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Another void which perfectly fits into my definition. Nobody needs to hear, nobody needs to know it was you
Speaking of the void, come follow my new blog which so far has only reached the void as an audience. It will mostly be personal thoughts, but some of them will lead to more structured posts on this blog.
A Toast! To the Void
I would like to propose a toast!
This isn’t the normal kind of toast which people listen to, not even the kind that people put butter on. But a toast of silence, to silence.
There is a phenomenon which I like to call “Sacrifice to the Void” which can apply to any number of situations with the same outcome: information is forever lost. If I read this text out loud and I am the only one to hear myself at the time, then all that I have said is dissipated into the walls and furniture surrounding me. They take all of that sound, and the information which it contains is dampened into silence. So really it is as if I have said nothing to anyone at all.
When this sacrifice is made only the speaker or sender of information can determine what to do with it. One way the sacrifice is observed is by repeating the information. This will solidify it in your own head as something that you meant to say, and that it truly reflects the intention behind your mouth. Another way to honor the sacrifice is by accepting its passing. Like every other undocumented moment in your life, it has passed, and you cannot retrieve any senses that you had during that time. This can help lead one to acceptance in all things in life that cannot be returned, such as exiting your childhood, or leaving an old friend.
I choose to worship the void, and although I stay silent most of my days, some of the time I let words flow out of my mouth. Some people might call them garbage words, or nonsense words, speaking in tongues, or not even call them words at all. The syllables just flow out from my mouth as if they had meaning, and yet try as I might there is none. This free expression demands no order, no permanent message, and nothing passes on to anybody else. As the noise returns to silence, the void remains.
However there is one thing that can destroy the void. Besides being in an area where someone can hear you, the invention that has destroyed the void is recording. When a moment can be reproduced, its novelty is lost. Social settings with friends in the void can be recalled and shared with each other at a later time, but only recording can sentence the void of that moment to death permanently.
Take a look at one of your favorite photos, and try to recall 3 sensations that you recall from that instant. It might not be too difficult, but the vividness of this recording is burned into your mind as the instant itself. One might say that a photo is just a cross section of the void pressed onto paper with ink.
Keep in mind that these are all my own ideas as they come to me, and you can keep your memories in ink, while still enjoying them as they were. But always remember that you are where you are, and if it matters to you, then it can stay a secret between just you and the void.
Cheers.
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"Consider your own lives, ... has any of you ever encountered an insurmountable obstacle?" The question was answered by a negative silence "Has any of you been compelled to live through a long time-interval between the consciousness of a desire and its fulfillment?" "Well," began one of the boys, and hesitated. "Speak up,"... "I once had to wait nearly four weeks before a girl I wanted would let me have her." "And you felt a strong emotion in consequence?" "Horrible!" "Horrible; precisely, ... our ancestors were so stupid and short-sighted that when the first reformers came along and offered to deliver them from those horrible emotions, they wouldn't have anything to do with them."
Brave New World by Aldous Huxley p. 45
Cold turkey
Utopias don't work because there's always remnants of the past. The gradual change is normally through war or some sort of dictator trying to conform the rest of the world to his or her own views. The dictator, or whoever decides to indoctrinate the world with their own moral code, is therefor the most suited to be living in their own world. Many people may agree with their sentiments, and thus he or she has a following of people. This may not have to be just one individual, it could be a group of people working for a common interest, however that is subject to betrayal if they are all peers. As a single leader, there is less risk of someone within your own group plotting against you. However there is the risk of another faction trying to take over yours with their own beliefs and followers, as well as the great risk of mutiny if the plan is starting to fail.
And even just that: there is the risk of the plan failing. Not necessarily due to the ideals that the dictator is trying to implement, but because of the rebellion. There's always the rebellion. These are the people who remember what life "used to be like," and wish to preserve it the way it was, instead of changing it. The natural flow of these two or more factions is the idea of right and wrong. There is no truly neutral ideology which can be implemented. While this may objectively be false, such as perhaps in the case of utilitarianism, there may always be some people who subjectively think that there are inherently both advantages and disadvantages, creating a divide between right and wrong, good and bad.
The idea of a cold turkey, being something that is to be eaten immediately and without preparation, is often applied to situations of immediate change. In the situation of an ideology being brought about cold turkey, there would be no memory of the "good old days" and thus, no rebellions would occur through purely cultural means.
