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✧ 27th October ✧

Phillip Graves // Too Long (f! los vaqueros reader)

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warnings : blood, psychological torture, manipulation, the sex part is soft though 🤭

las almas was your home, a place you always fought for. when the accident with the shadow company and the fact that they took your commander, it was reasonable that you were satisfied when their commander, phillip graves was reported killed on action by rudolfo. so imagined your horror when you see him in front of you as you got tied up. you remember that day you were joking around the vaqueros as you went to your patrol alone and the next thing you remember is someone suffocating you. you snarled as you counted how many days it has been since your captive.

"come on, doll. just tell me where the rest of vaqueros is and it won't be too difficult for you" he glimmered his eyes, coaxing you like he has been doing all this time. you responded by spitting on the concrete floor "go to hell, graves" you said and he smiled in disbelief. "i warned ya, doll. hate to see a pretty face like yours broken" he grabbed a brass knuckle from a table behind him, punching your face multiple times that your mouth bleed and you coughed harshly. "giving up, doll? we can do this all night!" he waved his hand in front of you, mocking your thinning endurance. "fuck.. yourself.." you mumbled before coughing again.

"i gotta give it to you doll. you're a tough cookie are you?" he snickered, taking off the brass knuckles. "shame no one's coming for you though" he said as you looked up. you spat the blood in your mouth and spoke "what does that mean?"

graves smiled. the bait is booked and now he needs to pull his fish on the hook.

"i'm just saying, you've been here for a week right? how come not even one vaquero came here to save you, hm?" you visibly flinched at his question as your brain went haywire. when you thought about it back, no one came for you. why was that? "i guess you're not as valuable as they say you are, doll" he added again. the thought of your own team abandoning you mixed with the constant pain was taking a toll over your hazy brain. "you're lying.. they'll never leave me, they haven't found me yet, that's why you don't realize the tears running down your cheek. "oh you poor thing" graves cooed, kneeling in front of you to wipe the tears away. you sniffle, face smeared with dirt, blood and now tears.

"if they did, where are they? it's been so long, they at least have already found where you are but there's no signs, doll. where are they?" he bought his face close to your face as you weep, denying his words. "no.. it can't be., they're looking for me.. i know they are" you sniffle as his rough fingertips grazed against your cheek again. "it feels painful does it? to be left? to be abandon to die?" his words were manipulative, tricking your vulnerable state. you slowly sobbed as you nodded "I understand that feeling, doll but look where i am now. the shadows didn't left me. not like those vaqueros, leaving you to die in a torturous way, did they not?" he said again "I can't believe they'd do me like this.." you sobbed as graves comforted you, you feel exactly into his trap.

"don't cry for the people who left you" he said as he loosened the ropes binding your body. "let me take the pain away. join us, doll" his eyes bore into yours as you weakly leaned onto him, desperate for any warmth possible. he hummed, stroking your hair gently. you buried your face on his shoulders as he took off your ripped vest and the jacket underneath it. "hold me, please.. please.." you sniffle, sounding like a small insecure girl and not the soldier you trained yourself for.

graves shushed you as his hand traced your shirt and unbuttoned it. his warm hands felt comfortable to you as he undressed you easily leaving you bare and naked while he's still fully clothed. "doll? wanna do more?" he asked gently, not wanting to spook you away when you're so close to surrendering yourself. you nodded slowly, wiping your face. "yes, please" he nodded and unzipped his cargo khaki pants, his erect cock sprung out. "it's okay, i'll be careful" he whispered, rubbing the head slowly along your folds as you jolted. he shushed you again, slowly inserting his dick into your cunt while he guided your legs around his waist. "there you go. hold on tight" he said and made slow, sloppy thrusts as you whimpered. any sexual needs you had was always ignored for the sake of your training to be in las vaqueros but now, you felt free in a sense.

you moaned as your tits bounced with his rhythm as he holds you easily with his strength. "fuck, you feel good. if you weren't a soldier, i'd probably make you the barrack bunny, you'd like that wouldn't you?" your pussy clenched, imagining yourself being appreciated for once despite it meant that you'd be treated like a thing to pass on. "I do.." you shyly confessed as he fastened his thrusts. "I know damn well you want that. i know you more than anyone" he smiled as you melted, gushing over his warm length as you milked him. you shuddered as you came all over him and he grunted.

"you're precious to me. too precious.." he thrusted deep into your wet as you cried moans of pleasure and graves smiled at the view. he loves breaking down soldiers like you, mending you back and recruiting you as one of his own. "fuck!" he yelled when he busted his nut inside you as your cunt drinks it all. he pulled out and soothe your orgasm with rubbing your clit in circles, "c'mon. i'm not finished with you yet"

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old me // 5 seconds of summer

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[chaeandmelody]

And what about it??

