Here In My Peniel, I Love

Love magnifies beauty.

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This once in a blue moon ache for love. I will cherish it now and then wait for it to just be a whiff of a dream.

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I hate myself sometimes.

Pull me out of this dark place while I can still be saved, Lord.

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oh no, why?

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- Disgrace by Brittainy Cherry

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Crushed

Now I am back at one

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There goes my happiness.

💔

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Flat

I want to run away

And find that purpose

That life

That passion

That fire

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MFR

That kind of love

Consuming

Infuriating

Comforting

Overpowering

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I want one

Lonely is the heart

That found its half

But can't call it

Mine

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T.L.E.

I keep wondering what we were talking about because it was a long time ago. And we rarely talk now. So I keep guessing what conversations we had. I keep guessing what it is, that it pushed me to that restricted area. The what-if area. I should take a moment to step back and remember why we are the way we are now. But how could I? I asked the last question, and you have yet to answer. So, see you on Monday the 21st?

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Superstar K.J.Y.

In my dream You were doing silly things Giggling like the boy you really are In my dream Your hands on my head Even if it smells like cigar In my dream You adored me so much And stole a kiss like a burglar In my dream I woke myself up Before it when too far Cause in reality I can only love you From afar

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In my dream

I saw you last night.

But I woke up.

And at each passing breath, I forgot

Your face

Your voice

Your eyes

The only remnant now

Is the feeling of loving

And being loved in return

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On This Day 7 years

I cried and I regretted it.

Because at that point, I had been weak. I had given up. I had lose hope.

I think I am overreacting. I think that my tears, being pent up for too long had become so sensitive to tiniest detail, that it had been itching to burst out. For the past few months, I have been telling to people that everything will be all right. That God is at work.

#7years

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Thank you Lord for things to look forward to. :)

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Aaah. The art of Japanese cuisine.

[perhapstodrugs]

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The Belle and Dragon's Herb Crusted Salmon