I thought it was real... Everytime we see, we talk, and hug... you're always trying to show that you've been so sorry, that you want me back. How can I move on and keep on going with my feet on the ground when you keep on knocking me down with your simple smile... with your simple touch... why? Why can't you just let me go? My heart and mind keeps battling, because I know from what I think is right - I need to forget and move on. However, that's not what my heart wants... He still longs for you, only you. I just pray for our individual pure happiness, my love.

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Last Shed of Tears

         I love you- to the man whom I give my first love; my first hug, my first uttered words of Hi and my deepest cries of good-bye. Like any ordinary girl who also feels an unfathomable feeling of affection, I love you for that.  

         And same with other relationship that has no certainties, you left me behind. I was dumbfounded. It was hard to the core. I was devastated, but was able to pick myself up once again. I love you, for the last time. To my first love - you will forever be remembered, Pa.

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OH MY GOODNESS! FINALLY, I’M DONE.

YES! after all these days, I am finally done with my less than 200-word article :D GOSH! It was a pain in the neck! It really was a paaaaaain >.< I hope my EIC will be generous enough to edit it on my behalf XD I can’t stress my head more than this </3 My semestral break is almost over  :D :D

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Your expectations and my reality won’t really meet at the center point, why? Because we are different. 

#Literarywriter

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Writer- wanna-be

It’s really been my high school dream to make my own article and be published in a certain newspaper or magazine. Since I am really rooting to make it a reality, i joined different school activities and contests just to showcase my writing skills and be able to achieve that goal soon. But as years pass by, it seems like its slowly fading and the reality is now consuming me so hard that I do not have that courage to write up something anymore. It’s frustrating. 

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The Internet Has Found The Cutest Cat Species Ever

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Meet the cutest cat species called caracals! Significant in the ancient Egyptian world, these stunning creatures appear in their paintings, as sculptures and bronze figurines to guard the tombs of pharaohs.

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Kyoooooooooooowt!

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Sem break is awfully amazing :D

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As i do my step in every run that we take, my heart grows fonder and fonder while seeing you smile and laugh at the same time :) I hope to see you, again.

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How cute these two looks like :D

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Genuine Race

by Jocelyn Serna

I am an athlete outside the field;

Battling with my personal race and hardships inside;

Making every move firm enough to keep up the run;

Setting my mind to the further goal ahead of time.

I do the training every minute of the day;

Praying for His guidance all throughout the play;

I set my desires and hopes on Him;

Believing every step is not a way to shame.

I stumble, I cried and its painful;

Being an athlete is never been delightful,

But the moral it gets while running,

Is nothing compared to the golden trophy for winning.

I am still in the track, earnestly coping up while hardly breathing;

Looking forward to reach the end with smile so dazzling;

Keeping up the burning desire to reach the goal of winning;

The way an athlete do it for living.

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