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i don’t know why i feel like i can’t relax lately i hate it

#i feel like #really unsafe #not literally but just like #my body feels it #.txt

mmm dissociation so bad that the sh thoughts crossed my mind as a way to ground myself to reality. yummy.

#im having a great time!!!#i will not hurt myself #im going to go to bed now #just had to get it out of my head #.txt

“it feels like being stuffed with dirt” is so specific and somehow exactly something i remember writing in a diary when i was young and now i feel like im gonna throw up!

#i dont even know what to say #.txt

i hate that ive been getting so triggered lately im so exhausted

#their mood shouldn’t affect me this much #but something has been off #and when i try to talk about it they just get defensive #or sad #but like buddy i can tell that something is bothering you #you are so incredibly touchy and defensive #.txt

bysen

It’s been a long day

im so exhausted and i am so close to snapping

#.txt

i don’t know why im so fucking sad today but here we are

#.txt

crazy how one life change triggers my entire body into believing it’s actively dying

#.txt #i fucking hate this #i dont want to move.#i like it here.#but because i don’t make any money the decision is never mine #and i get it right but still

why does my insomnia always get worse when i have to be up early

#🫠#.txt #i normally wake up at nine anyway #so idk what ny problem is

fairycosmos

hey idk how to articulate this part of being mentally ill but basically i feel like my life has been stolen from me in the most literal way and i can’t explain it without sounding like im making a million pathetic excuses

kosmogrl

i feel. like an afterthought.

#its fine im just being dramatic #.txt

weird new feeling. not aware i was dreaming in the lucid sense. but being desperate for it to be a dream because i would rather die than it be real.

#brothwr what the fuck was that #.txt

ceeptsd

mmmmm insomnia night because this week is so busy and i cannot stop thinking about how exhausted im gonna be by the end of it

ceeptsd

tried so hard to love christmas but now its here and its a busy week when im already feeling shitty and i just want to disappear lol

mmmmm insomnia night because this week is so busy and i cannot stop thinking about how exhausted im gonna be by the end of it

#.txt

im! so! annoyed!

#i cant be annoyed thought vecause they have enough to worry about #they’re allowed to hang after work and talk to their coworkers #but god fucking damnit we had plans! and now its late and im mad!#i wanted to go to the store and get shopping done #and then get the #christmas cards done and addressed #and now probably none of that is going to get done #bwcause im dysregulated and mad

ceeptsd

having a very i hate everything about myself and everyone else probably does too kind of night

ceeptsd

i would give literally anything to not be like this

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