However, this is not to say that it would practically be a great transition, or lack thereof. Inherently, there might be something within a certain group of people that causes them to disagree with the leader, and causes a rebellion within the society.
Mitch Albom, Tuesdays with Morrie
No iron chain, or outward force of any kind, could ever compel the soul of man to believe or to disbelieve: it is his own indefeasible light, that judgment of his; he will reign and believe there by the grace of God alone!
Thomas Carlyle, Heroes and Hero Worship (1840), Lecture IV.
Focusing and maintaining focus
A major part of getting anything done is focus. Sure, you could blow your day working at the amusement park just lazily hitting the button to dispatch the coaster, but without putting anything into it, the experience is taken away from some people trying to enjoy the park. For example, at my local fair, there are not even any words spoken, just waiting until the ride is full and then hitting a button to start and stop the ride. However, at Hershey Park, or Six Flags, there's a certain enthusiasm shared by all of the employees and it helps to give them their amazing reputation. These employees have a focus in their work, and every second that someone takes to focus on their job makes it that much more worthwhile.
My father told me a story that his grandfather shared with him, that every day he would go to work, and the supervisor would come by at the same two times every day. One of his coworkers would work extremely hard when the supervisor would walk by, and then slack off when there was nobody around. My great grandfather would put all of his effort into the work from the beginning until the end of the day, and would not seem as impressive to his supervisor. My father asked him why he would not just work harder to seem better in front of his supervisor, and he responded "I will make it much farther in life based on how I see myself working, rather than how other people are judging my work."
The amount of focus it takes to continue doing something for 30 minutes depends on what type of activity it is. For an activity that one enjoys, it could seem effortless, but with an activity that is unenjoyable, there would be so much focus lost by trying to think of where one would rather be. By focusing on what could be instead of what is, there is less focus put into the task at hand. My own level of focus is extremely low, in the short term, and I often end up doing something else which I would enjoy more. There is also a certain amount of focus to put into the beginning of an unenjoyable activity, in order to distract oneself from wishing to do something else.
One of the issues I have started to focus on much more intensely than I had before is the task of questioning. There are so many questions which are fundamental to our every day lifestyle which we just take for granted, or have a default response which will appease those around us. However, by questioning things as seemingly simple as "what do I think is funny?" or "how do I define beauty?"
The relevance of this is maintaining focus throughout answering questions. It is extremely difficult to continue thinking about something that we think we have well defined, since we can quickly and easily cast it off by defining it in the same way we believe we always have.
This situation can be applied to physiological changes in the body as well, which we must question. It's easy to notice some of these changes, especially flavors. Apples were one of my favorite fruits, and I would eat them almost every day when I was younger, but a few months ago, the taste started to change. I thought it must've just been the apples at my school, but I went back to my hometown and bought apples from a grocer, an organic market, and a local farm, but they all gave me a sick feeling in my stomach. I also used to eat whole pineapples in one serving, without feeling the slightest bit of damage to my taste buds from the acidity, however, now my tongue has become much more sensitive to this fruit and citruses. The reverse effect has happened with other foods though, and my appetite for rarer steaks, and celery have gone from absolute disgust to delicious, common snacks.
So who's to say there won't be such a rough transition between our emotional attitudes perhaps based on the situations we are in, and for some reason we believe that we are not supposed to question them. Or more likely, we go into this questioning believing that the answer will be the same in college as it was in middle school. It is true that some things might have changed naturally within this time, but there are also other things that have been altered within us. These alterations come from outside sources influencing us, both social and intellectual. One must question whether or not they will be influenced by social viewpoints to determine how we behave, or if we form our beliefs based on information we have found and believe to be true. There may be other belief systems to formulate opinions around such as spiritual, physical, or any mix of these information pools.
It took a lot of focus to pull through and get to writing something like this, especially since I've been wanting to play some computer games since a few hours ago, but once I got into the flow of writing, focusing on adding more ideas was easier and easier, and my desire to write overcame my desire to distract myself. I hope that through this new year I can gain more focus in my studies, and eliminate harmful distractions which do not align with my opinions of "time well spent," and to all of you who wish the same for yourselves, I wish you luck.
What makes life dreary is the want of motive.
George Eliot, Daniel Deronda, Book VIII, Chapter LXV.
