wildflower fingertips on me, i can feel them still. stained hearts trying to find a home, looking for something real. i said meet me downtown at the dive bar. you're the only one that makes me feel alive. i can't keep drowning in the shadows. here i am, lay it all on the line. i don’t wanna kill my time with somebody else. dancing in the dark till the sun comes, tangled in the sheets till the day’s done. idon’t wanna kill my time with somebody else. in a city full of lonely people like this want you all for myself.
the new position made her feel them so much deeper than she had before. she tossed her head back and let her mouth fall open. she didn’t care if she looked ridiculous, she felt so good. “fuck,” she moaned, “fucking touch me, please,” she begged. she had never really able to peak from penetration alone, she needed more. “i know what makes you tick,” she panted, “just like you know how to get under my skin. we’re a match made in hell.” clested leaned down and placed kisses along ande’s collar bones, “i hate what you make me become,” she muttered against their skin.
she sucked in a breath through her teeth at the sharp pain at her scalp, “i haven’t. i think i enjoy pissing you off though.” celeste liked getting a reaction from them. she found their roughness and dominance hot. she whined at the sudden smack they gave her, “fuck,” she mumbled under her breath. her toes curled when she felt them finally push into her. she wanted to meet their thrusts, but that was practically impossible. “i do pilates four times a week, pick a more creative position, babe,” she panted.
“i’m not a slut,” she argued. she knew what they were doing. they were trying to get under her skin. she could almost feel the bruises forming from how tightly they were gripping her wrist. she hissed at the pain, though it excited her a little. “for all i know, you could have gone soft from the last time we were together,” she winked. their words had her feeling all kinds of excited. she could feel herself throbbing from their words alone. she landed on the bed with a huff and propped herself up on her elbows as she watched them finish undressing. her mouth opened slightly and she couldn’t hold back the soft moan she let slip just from the sight of them. she wrapped her legs around ande’s hips and eagerly kissed them back. her tongue swiped against their bottom lip, wanting access to their mouth. celeste missed the familiarity of ande’s mouth most of all.
“does that shock you? i’m pretty sure i’ve never hidden my feelings for you, ande. i’d say i’ve been pretty obvious.” celeste watched with wide eyes as they sniffed her underwear. the was last on the list of things she expected them to do with the garment, but she wasn’t too shocked. she swallowed and let her eyes linger on their torso for a moment longer than she probably should have. they were as beautiful as ever. she shook that thought from her head and focused on the task at hand. she bit her lip and looked ande in the eyes as she squeezed their member gently, “i’ve gotta say, i’m gonna be a little disappointed if all you want from this is just a hand job,” she chuckled softly. “kind of proves that you are just all talk.”
“Of course I know how to play you… you make it so simple for me.” Ande huffs with a small grin as they feel her lips against their neck warm and soft. “But of course you’re easy… just look at you. Falling apart for me so effortlessly.” They tug her into their room, slamming the door behind them both only to push her up against it with ease. “You can tell yourself you’re not easy as much as you want to… but your actions say otherwise.” They murmur, pinning her to the door roughly. “Now I’m going to let you go… and you’re going to strip.” They say almost threateningly.
“if i didn’t want you, it wouldn’t be simple,” she argued. she didn’t like the idea of them thinking she was easy. ande was probably one of the few people who could wind her up the way they did. she wanted to please them and have their attention. if that weren’t the case, she wouldn’t have been in the position she was currently in. she grunted as her body slammed against the door, forcing the air out of her lungs. “what do you expect me to say to that? obviously, i’m not changing your mind about me,” she huffed. celeste squirmed against the hold they had on her and bit her lip. she nodded at their order and as soon as they let her go, she began to take her clothes off. she wasn’t sure if there was a way to take off workout clothes in a way that was sexy, but she was going to try. first she took her leggings off, she slid them down her thighs slowly. her underwear were next and she picked them up off the floor and shoved them into ande’s waistband. finally, she took her sports bra off and let it fall to the floor. she wrapped her arms around her chest to cover herself a bit, “was that satisfactory?” she asked with a slight smirk.
“I can’t say you’re wrong.” Ande couldn’t care less about looks. All that mattered was if someone could boost their career, and if they were good in bed. Celeste happened to tick both of those off of their checklist. Watching her bite her bottom lip, their features soften as she says she’s sure. They lean in close to her, slowly and leisurely, only to press their lips to hers briefly. “Still a dirty girl, then? That’s delightful.” Ande grabs her by the wrists, tugging her close to their body with sudden urgency. “I knew you were going to be easy. Always have been.”
