Meh

[cerisesepars]

Everyone is dressed the same.

Every presentation looks the same.

Every question seems to have one AI generated answer.

Every video, every picture has a touch of AI.

Personalities are fading. Lifeless.

Yet at the same time if you are not using AI you are behind.

[cerisesepars]

30th of May, 2026

Maybe this is in part due to the inability to help those closest to me that I keep repeating the same pattern and go out of my way and help strangers like they are family to fill that void. And maybe that is ok for now. But attatchment is not.

[julaibib]

Ibn al-Qayyim said: "Never think that guidance comes from intelligence, effort, or lineage. If Allah were to leave a servant to himself for even a moment, he would perish. Guidance is from Allah alone, and firmness upon it is a gift He bestows upon whom He wills." -Madarij al-Salikin

[cerisesepars]

Disconnected. Different realities. No whisper of change at sight. Not a trial. Not a thought. Ruined for life.

[cerisesepars]

Isn't giving up in this situation the right choice? Years of hope and prayers. Not that I lost trust in Allah SWT. I just lost hope in people and in myself. اللهم أرشدنا و فرج كربنا. اللهم حنن قلوبنا و آلف بيننا. اللهم لا تجعلنا ممن يظنون أنهم يحسنون صنعا و هم لا يحسنون.

[cerisesepars]

I'm not sure why I get annoyed when someone that is different from me notices I am sad and tries to cheer me up. Is it the mere observation that makes me feel more vulnerable? Is it that I want to indulge in misery and stay there? Is it about them not saying the right words or is it that thought they "wouldn't understand" because they are different and they have it better? I don't know. But it is twisted. That I know for sure.

[user7038634357]

i experience every day as an impossibly vast expanse, unfolding. seemingly endless at its most immersive stages. i watch my whole life repeat from the earliest memories to the present, the more so that i am awake. it is a contradictory interweaving of dread, wonder, sorrow, & deepest solace experienced entirely unified, felt all together in the same moment. the only word for that is The Being our temporality ascribes the name الله to.

i have become entirely transformed by the time of each proceeding prayer throughout the day. yet still composed of the same substance & emanating from the same central essence, though manifold.

i reach sleep as if returning home from a journey after having been far away. i vanquish the corrosive loneliness with surrender to unthinking, unfeeling transcendence. every day.

[cerisesepars]

Well what do you know, death wishes again

[cerisesepars]

Thinking about life is painful

[cerisesepars]

Emotions intensified 💥💫💤🫠

[cerisesepars]

ان مع العسر يسرا 🙏❤️

[julaibib]

Your states change from one condition to another after hardship comes ease, after fatigue comes rest and after sorrow comes relief. No state remains the same, and no pain lasts forever. And the truly fortunate is the one who stays with Allah in every state

[to-orrr]

here are some more cats 🍓

[cerisesepars]

I don't know to whom should I apologize for giving up. probably to myself. I am done fighting with little outcome. I don't care how weak I am anymore. I just can't take any more of this.

[the-spirit-of-yore]

Un passage sur les hauteurs . . .

[cerisesepars]

It's all meaningless

[cerisesepars]

Haven't even achieved good education

بس بنعافر

But isn't that the point of life?