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i relate to altam on such a personal level he has genuinely made me realize things about myself that I did not know before. that and even worse gender crisis

#maramblings #my transgenderism has layers thanks to him #if I can even call it that

how does one talk to people...i want to make more friends on here...

#maramblings #stuck in introvert hell

sometimes i think about this sprite and curl up and cry

#maramblings #feeling really normal rn

sometimes I still can't help but be sad about my art not doing many numbers anymore/people seeing it less. i am stuck in an endless circle of suffering without any exit

#maramblings #like the latest thingy I posted. i draw after a whole month and it kinda went unnoticed elsewhere #bleh #I'm in hell #rant incoming #genuinely thought I was growing out of this phase but it's suddenly back?#i mean tbf I've been going through the worst mental state ever the past couple months #so not surprised. but #i still struggle with seeing support as numbers. killing mh stupid self #think I might've ranted about it this exact way in maybe 2024. i can't remember but back then I was surely doing worse #sorry this is kinda long and pointless

i am sorry if my incoherent babbling posts scare people . sometimes I forget I genuinely sound insane

#maramblings #I'm normal I promise

see I want to share my evil art for funsies but I'm not sure if tge people on here want to see kewna half naked or altam collared and on his knees. do i Just have to actually use my side blog for this

#maramblings #j have been. pondering.

transman altam. does anyone agree

#maramblings #or an even more complicated gender complex if we think about it #(half projecting)

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i thought. it's June 1st (Pride)+(Imitation Black's 17th Anniversary) so i was like. why not use this as an excuse to draw ShootingMoonStar as them

#mabinogi #altam #llywelyn #oc: kewna #shootingmoonstar #yes im making a tag for them #imitation black #they are so yaoiful #my art #oc x canon

before I make my happy pride post i have a question is any of y'all familiar with cardfight vanguard because there are so many parallels s I made with altam that I need to be annoying about

#maramblings #i miss Cfv so bad I'm almost tempted to draw aichi birthday art on the 6th #I have next to no memories about my time on cfvmblr that was around 3 years ago but I miss it NGL

todays moonstar. tomorrow it's pride month. its THEIR month

tomorrow im also leaving for vacay til the 10th but ngl i will probably get even more annoying on here instead of takign a break. i also need to try to draw

apparently i drew more than i rmemebered this month??? i genuinely thought i drew like idk. once. i think mental illness is consuming me too much

anyway enough ranting there's the gays. i am such a big fan of the dumb maid motion. thank god after a wholeass year i finalyl have it

okay sir whatever you say

#maramblings #moonstar #can we kill kewna #both of them actually

my theory as to why i think altam is from belvast:

he is literally british-italian to me. and thats what belvast is lowkey. trust me

usually just mentions belvast stuff. like in the How to Get on the Boat and Town Office keyword responses (i swear there wss more but i canr remember rn)

it makes sense to me

trust me

5th secret bulletpoint

#maramblings #i need to make a tag for when im just saying bullshit #kinda wish we knew where the knights are from besides like idk. llywelyn. whos explicitly from tara #on this note i wonder if pihne is actually from cobh since yk. the one lighthouse scene. but i have my doubts #i need to replay G20 on that matter

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does any of you gaf if i post art of altam in a collar or am i the only abnormal one here

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oh my god i just realized i completely forgot to post that

#maramblings #laughed

can i introduce yall to my evil polycule

#maramblings #puppies and One Cat #realized ive never really talked about it but besides moonstar. we also have kewna/piran (StarryFeather) and kewna/llywelyn (ShootingStar)#that and. guess whos a fan of altam/llywelyn too #and them all as a whole tbh #also piran/altam is a big thing for me but unfortnuately im still pissed at the fact they were IN EACH OTHERS PROXIMITY IN G25 AND DID NOT #DARE TO SPEAK. LIKE THATS UR BROTHER IN ARMS.#i have so many thoughts

I've always been wondering.. what led altam to becoming a squire then a knight... because I swear there is so little side-lore about his family even I struggle. it doesn't seem like anyone in his family was involved either . maybe it really just is about his overflowing Divine Light

like I'm just wondering if anybody played a role in that. not surprised since it really sounds like he was put under pressure and subject to high expectations

#maramblings #scratching my head really hard

moonstar is getting real close to their first anni... literally just almost one month... shivers

#maramblings #has it really been that long #they literally reset my brain chemistry

theyre real...

#maramblings #moonstar #they are so ugly god bless #thank you new gacha for having special elysees dupes.

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