“oh, i know i’m not wrong, ande. i know you,” she frowned. celeste gave her heart away too easily and even though ande may have not wanted it or cared for it, she gave it to him not too long after she met them. she knew that it was foolish, but she couldn’t stop herself from wanting to be loved back. she closed her eyes and hummed softly at the feeling of their lips against hers. she could never understand how they could be so soft and harsh at the same time. “you know how to play me,” she whispered. she gasped at the sudden movement and let her head fall against their shoulder. she kissed the skin at the base of their neck, “i’m not easy,” she muttered.
Ande gives her a once over as she speaks, analyzing her expression with a look of underlying amusement. “Take it as an enormous compliment, sweetheart.” They grin for only a moment, reaching to cup her face. “I’ve only just gotten home and showered… are you sure you want me to get filthy all over again?” They tease, holding her face up by the chin gently to force her to gaze up at them. Playing games with Celeste and anyone else was something that Ande truly loved. Their thirst for attention even knowing that they themselves were unable to give back the same amount of it, was exhilarating.
celeste can’t stop herself from rolling her eyes at them, “i don’t think that is a compliment, honestly. because i don’t think you get off on my looks, but rather what you know you can do to me.” she shivered at the feeling of their cold fingers against her warm cheeks. she was pretty sure she hadn’t stopped blushing from the moment she ran into ande. her eyes met theirs and she chewed on her bottom lip before she nodded her head. it almost felt like the action was involuntary. “i’m sure,” she answered in a small voice. celeste wasn’t going to pass up an opportunity to be with ande.
“Oh, don’t worry– my memory serves me excellently.” They mumble. “I use it often and it does well when I need something to think on late at night… if I happen to be alone. You know I’ve got quite a colorful imagination.” Ande cants their head to the side at her, a light smirk appearing upon their plump lips. “The things I could do to you… you could never even preconceive of. On your knees, or otherwise.”
“i don’t know if i should take making it into your spank bank as a compliment or not,” she made a face. celeste squirmed a bit under their gaze. their words excited her and made her antsy and she hated it. she was internally struggling, trying to decide if she wanted ande to put their money where their mouth was or if she wanted to shove past them and go about her day. she wanted ande’s attention, of course. she would always want that. she just didn’t want to give them the satisfaction of knowing that they got to her. “fucking hell, ande,” she sighed. “you gonna prove it or are you all talk?”
“Yes– actually.” They admit without as much as a blink. “I do get off on this. Watching you fall apart for me gives me a tingle.” They say expressionless. As she goes on, they begin to smirk. “I’d like nothing more than for you to get on your knees, Cel. You always did look your best on them– gazing up at me…” Ande muses, reaching to tuck a stray hair behind her ear with care. “You say that now… but give me a bit more time to sink in, sweetheart. You’ll be begging to play before you know it.”
“Hm… I’d tell you that burned, but I’m afraid it’s hard to scorch someone with skin as thick as mine.” They force a smile, though her remark makes them seethe a bit inside. “You’re right– I wasn’t tied down. But you certainly tried to catch me and use the ropes.” They stifle a laugh. “A feeble attempt. At best.” Ande shifts to corner her, palm against the wall as they block her way down the hall, after another step closer. “Besides… I always did prefer to be the one handling the ropes… and tying you up. Ever reminisce about how I made you purr like a kitten?” They grin crookedly, taking her chin by their index and thumb to lift her face. “Does it ache, not having me around, anymore? You put up with my shit far better than most of the others I’ve been with… I will say that’s impressive. And, I did love the look you got when I pleasured you. That much, I’ll admit.”
“mm, you don’t have to pretend to not have feelings around me, i know better,” she smirked. though, that smirk faltered as she listened to them speak. they clearly knew the right buttons to press to get a reaction from her. she wasn’t going to give in so easily though. “i think i liked the chase the most. i’m not used to not getting what i want,” and once upon a time ande was what she wanted. what some small and twisted part of her still wanted. her eyes flickered over to their arm that was blocking her path, and she knew she could easily shove past them, but she didn’t really want to do that. she had no choice but to look at them now, “do you get off on this? on these little mind games? i mean, what do you expect me to do? do you want me to get on my knees in the middle of this hallway and beg for you? tell you how much i’ve missed you? that no one can do what you do, no one can make me feel the way you do, ande. is that what you want? because i’m not going to do that. i’m not playing.”
“Well, that’s certainly one thing I don’t miss– you pushing me to be a health nut like you.” They tease her, wafting hair from their eyes. “You know me far too well to be asking silly questions… the only reason I’d be up at this ungodly hour is to work, or to come home from thrashing– and for your information– I’m up due to the latter.” They grin, tucking a hand into their pocket. “Barely slept… and I’m pretty sure my blood has turned to vodka.”
