[cesx]

Lolololol

Is it the matcha

Or

The trauma?

[cesx]

You know life’s bad when Im regressing my thoughts here

[thealfaguy]

I mean life's already hard, why would you stick with someone who makes it worse

[mhtyr]

mutuals to sit on the balcony on a summer night with

[hide-and-seekrets]

apologies to anyone who ever thought i was cool and reached out to me only to discover i am just a weird little hermit who can't carry on a conversation to save my life

[eroscestlavie]

someone take me out. either in the date way or the assassination way

[paprika]

can u pretend im not ugly and annoying and fall in love with me

[p-rxncxss]

being told that someone is thinking about you, or thought about you earlier, is always such a warm feeling

[glowithin-deactivated20220219]

Stop repeating the past in your mind. Use that mental energy to manifest something new. Don’t waste your energy, and time getting caught up in what didn't work out, or what you could have done. Do something new with today's resources. Every moment is another chance to recreate yourself.

[bluntstatementss]

*is only cute in certain angles and lighting*

[myosotis-luceae]

Seriously

[grawly]

[yugiohnoshebetterdont]

[ceezor]

[cesx]

I still plan things with you. I still hope things for us.

[controlyourface-deactivated2018]

[aposse-deactivated20210902]

do you ever just crave domesticity? to coming home to a partner, meld into them like you do your bed after a long day, soak your mind in the serenity of theirs like a warm bath to soothe the knots in your body, wrap yourself in their warmth and just fucking sigh from pure comfort

[aposse-deactivated20210902]

do you ever just crave domesticity? to coming home to a partner, meld into them like you do your bed after a long day, soak your mind in the serenity of theirs like a warm bath to soothe the knots in your body, wrap yourself in their warmth and just fucking sigh from pure comfort

[cesx]

I remembered the reason why you fell in love with me. You thought that I was an achiever. A goal-oriented, focused, determined woman. You thought that "wow, she got her life and ideals together." You thought that I'm a strong, independent person.

But now you thought that I was a scam. You thought that I was just good at first. You thought that I was nothing and far from what you thought I was. You thought that I was too dependent on you. Too clingy. Too self-absorbed.

I dont know what hurts more. The expectation that you built on your head, your expectation of who I was supposed, the expectation that I couldve maintained, or how I didnt live up with your expectations. Or the feeling that even I myself had set up an imaginary belief that I am someone as such. Or I myself scammed myself.

Im not sure. All I know everything hurts and confuses me.