Potential energy surrounds the universe
When I was in freshman year high school chemistry, I was very confused by the idea of potential energy. Kinetic energy makes sense to people who have learned about the universe all their life through observation. When something has kinetic energy, it's moving. Simple as that. However, potential energy is not something so easily observed.
What I find to be most enlightening about chemistry 4 years later is the knowledge I've gained about this type of energy. Not only does this exist in chemistry, but it is a principle of human emotion, I believe. One of the things that most people come into difficulty with, especially around New Years, is finding motivation to do something productive to enhance their life. These resolutions are attempts to put their potential energy to use. This potential energy builds up from self esteem, which is somewhat boosted at the beginning of a new year. The idea of a new years' resolution comes from the feeling that it's a new year, and a new me! There's infinite possibility out there for me, and I'm just waiting to grasp it!
As the year goes on, more and more people will drop out. According to these statistics, only 8% of Americans will succeed in carrying their resolutions out to fruition. And after half the year, over half of the people will have dropped out. Their potential energy is being put into 'kinetic' energy in real life. As their potential is depleted, their motivation is going down.
There are two scenarios I believe have an effect, based on the idea of potential energy. The first scenario is that there is a large amount of potential energy being sapped from the goal and into another goal. When I walk outside in the cold wintry air (though it's not yet winter; it could get a lot worse) I feel the potential that there is a warm building that I am walking to. Because there is a potential to be warmer, my body is feeling more and more uncomfortable in the cold air. However, this also means that when I get inside, the pleasure felt will be much greater. So I could use this potential energy in two ways; as the first scenario would describe it, I could put the potential into feeling more and more miserable in the cold, so that it will feel nice when life hands me a nice warm building to stay inside. This scenario describes a sort of positive reinforcement, where the goal is the main focus, and the process of walking outside is just meaningless.
The second scenario of being outside is the negative reinforcement. As I said, it is not yet winter, and I'm only 40 degrees north of the equator. There are a lot colder times that will be coming to me once the Earth's tilt brings my area to total winter. And even when I am feeling the full effects of winter at 40 degrees north, if I were 60 degrees north, I'd be feeling it a lot worse. So really, in this temperature, I should be feeling extremely grateful about how warm it is, and the goal should not even matter. "A journey of a thousand steps starts with just one," applying this quote to this subject, I could say that a cold journey towards a warm location is only as cold as you want it to be.
Another quick anecdote that brought me to this idea is the idea of sleeping, or just taking a nap. I know that after I go to the gym and eat, I'll be a lot less tired than I am now. While I am at the gym, I could be thinking about how GOOD it would feel to be asleep instead, or, I could focus on how much potential energy I am taking from my storage of motivation to go the gym 5 times a week. So, I transfer my potential energy from sleeping into my potential energy to go to the gym...but not before first using up a ton of potential energy into writing an article.
Most people are bad; if they are strong they take from the weak. The good people are all weak; they are good because they are not strong enough to be bad.
Commoro, a chief in northern Uganda, speaking to explorer Samuel Baker in 1864. In the Heart of Africa. Chapter, XVI
Several drawings I made with pastel after meditating. I believe meditation has a certain key of relaxation that brings out creativity in sometimes unexpected ways.
It is not the motive, properly speaking, that determines the working of the will; but it is the will that imparts strength to the motive. As Coleridge says: " It is the man that makes the motive, and not the motive the man."
James McCosh, reported in Josiah Hotchkiss Gilbert, Dictionary of Burning Words of Brilliant Writers (1895), p. 420.
Rekindling fires, Ambition, and Motivation
I have not written on this blog since the beginning of this year. I can't even hardly recall the purpose of starting this, perhaps a new year's resolution. But perhaps the true reason why I started this was my desire to get my word out there. Even if nobody is to ever read this, it's an intellectual vent that can also benefit me in the long run. I strive to improve my writing style perhaps, or maybe to just get a better feel for how my thoughts are made. Thinking about it, I feel as though I have a great chance to stand in front of a crowd and present my ideas off-script. However, I find myself struggling to cohesively give a presentation on a paper I wrote without saying "um," every few words. Since I have always left my ideas as basic starting points, without branching off of them, they never had a chance to develop, but I went on believing they had.
For example, in a discussion group I was involved in, the question came up if I would want to live forever. I had always thought that I would be glad doing so, believing that the point of everyone I love dying in front of me to be trivial. However, upon discussing with different minds, I gathered different viewpoints to formulate my opinion.
