TENDER CURIOUSITY *

#& self promo.#the great gatsby rp #tgg rp #indie rp #1920's rp #HEYOO ITS YA BOIII

talk about cold feet. daisy knows that the fabulously expensive string of pearls that tom gave her is about to become a chain. when she's drunk, she wants to change her mind and marry the man she truly loves. in the cold and sober (and probably a little hungover) light of day, however, she does what she was born to do: marry the rich guy. ---- independent daisy fae buchanan

#& promo.#my baby my QUEeN #the jAY TO MY DAISY

❛ GATSBY believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. it eluded us then, but that’s no matter — tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther… . and then one fine morning — so we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past. ❜

it was as if his feet refused to follow his beloved. there he stood, one hand anxiously wringing the other as he waited. the most hopeful waiting he had ever endured. the vocals he failed to emit were in contrast to the clamor in his head. his mind begged her for a change of topic. it was only when his heartbeat was audible in his ears that he forced himself to speak; though remaining firmly where he stood. ❛ there there is no end for us, daisy. i’m going to love you for the rest of my days, & even beyond that. can you say the same for tom ? ❜ his heart hung heavy at the mention of her brutish husband, what the mention could do to his golden girl, but jay wasn’t able to hold his tongue.

#moneynew #V. OF PEARLS & JAZZ. ( main )#whAT THE FRCK

the mere second her husbands name left his once pure lips, porcelain hands swipe the glass ashtray off the table, and it shatters against the floor as she watches before her hands come across her face trembling. a small drop of crimson falls and stains pure white skin. so she stands, visibly shaking as every bone in her body collapsed. the small frame rises, taking a draw from her cigarette. ❛ you can’t say that, you can’t say you’ll love me forever, you can’t ---- you can’t ----- y -- ❜ she chokes out a sob, turning to face him, mascara slowly falling and tearing through the rouge on her cheeks.

#& starter call #heyo d o that like thing

STARTER CALL !!

#& starter call.

STARTER CALL !!

THE WORLD HAD melted away. the ‘jay gatsby’ persona had melted away. the trace of that dirt-poor farm boy had even melted away. what stood before daisy buchanan was her humble servant, whose sole mission was to ensure her safety & happiness. he had already tarnished his morality for her. he would fight for her. he would die for her. the sight of a tear was enough to shatter his heart to smithereens, & there wasn’t a chance of it fully recovering.

❛ YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE to take any of it, daisy. & don’t think like that, darling. you’re always going to have me. always. i would follow you to the ends of the earth, just so long as you’re all right & we’re together. ❜

#moneynew #V. OF PEARLS & JAZZ. ( main )#ok this hurt me real fricken bad #also daisy u make no sense

his words tangled within the smoke from a newly-lit cigarette as rose tinted lips draw it in. her dress floats as her legs carry her to a small table, where porcelain fingers then wrap around her left hand, removing the diamond, then placing it on the table. the hand carries down her face, wiping tears away, as one finger remains faintly placed on her lip. her smoke-filled hand taps against the ashtray, as she turns around to face her world.

❛ what happens if we’re already at the end ? will you love me when it’s over, is it over jay ? we can’t play this game, it’s a cruel cruel game. a game of heartache, and we’re the last pawns left. ❜

alderaanheir

❛ i don’t believe in paying any price for any man. ❜ a thoughtful tilt of her head ensues, glint of what can only be transcribed as amusement forming within her eyes. ❛ they’re not worth it. nobody’s worth giving up your own self. ❜

#alderaanheir #v. tbd //#this got real deep

❛ but what do you make of it when a man gives you all the best parts of himself ? ❜ and her eyes are slightly brimmed with tears, as porcelain fingers toy with the diamonds and rubies against her hand. ❛ or what if you have no self to give ? ❜

morgendag

Sad/cute shippy sentences

There’s no doubt it was always you.

From the first time i walked you home from school you stole my hear.

It was always you.

It hurts to see your pretty smile fade.

I know there’s nothing left for us to say but it’s okay.

It’s okay-

There’s no getting over you.

I tried my best to tell the truth but the missing is tearing me apart.

Forgetting is the hardest part.

The thought of losing you is all too much.

I’m a long, long way from home… From you.

I’ll be back some day.