[whitewolfbucky]

[chaeandmelody]

Yes flirt with his sister Bucky 🤭

[chaeandmelody]

MAMA Awards 2017

Chaera got a lot of backlash after the MAMA Awards in 2017 for her performance. She performed her song I’m A Slave 4 You and during the second pre-chorus, Chaera danced around the stage with  an albino Burmese python hanging from her neck but her outfit is what caught Korean netizens eyes. She wore a green halter bra showing off her toned midriff ,green boy shorts decorated with gems along with pieces of cloth hanging from the shorts. Netizens believed the performance was too provocative for live television.

 American Club Brawl

While on vacation in Miami, Chaera attended an event at nightclub called LIV where she got into an altercation with an unknown female causing Chaera to break a champagne bottle across the female’s face. Charges were pressed but were eventually dropped, Chaera paid $8,000 USD in damages which is equivalent to $9,526,417.44 won and she apologized for the altercation.

Dating scandal with Yuta

In 2018, Chaera and Yuta from NCT were speculated to be dating after being spotted at a local coffee shop in Gangnam. SM quickly shut down these rumours saying Yuta and Chaera are just close friends. Chaera posted on her Twitter saying, “So a girl can’t get coffee with a friend now? Smh unbelievable”

[chaeandmelody]

I miss these days

[chaeandmelody]

Try Me H*e

Summary: Miami vacation goes all the way left

Warnings: Scenes of violence, cursing, Chaera being a bad bitch with a side of rage and mentions Jonghyun

(I still think my writing is shit by the way oh well enjoy)

January 2018

LIV Nightclub, Miami, Florida

Miami is Chaera’s getaway destination for anytime she needs a vacation, she has man troubles or simply to be away from SM’s usual antics but this time it’s to get her mind off recent tragic events.

Losing Jonghyun was a huge blow to Chaera, days upon days were spent crying at the loss of someone she considered a brother then she decided enough was enough so she called up her sisters and boyfriend, told them to meet her in Miami, packed her bags and left Korea and that’s how she found herself in a club nursing a rum sour with Min-sik’s arm around her shoulders.

“You okay babe?” Min-sik asked with his eyebrows furrowed at his girlfriend who had a blank stare on her face

“Hmm, oh yeah I’m fine, I was just thinking about the last few weeks.” she said swirling a finger around the rim of her glass

“Hey he wouldn’t want to see you sad like this Amor ok?”

“Yeah you’re right” she smiled slightly

“And I must say I am enjoying this outfit you have on.” Min-sik bit his lip in appreciation

“Why thank you sir, I wore it for my boyfriend.” Chaera’s eyes sparkled with mischief

“Oh really now?” he raised an eyebrow at her

“Mhmm” Chaera nodded her head as the couple leaned into kiss but before they could the pair was interrupted by one of the bar waiters

“Excuse me sir, your drink” the waiter said placing the glass of Hennessy on the table in front of them

“But I didn’t order anything.”

“The lady in the red dress over by the bar said to give this to you.“ The waiter said politely

Looking over by the bar, Chaera glared at the woman like couldn’t she see that the man she staring seductively, pathecially may I add, was taken?!

Chaera grabbed the glass and downed the cognac like it was water, "Thanks bitch!” She shouted across the room earning a scowl from the woman who rolled her eyes.

“Babe!” Min-sik exclaimed in shock

“What?! I said thanks now let’s go dance they’re playing my song.” Chaera grabbed his hand and led Min-sik on to the dance floor as the DJ played No Limit by G-Eazy, ASAP Rocky and Cardi B.

Chaera and Min-sik grinded against each other like no one else was there and like no one else mattered in that moment.

“Chae, babe you’re killing me here.” He groaned obviously turned on.

Chaera giggled, “How about we take this party back to our room then?”

Min-sik quickly nodded his head and started to lead her out of club when someone purposely bumped into Chaera

“Why don’t you watch where you going bitch?” The unknown female spat at Chae. Chae turned around to face the person to only see it was the woman from the bar

“Who you calling a bitch cause you sure as hell can’t be talking to me.” She said as she stepped closer to the woman

“I’m talking to you!”