“it’s not like anyone could ever tell you what to do,” she rolled her eyes at them. celeste truly hated that she fell for them and that those feelings still resurfaced every time she saw them. she wondered if they could tell that her heart was racing. “i’d say i’m shocked, but i’m not. you should probably take better care of yourself, though. you don’t want to get burnt out by the time you’re thirty,” she shrugged. celeste hated the awkward silence that followed, “well, i’m gonna go make breakfast. you should...actually, i don’t care what you do.”
After a wild night out, Ande hadn’t returned to the villa until late the following morning, a hungover mess. They’d spent the night with a stranger– something that wasn’t out of the ordinary for them– and getting away from the crew for awhile was just what they needed. As they enter the house, they squint at their throbbing head, immediately heading for their bedroom to change and take a few pills for their headache. When they exit, they come face to face with an all too familiar face coming down the hall. “Celeste?” They grin, tilting their head to the side at her. “Aren’t you just as gorgeous as ever?” They coax her. Despite their kind words, they’d been nothing but an awful partner to her when they were together for a few months. Ande saw it as nothing more thsn a PR stunt, but stopped at nothing to play with the poor girl’s emotions. The amount of emotional twisting they’d done was bad enough, but they were also quite the cheater. They’d never even apologized for what they’d done and they don’t plan to. What they had together wasn’t real, in Ande’s eyes.
celeste had a strict morning routine to follow. she felt it was important to have some sort of structure during the whole ‘reality show’ experience. she didn’t want her head to get too big from all of the new attention she was receiving online. her day started promptly at five in the morning with some light stretches. getting out of bed was probably the hardest part of her routine. it would have been so easy to just stay under the protection of her covers and sleep for a few more hours, but she knew better. she quickly got dressed in her workout attire and left her room to go make herself some breakfast. she wasn’t expecting to hear her name and especially not that voice. the voice stopped her dead in her tracks, she almost didn’t want to look at them. she wished she didn’t need a moment to compose herself before she finally looked at them, looked them in the eyes. she kept her face emotionless, “aren’t i? a healthy lifestyle tends to do that,” she shrugged. celeste was truly putting on the performance of a lifetime and she really hoped they couldn’t see right through the lies, couldn’t tell that her stomach was churning with anxiety. “what are you doing up so early?”
did you see that ( CELESTE TOWNSEND ) is taking part in mtv’s new show headlines ? the ( TWENTY ONE ) year old ( MODEL ) sure does look a lot like ( CINDY KIMBERLY ) ! rumor has it they are ( EFFERVESCENT ) & ( MANIPULATIVE ) & have been tipped to stir up some drama. tune in nightly to see what ( SHE/HER ) gets up to ! — ( cora , 24 , est )
celeste was raised by a single mom. her father left when she was two years old. she doesn’t really remember him that well and she really doesn’t mind
she has an older brother who often played the role of dad. he’s one of the few people she looks up to the most.
she was a bit of a wild child in high school until she became a “public figure” and decided she wanted to set a good example for younger girls who might follow her.
she spent weekends partying instead of studying, she skipped 75% of her classes. she was constantly getting caught kissing boys beneath stairwells. she was always in trouble, but she was so good at getting out of it. all she had to do was shed a few tears about her father leaving.
after graduation, celeste thought she had her whole life planned out. she was going to go to the local college and become a teacher, marry her high school sweetheart, have a handful of children, and die happily in the town she loved.
plans don’t always work out though. her mother and brother got her an all expenses paid trip to europe for the summer. she had never traveled before, and it opened her eyes and heart to wanting more for herself.
she got home and for the first time in her life, she felt completely suffocated by the small town she had always loved. she needed to get away from it, from the people that knew her too well. she needed a fresh start.
her instagram had always been fairly popular and she had been offered modeling contracts since she was sixteen. it wasn’t a hard decision for her to accept one of those offers and move to california within a week of getting home from europe. the only person she told was her brother and she made him promise to let everyone know she was sorry and that she just needed something more than what the town had to offer.
living in los angeles sucked for the longest time. she was afraid to make friends with other models. that world was so competitive and no one wanted anything to do with someone who didn’t have anything to offer them. if you didn’t have enough clout for someone to use you as a social ladder, no one was going to be your friend. celeste hated that so much.
she’s still a struggling model, so when she was offered a part on the reality show, she couldn’t pass it up.
celeste is really into buddhism, yoga, and meditation. she’s probably the most zen person you’ll ever meet.
she’s a vegan !
honestly ?? the nicest person !! she loves helping people
she can kind of be a bit naive at times. she trusts people until they give her a reason not to and even then she’ll give them a second, third, and fourth chance
she’s honestly so pure and soft
believes in magic and wishes on a star every night
she can see people’s auras and loves witchy type things