We’ll do it all, everything.

We don’t need anything, or anyone.

If I lay here, If I just lay here… Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Those three words… Are said too much. They are not enough.

I don’t quite know how to say how I feel.

Would you lie with me, and just forget the world?

Forget what we’re told, before we get too old.

I need your grace to read my needs, to find my own.

Your perfect eyes is all that I can see.

I’m sorry for hurting you.

I’ll be here to hold your hand.

If only I knew what I know today.

I would hold you in my arms, and take the pain away.

Thank you for all you’ve done.

There’s nothing I wanna do to hear your voice again.

Sometimes… I wanna call you, but I’m scared that you won’t be there.

I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do.

I’ve hurt myself by hating you.

Some days I feel broken inside, but I just don’t want to admit it.

It’s so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.

Would you tell that I was wrong?

Would you help me understand?

Are you proud of who I am?

If I had just one more day I would tell you how I’ve missed you since you’ve been away.

I’m sorry for blaming you.

Blame it all on me.

It was my fault – This wasn’t supposed to…happen.

Please forgive me.

I can’t stay… I really can’t –

I have come to talk with you again.

We need to talk…

Can we please just – Talk ?

I think we should… talk about… This – Us.

They know about us.

Oh come on – Look at us! Is this what we really want???

… I don’t think there’s anything left to say.

Do you even know how to answer your phone?

I keep messaging you, but you never reply?

Never mind. It’s nothing. It never is.

Can’t you just listen to me!?

I’m fine okay, can we drop this?

I’ve heard that you… Found… someone new?

There will always be things I can’t give you, things I can’t say – And I all I want… Is for you to be happy.

It isn’t over – We are not over, yet.

I wish nothing but the best for you.

Don’t… Forget me – Please ?

I just want to forget everything about you.

It hurts. It hurts so much – Don’t you understand!?

I can’t do this.

We can fix this.

We can’t fix this.

We could always…stop here and stay friends?

Are you sure that…we should – ? You know… do this?

I won’t ever find someone like you… You are special to me.

You are perfect.

We always were a thing, weren’t we?

angst sentence starters yay

i have used my satan powers to make another one of these, angst list 2.0

"You're not welcome here anymore."

"Could you tell the truth for once?"

"Don't touch me!"

"I've always hated you."

"Don't go where I can't follow."

"You sicken me."

"Why should I believe you?"

"You're a monster!"

"If you beg I might have mercy on you."

"I will kill you slowly and laugh as I watch the light leave your eyes."

"I thought you loved me."

"Why should I care about you?"

"Get away from me!"

"I have three months to live."

"I don't need your pity."

"No... No! NO! STOP!"

"I will cut you to pieces bit by bit until there's nothing left."

"Go ahead and cry, see if I care."

"I'm dying."

"You have two months to live."

"You don't love me."

"Don't think you can escape me."

"The buyers will go crazy over you."

"I will kill your family and make you watch."

"How could anyone love a monster like me?"

"Are you drunk again?"

"Don't shoot!"

"What am I living for anymore?"

"I can't... not anymore..."

"Pick a god and pray."

"Don't bother screaming, no one can hear you."

"I will do anything for you."

"You killed my family."

"It's all your fault."

"Disgusting."

"Don't forget that I own you."

"I can't breathe."

"You've been crying haven't you?"

"Who could ever love a monster like you?"

"I will bring you unimaginable pain until death comes as a blessing."

"Why didn't you tell me about this?"

