hey

anyways. ic vent blog for fakedself! viewed oocly unless given the url ic. tw for possible mentions of violence, self harm, suicide/suicidal thoughts, alcoholism, and car crashes.

[ceramicmothman]

love those insecurities

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haha FUCK

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me: does anything

everyone around me:

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i see one mention of alcohol and suddenly i want to drink

[ceramicmothman]

why did i just say bigfoot's the best cryptid

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why is everything so OVERWHELMING suddenly

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"u fuck everything up" thanks i know

[ceramicmothman]

hh

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huh

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time to take a nap

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hoo i love almost throwing up bc of paranoia and anxiety

[ceramicmothman]

uh

[cold-heartedsuggestion]

i want to drink until i can’t breath. i want my stomach to be on fire.

[ceramicmothman]

eugh.

[ceramicmothman]

am i like. okay.

[ceramicmothman]

i'm gonna do what i do best and bury myself in work so i don't have to think about shit

[ceramicmothman]

hahaha. hahahhahaa. hahaha. haha. ha.