There are many such situations, where I discover how unaware I am over my own thoughts, so I believe that through giving them form and life, and opening them to others, they will be able to develop and grow. I also hope that if there would be anyone reading this, that they would also consider different perspectives, and I also encourage anyone out there to respond to any of my thoughts, to allow them to grow even more.
The purpose of rekindling this fire is the motivation that has come from me to develop the thoughts that I think. One great story of this coming to be started a month and a half ago, when I decided I would prepare for and conquer National Novel Writing Month in November. I was steadily pacing myself, until I reached 10 thousand words. I became distracted from my routine with classes, video games, and just general laziness.
While I was writing this novel, I would find that through writing on my own beliefs, I would be able to notice things in my own life that were occurring parallel to the story, but after I had written them. They might have only happened because I was looking for them, however some coincidences were much too large to ignore. For instance, just yesterday I read an entire book, called The Boy Who Reversed Himself by William Sleator, and the character and plot development of the first half were happening in the same fashion that I had imagined my own story going.
Another coincidence that came out of writing was when I was talking to my neighbor over text, and I just kept saying "Marco." She would respond "Polo" but it wasn't exactly what I wanted to hear. There was some sort of disconnect between what I was trying to say, and what I came across as saying. "Marco, Marco." I had no idea what it meant. The next morning she texted me informing me that her pet chinchilla named Marco had died, and I recalled the exact feeling from when I was texting her "Marco."
While I don't mean for this blog to be a personal account of every story I have, I only have a limited resource of stories to tell from my own life. So I hope to bring in other sources which are relevant to my ideas in order to improve my own thinking, as well as everyone who reads my work and contributes to the intellectual conversation in this world.
Thank you.
The Only Thing We Have to Fear is Fear Itself (and Spiders)
The cause of emotions at its most "basic" form is the chemical reactions of neurotransmitters in the brain. Everything reasons out to be perfectly stable when you think about this reaction (since the human body is well known for wanting to maintain homeostasis), except that these neurotransmitters inhibit thinking depending on the state of mind. When someone is afraid, this normally causes elevated senses, and a feeling that there is something there that could not logically ever be. Yet, perhaps this fear makes it exist. The existence of this fear in your mind could create these manifestations in a physical form. There has been some somewhat challenged evidence that the universe behaves differently when you aren't observing it, and this may give evidence that fear and other emotions can create things with the mind. When you look away, there is an army of spiders charging towards you, and since you can't sense this, it could exist, and it could not exist simultaneously.
Following this theory, the non-observed universe could be the combined manifestation of all human emotions in existence at any given time. This conjecture may be fallacious however, since it cannot be proven true just because there are no counter arguments. Yet, this is what the axioms of quantum physics are based on. Take Schrödinger's cat for example; when the cat is not observed, it is both alive and not alive at the same time. Who's t say that this doesn't extend to the entirety of the universe that isn't being observed right now? Even the small blind spot within your own field of vision could contain thousands of needles or lightning right in front of your own eyes, and you may never know it. So the next time your fear makes you hallucinate spiders, you may consistently live in fear that they're on your floor or hanging above you. And they actually are, until you look at them.
Wasting Time with Mathematics
Some people might argue that everything that could ever happen, and ever has happened, and is happening right now, all exists at any and every given moment in time. This idea gives us the feeling that nothing can change, and everything is already set in its course. The same principle can be applied to mathematics. When viewing a math problem, a child might read it as "V equals 2table squiggly line c, d, p y, h y, d y," while an educated mathematician would read it "Volume equals two pi times the integral form c to d of p of y times h of y with respect to y." While this may be a simple gap between understanding of the language of mathematics, when it is written out the problem is still the same. From this we can conjecture that the problem does not need to be solved, because the answer gives a value, thus the problem is already in the form of a value.
This may hold true for some basic formulas with variables that simply need to be entered blindly, word problems do not follow such a basic principle however. Calculating the velocity of an unknown object may be crucial to the understanding of a new concept, and although most of the work may be a simple "plug and chug" formula, it requires thought. From this, it can be conjectured that applied mathematics is a way of thinking that requires an abstract solution to a complex problem using formulas derived from previous proofs or axioms. This conclusion finds that mathematics is not a waste of time, but rather a necessary science that builds our world, and builds itself in our minds.