What Is Expected Of Us
"I think so?" He says, reaching up to push some of his hair behind his ear. "I should learn what I can about how humanity works. Learn their weaknesses, and strike them—-help them there. But I should do it from the distance, tempered."
He purses his lips a little. “So I should become a passive observer? But with Sunstars plans I do not have the time…” He takes a deep breath. “Fix me first? Please, find a way to balance these…these emotions I keep having. They bounce around, unpredictable and it is overwhelming. I do not even know why I have them, I have never had them before. But they are the reason I have betrayed my Gods, either remove them from me Lord Apollo, or help me train them.”
He finally looks up into Apollos face. “I do not want to slip again. I love, hate, regret, take pleasure, and guilt over everything and everyone. Its maddening.
Apollo held Terra's shoulders and nodded just slightly. "I will look into what may be causing such feelings, and if there is any questioning I will ensure that it is done for the sake of Sungod's army, and not for your own personal reasons." He frowned, considering that Sunstar would not be happy, then nodded again and deactivated the remainder of the securities. "Come with me and I will have it taken care of." He stood again, heading out towards the door and expecting Terra to follow.










