celestdream

20 | bi

[celestsdream]

Oh REALLY. Well why don't we just pop out for a cheeky Nando's then, mate? Ayyy, LADS LADS LADS! What? It's just banter, init mate, init bruv-

Nick Nelson Heartstopper, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

I fell for a straight boy... haha...

Charlie Spring Heartstopper, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

"If he thought you were trying to break up with him, he’s not going to start protesting against it. If he thought you didn’t love him any more, he wouldn’t make it difficult for you. He’d just be heartbroken.” “Well, he’s an idiot then!” Aled laughs. “Exactly. Two idiots in love. Couple goals"

Charlie Spring, Aled Last Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

Hi Nelli! You're so adorable!

Charlie Spring Heartstopper, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

I have been going out with Nick Nelson since I was fourteen. He likes rugby and Formula 1, animals (especially dogs), the Marvel universe, the sound felt-tips make on paper, rain, drawing on shoes, Disneyland and minimalism. He also likes me. His hair is dark blond and his eyes are brown and he is two inches taller than me, if you care about that sort of thing. I think he’s pretty hot, but that might just be my opinion.

Charlie Spring Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

“No, but –” he shakes his head – “you’re Nick and Charlie.” I laugh. “What does that mean?” “It’s…” He laughs too, a nervous expulsion of air. “You’re… it’s hard to explain. It’s like, if you had to provide evidence for soul mates, everyone would pick you two.” I snort. “There’s no such thing as soul mates.” “Maybe. But you two present a pretty convincing argument.”

Charlie Spring, Aled Last Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

Okay, fine, I love you more than my dog. I love you more than anyone, actually.

Nick Nelson Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

We’re pretty chill. Maybe kind of boring. But, in all honesty, that’s fine with both of us.

Nick Nelson Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

You're just good at everything, you nerd!

Nick Nelson Heartstopper, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

I don’t want to break up with you

Nick Nelson Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

Hey. You take a lot of pictures of me. D’you have a crush on me or something? How embarrassing. If you wanna talk, I’ll be at the Truham Primary School Summer Fete tomorrow (Tuesday) at 3 o’clock… wow this isn’t a rom-com lol. I’m sorry for how sappy this is. Btw I love you. Ok bye xxxx

Charlie Spring Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

I guess there are a few things I’m a bit nervous about. Coming out as bisexual again is probably the main one – it was painful enough the first fifty times.

Nick Nelson Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

All of the older boys kinda remind me of the people who used to bully me.

Charlie Spring Heartstopper, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

I don’t want to get out of bed to change. I don’t want to do anything.

Charlie Spring Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

I wake up because the sun is in my eyes – I forgot to close my curtains last night. I forgot to do a lot of things last night. Like be a decent human being.

Charlie Spring Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

I’m not giving up yet.

Charlie Spring Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman

[celestsdream]

It doesn’t matter what you say, you just have to say something.

Tori Spring Nick and Charlie, Alice Oseman