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tfw im almost in a poly relationship with my 2 best friends but we all have other romantic interest elsewhere. Like we got a gay transguy, a nb questioning lesbian, and a cis guy who is questioning being straight. so its the ultimate trifecta of love and support yet with no pressure to really date each other.

I checked up on your blog and I see alot of negativity here! I'm sorry and I don't know what's going on but if you ever need someone to talk or, or just listen to you..I'll be here! Sending lots of love

<3 thanks pal, ur like my tumblr guardian angel <3

Ive seemed to hit a very low point i my life. I’m conscious of how absolutely pathetic and hollow i really am. It also seems all the good that could happen is over, theres nothing really left. I’m desperate for anything. i dont know how to be a better peRson i dont know how to make people genuinely enjoy me i dont know how to move on. I never thought i would make it back this low but life for me is just a time bomb. I’ve worked so hard to get where i am and its finally crumbling away. I don’t think i will ever post on this blog again, so good bye.

#vent #not abt killing myself just leaving this place 4 good

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ya see the problem is that both people here dont really like me so I dont know what side to take. we've kinda met before, twice actually. I doubt you remember me.

okay,

Alex is so good, like its so nice to be with someone who is actually motivated to be better and create stuff. Hes just such a blessing in my life rn. like he came at the exact time i needed him. nothings rushed or forced just two guys mutually and thoroughly enjoying each other.

#good stuff

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I guess that sorta makes sorta makes sense, but you give me a bad vibe. like, you cant be trusted. plus, you did some fucked up things, man.

well thats okay, im not asking you to trust me or take my side. i don’t even know who u are. but yeah i did do some pretty bad things, we both did, and i regret what i did completely.

Hey I'm seeing you getting a lot of hate and I just wanna say. You handled the anger the best you knew how. I'm sorry people are being so mean to you. Keep your head up. I believe in you 🌟🌟🌟

aww thanks for the support, much love <3

listen, even if you werent abusive, why torment him? if youre still so angry, why not...ya know, apologize? in fact, apologizing proves that you arent that bad. I dont think he'll accept it, but, hey, itll help your anger

it was just an exaggerated term i used, didnt really mean to torment him. the thing is i do apologize, for the bad things i did. i never meant to hurt anyone but like i said just a toxic relationship with major communication issues. I believe we are both at fault for how bad it was, but honestly we were both young and pretty stupid abt how to carry a long lasting relationship so I think most things were inevitable. I do wish it didn’t end on such bad terms, like we both were very traumatized by it.

youre a bad person. I heard you were abusive, and even if you arent who fucking??? torments people??? I hold horrible grudges and even I wouldnt do that. (same anon as b4 btw)

no i don’t think i was every abusive (though thats not for me to judge), just in a toxic relationship that lead to both people doing bad things indirectly. it was just a lot of pent up anger and a crazy wim that caused me to send those, which was stupid i agree and will not do anything like that again. not really wanting to invest more time in this just its crazy how after all that time we still are so angry yet never really got to express that to each other. maybe we shouldn’t bc it would probably just lead to more disgusting actions. but yeah sorry for messages? just 3 am me controlling my mind for a bit.

hey! fuck you!

we both got alot of pent up anger huh, and two very different perceptions of events, that’s alright and expected though.