I had been going strong for about a year and just this week i broke my edge. This time of the year is when my mental state of mind is at its weakest. I walked to the corner store and without a second thought bought a pack, as if something had came over me and took control. To say Im disappointed in myself, is an understatement. cause ive worked so hard to conquer this addiction and have failed to have the will to stop myself. I will get better, i will BE better.











