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update

my bf of almost 3 years has recently come out as asexual. this helps support the lack of physical intimacy we've had in our relationship. it was his idea to open the relationship last year at that time to fulfill my needs and his fantasy. we've experienced a lot going through open and closed moments, but it always seemed like closing it was at the peek of my relationships/fwb. after he identified as asexual, he asked to close it again saying that it made him feel inadequate. i respected that, as much as it pained me.

we've been in counseling since last year. it's really helped. i'm not the best at expressing myself verbally so for me, it's been extremely helpful.

yesterday, he tells me that he is ok with having it open on my side because he doesn't want to stop me from being me and he "loves me too damn much" (that was fucking sweet). i feel conflicted. is this just a ticking time bomb for when he's not ok with it again and I have to cut things off yet again?! I want to be respectful of his feelings and his asexuality, so i am hesitant to do this... yet, the thought of losing that part of myself makes me sad. and the last thing I want is resentment which leads to going our separate ways.

fucksticks.

#bisexual #asexual #sexuality #poly #open #relationship

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BPD is what I like to call the chameleon disease. We are nothing without somthing. The chameleon uses its surroundings to protect itself and without it, it’s empty, void of anything. Scared and alone.

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“My life was a tornado. I thrived in chaos. It didn’t feel crazy, it just was. The world could see my storm clouds from miles away, but in the midst of my tumultuous twists and turns, I was obliviously calm. I did not know what I did not know. I was always striving for complete daily happiness and failing miserably. But that misery was an old friend. I had come to accept that this was my life - doomed, in darkness, and scattered with temporary joys.”

Excerpt from “This is Not the End - Conversations on Borderline Personality Disorder”

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when your mood solely depends on how your fp is acting. if they are mad at you, you get depressed and start having destructive thoughts, but if they are happy and nice to you your whole life is perfect!!!

#bpd truth