“Don’t even try sis you not even in my tax bracket so why don’t you go back where you came from before I leave your raggedy looking ass with a black eye.” Chaera threaten

“You think I’m scared of you,” the woman said unclipping her $3 dollar store hoop earrings, “we can go right now”

“Babe let’s go, she’s not worth it” Min-sik said pulling Chaera in the direction of the exit

“Yeah listen to your man sis I don’t want to have to embrass you in front of him.” The woman taunted Chaera

Chae rolled her eyes and started to walk away when she felt her hair being pulled from behind, she quickly spun around sending a hard right hook to the woman’s face making her stumble. The woman ran at Chaera taking both of them down to the floor where they rolled around pulling each other’s hair and scratching at each other then Chaera straddled the woman and started punching her left and right but Min-sik came and pulled her off separating the two angry women.

“I told you don’t try it sis!” She angrily shouted at the woman being helped up from the floor while Min-sik holds her back

As soon as the other woman gets up, she walks over and spits in Chaera’s face enraging the African American-Korean woman. Chae breaks out of her boyfriend and grabs a nearby bottle, swings and breaks it over the woman’s face

“I might look pretty but my hands they go off, don’t ever in your life disrespect me like that I told your stupid ass to don’t try me hoe talk shit you gon get hit believe that!” Chaera storms off with Min-sik running after her and all he could think was…

“Wait till SM finds out this is going to be a shit storm.”

[chaeandmelody]

I loved this so much 😭

[chaeandmelody]

It's been a while, I know I shouldn't've kept you waiting but I'm here now

[loonarnights]

Flourishing is the 1st mini-album of EXO’s maknae Lia. It is her 1st comeback as a solo artist and was released on Sept. 21st, 2019 by SM Entertainment. The album contains five tracks with "Roomshaker” being the title track. Lia helped with writing and composing each of the songs on the album.

tracklist:

Roomshaker | 3:15

“What are you waiting for? Leave your fear behind, hearts are beating faster. This is you and me, we’re alone now, shake it harder!”

You Know Better | 3:38

“I wanted to trust you until the end. I could give you everything of me, I was wrong again. I just needed a friend but I guess you didn’t"

Don’t feat I.M of Monsta X | 3:52

“Don’t come to me, don’t, don’t cross the line, please. Don’t give me alcohol, don’t. I might try to make it work with you if I’m drunk.”

Cross It Out feat Chaera Kim @chaeandmelody | 3:30

“Chan told me what you said about me. ‘You shouldn’t be with a women like that’ Oh just shut up. Here’s all I have to say to you so listen carefully. Do yourself a favor: Get the fuck out”

Sweet Crazy Love feat Hyejin of NCT | 3:29

“The sweet move move move has begun in secret. Your cherry motion that’s burst inside me. All jokes aside, I can’t see anything but your lips. I wanna always be with you”

💐mv stills and outfits | stage outfits | fan reactions💐 

Flourishing Highlights 

💐 The Mv for Roomshaker reached 35 million veiws in the first 24 hours of its release, almost 10 million more veiws that Lia’s previous song Lips on Lips received.

💐 Each song was performed on a music show atleast once except for Don’t which received a special mv instead

💐 The main bside track that was Sweet Cherry Motion. It was orginally going to be Cross It Out but had to be changed due to the lyrics of the song.

💐 Speaking of which, Cross It Out has caused lots of talk due to one of lia’s verses talking about how an unnamed idol was seemingly disrespectful towards her

💐 The album had three trending hashtags on twitter: flourishing | whichchan? | crossitout

💐 Probably the most exciting thing is Lia revealing that she is in a relationship with “chan” but has yet to reveal which Chan it is.

💐 Fans also flipped out due to Li and Hyejin finally doing a song together, something that has been asked for since it was revealed that the two were sisters in 2017.

photocards

[chaeandmelody]

who has chae fought from shinee

Chae has fought Key and Jonghyun...and it was was caught on camera...too bad it was edited out

[loonarnights]

Today, I reached 1k followers and I’m in so much disbelief that a 1000 people follow my blog. Thank you all so much for supporting me!💕💕💕

So to celebrate, spam my inbox you guys with anything you want! Requests, headcannons, memes, questions, whatever you want. I want to interact with you guys more so please don’t be afraid to spam my ask box.

Once again, thank you all so much especially to all the mutuals I’ve made since I’ve joined this community over a year ago. You guys are so precious to me and there are no words I can use to Express how much I appreciate you guys💕💕💕💕

[chaeandmelody]

Congrats bby! WE GOING YEEHAW IN THE BIH

[chaeandmelody]

Try Me H*e

Summary: Miami vacation goes all the way left

Warnings: Scenes of violence, cursing, Chaera being a bad bitch with a side of rage and mentions Jonghyun

(I still think my writing is shit by the way oh well enjoy)

January 2018

LIV Nightclub, Miami, Florida

Miami is Chaera’s getaway destination for anytime she needs a vacation, she has man troubles or simply to be away from SM’s usual antics but this time it’s to get her mind off recent tragic events.