legendarymemes

WARM AND FUZZY MEME! SEND AN EMOTICON FOR MY MUSE’S REACTION TO: 🍨 YOUR MUSE SHARING A DESSERT WITH MINE 🎂 YOUR MUSE CELEBRATING MINE’S BIRTHDAY WITH MINE ☕ YOUR MUSE BRINGING MINE A WARM DRINK 🍴 YOUR MUSE MAKING DINNER FOR MINE 👻 YOUR MUSE TELLING MINE A SPOOKY STORY BY TORCHLIGHT 💀 YOUR MUSE COMFORTING MY MUSE DURING A SCARY MOVIE 💍 YOUR MUSE PROPOSING TO MINE 👶 YOUR MUSE REVEALING THAT THEY ARE PREGNANT WITH MY MUSE’S BABY 💋 YOUR MUSE GIVING MINE A KISS (SPECIFY WHERE) 👐 YOUR MUSE GIVING MINE A HUG 🐟 YOUR MUSE TAKING MINE TO THE AQUARIUM FOR THE DAY 🐜 YOUR MUSE ‘SAVING’ MY MUSE FROM AN ‘ENORMOUS’ BUG 💐 YOUR MUSE BRINGING MY MUSE FLOWERS 🌱 YOUR MUSE AND MY MUSE PLANTING A GARDEN TOGETHER 🌛 YOUR MUSE CUDDLING MINE AS THEY SETTLE DOWN TO SLEEP 🌟 YOUR MUSE TAKING MINE STARGAZING ⛈ YOUR MUSE COMFORTING MINE DURING A THUNDERSTORM ☀ YOUR MUSE SLATHERING MY MUSE IN SUNBLOCK ☂ YOUR MUSE SHIELDING MY MUSE FROM RAIN ❄ YOUR MUSE THROWING A SNOWBALL AT MY MUSE 💧 YOUR MUSE CLIMBING INTO THE SHOWER WITH MINE 🐁 YOUR MUSE ‘SAVING’ MY MUSE FROM AN ‘ENORMOUS’ MOUSE 🛀 YOUR MUSE RUNNING A BUBBLE BATH FOR MINE 🎨 YOUR MUSE DRAWING/PAINTING A PORTRAIT OF MY MUSE ⚽ YOUR MUSE CHALLENGING MY MUSE TO A GAME 🎸 YOUR MUSE PLAYING MUSIC/SINGING FOR MY MUSE 💌 YOUR MUSE SENDING MINE A LOVE LETTER 🎁 YOUR MUSE GIVING MINE A GIFT 💔 YOUR MUSE COMFORTING MINE AFTER THEIR HEART IS BROKEN ❤ YOUR MUSE DECLARING LOVE FOR MINE 💕 YOUR MUSE TELLING MY MUSE THAT THEY WILL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS

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the weeknd, tears in the rain

#& musings #do u ever just cry

❛ daisy , i daisy , of course i love you . truly . ❜ he was accustomed to her ways of shifting a conversation . jay could never say a word against it , the fear swelled in his heart at the very thought of possibly scaring her away . he did need her . more than the ocean needed the tide . more than their hearts needed beats . jay needed daisy . ❛ rose . ❜ the final word was said in nothing but a breath . he also needed to answer her . he needed to ensure she would stay at whatever cost necessary , including steering the conversation from where he wanted it to head .

#moneynew #MONEYNEW 003.#u kno when u get a burst of muse #and its just sad #ya dats me #holy frick i am ruined #my baby child is ruined #we're all ruined

❛ always thought that color was splendid, marvelous even. ❜ a smile was peering though underlying sadness as lips pursed. ❛ i’m married, to a man, with a child, but seemingly it all means nothing. i’m distracted by my own affection for a man who seems to be nothing but a ghost of who i was. ❜ hand is placed lightly on his chest, fingers trailing down the buttons on his shirt. ❛ i am not who you want me to be jay. underneath everything, i might as well by a damned widow. ❜ doe-eyes brimmed with tears, as one dared to scrape its way down porcelain skin, through the slight rouge painted on her cheeks. ❛ i can’t stay here. ❜

⊰ · ‐ ‑ ‒ – @alderaanheir ‐ ‑ // starter call ⊱

❛ the man is never worth the price you have to pay. ❜ lips purse as a long sigh escapes lips, hands encasing themselves in one another. ❛ it’s fun while it lasts, i suppose, but coming down from that high is like descending to hell itself. ❜

#alderaanheir #ALDERAANHEIR 001.#eep #i love ur blog en D ME

#SELF P.#heyo heyo its ya boiii #workin on starters so pLS love me

TENDER CURIOSITY.

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it isn’t smart : portraying the role of a security guard so others can sneak in without a FUSS . it was said to be silent && devine , but he’s itchy in polyester and his hair looks like the doctor from [ BACK TO THE FUTURE ] when he rips off his hat . but she’s small and he feels driven to say something to the girl with pearl earrings and a smile that outshines those ruby’s on her fingers . ‘ hi ’