I get so numb more and more each day. It’s getting so bad I’m afraid that one day I’ll finally succeed my suicide attempt. Why does my depression feel so comforting to me? Is it because I just want to end it all so I can finally be free? I hope something horrible happens to me like a car accident or I was shot in a robbery. I want to a quick death so I don’t have to endure the pain.
I’m so tired of hanging on.











