Jun 17
im trans and i appreciate i think you not wanting to accidentally put some bad juju in the air given the current political climate surrounding detransitioning. its tough but thankyou for being aware of that and sensitive to us
of course! ♡ i had planned to do a follow up and then politics went insane and continued getting insaner and i honestly don't see it getting better for a while,, so i just decided not to LMAO...,,,,
#ask#txt#honestly before last year i thought things might improve and it was like oh. oh we're going LOWER???? i see#anyways! <3#more tag rambling but like. i do include that i am detrans in my bios just bc it's such a big part of like. idk who i am now#like it actively formed my identity as a gnc woman who is visibly masculinized and i mean honestly irl it probs is more of a thing#than it is online but i dunno. it's just been such a big part of how i identify BUT now that it's been like. almost 8y it's like..#i am debating removing it since i know it comes off the wrong way sometimes! it's just tough bc i don't want to lie about who i am#like. i mean as an example i've started dipping my toes into streaming and there is NO hiding that i have been on T even with a vtuber mode#lmfao. like. and being very visibly masc irl i often get read as transmasc even now so i try to be open abt it bc otherwise ppl get the-#-wrong idea and sometimes even disappointed and it's like AAAAA idk how to be honest without possibly being upsetting?? idk??? fuck me dude#esp with normies bc it's like. many can barely handle transness. they have no framework whatsoever for butches on T dsfsdgdfs#and then add to that a person who was transmasc for like 13+ years and then detransed. there is no framework for that in their world lmfao#so so so SO often i get asked if i'm transmasc or nb and it's like. idk. i don't want to disappoint ppl looking for rep/community so i try#to be really upfront with it and honestly i'm nervous if i remove it i will get misinterpreted and aghghgg. i know what it's like to hope#that an artist or person you like is like YOU. and i don't want to let anyone down ;_;#anyways i am NOT here for discourse or anything i am here to draw cute things and sometimes sapphic yearning. i am a machine on this earth#and i am drawing my little blorbos and having a good time being a lil disaster of a masc woman and i love that for me!!#may we all be happy in our bodies and identities whatever that takes!