Losing Jonghyun was a huge blow to Chaera, days upon days were spent crying at the loss of someone she considered a brother then she decided enough was enough so she called up her sisters and boyfriend, told them to meet her in Miami, packed her bags and left Korea and that’s how she found herself in a club nursing a rum sour with Min-sik’s arm around her shoulders.

“You okay babe?” Min-sik asked with his eyebrows furrowed at his girlfriend who had a blank stare on her face

“Hmm, oh yeah I’m fine, I was just thinking about the last few weeks.” she said swirling a finger around the rim of her glass

“Hey he wouldn’t want to see you sad like this Amor ok?”

“Yeah you’re right” she smiled slightly

“And I must say I am enjoying this outfit you have on.” Min-sik bit his lip in appreciation

“Why thank you sir, I wore it for my boyfriend.” Chaera’s eyes sparkled with mischief

“Oh really now?” he raised an eyebrow at her

“Mhmm” Chaera nodded her head as the couple leaned into kiss but before they could the pair was interrupted by one of the bar waiters

“Excuse me sir, your drink” the waiter said placing the glass of Hennessy on the table in front of them

“But I didn’t order anything.”

“The lady in the red dress over by the bar said to give this to you." The waiter said politely

Looking over by the bar, Chaera glared at the woman like couldn't she see that the man she staring seductively, pathecially may I add, was taken?!

Chaera grabbed the glass and downed the cognac like it was water, "Thanks bitch!" She shouted across the room earning a scowl from the woman who rolled her eyes.

"Babe!" Min-sik exclaimed in shock

"What?! I said thanks now let's go dance they're playing my song." Chaera grabbed his hand and led Min-sik on to the dance floor as the DJ played No Limit by G-Eazy, ASAP Rocky and Cardi B.

Chaera and Min-sik grinded against each other like no one else was there and like no one else mattered in that moment.

"Chae, babe you're killing me here." He groaned obviously turned on.

Chaera giggled, "How about we take this party back to our room then?"

Min-sik quickly nodded his head and started to lead her out of club when someone purposely bumped into Chaera

"Why don't you watch where you going bitch?" The unknown female spat at Chae. Chae turned around to face the person to only see it was the woman from the bar

"Who you calling a bitch cause you sure as hell can't be talking to me." She said as she stepped closer to the woman

"I'm talking to you!"

"Don't even try sis you not even in my tax bracket so why don't you go back where you came from before I leave your raggedy looking ass with a black eye." Chaera threaten

"You think I'm scared of you," the woman said unclipping her $3 dollar store hoop earrings, "we can go right now"

"Babe let's go, she's not worth it" Min-sik said pulling Chaera in the direction of the exit

"Yeah listen to your man sis I don't want to have to embrass you in front of him." The woman taunted Chaera

Chae rolled her eyes and started to walk away when she felt her hair being pulled from behind, she quickly spun around sending a hard right hook to the woman's face making her stumble. The woman ran at Chaera taking both of them down to the floor where they rolled around pulling each other's hair and scratching at each other then Chaera straddled the woman and started punching her left and right but Min-sik came and pulled her off separating the two angry women.

"I told you don't try it sis!" She angrily shouted at the woman being helped up from the floor while Min-sik holds her back

As soon as the other woman gets up, she walks over and spits in Chaera's face enraging the African American-Korean woman. Chae breaks out of her boyfriend's hold and grabs a nearby bottle, swings and breaks it over the woman's face

"I might look pretty but my hands they go off, don't ever in your life disrespect me like that I told your stupid ass to don't try me hoe talk shit you gon get hit believe that!" Chaera storms off with Min-sik running after her and all he could think was...

"Wait till SM finds out this is going to be a shit storm."

[chaeandmelody]

MAMA Awards 2017

Chaera got a lot of backlash after the MAMA Awards in 2017 for her performance. She performed her song I’m A Slave 4 You and during the second pre-chorus, Chaera danced around the stage with  an albino Burmese python hanging from her neck but her outfit is what caught Korean netizens eyes. She wore a green halter bra showing off her toned midriff ,green boy shorts decorated with gems along with pieces of cloth hanging from the shorts. Netizens believed the performance was too provocative for live television.

 American Club Brawl

While on vacation in Miami, Chaera attended an event at nightclub called LIV where she got into an altercation with an unknown female causing Chaera to break a champagne bottle across the female’s face. Charges were pressed but were eventually dropped, Chaera paid $8,000 USD in damages which is equivalent to $9,526,417.44 won and she apologized for the altercation.

Dating scandal with Yuta

In 2018, Chaera and Yuta from NCT were speculated to be dating after being spotted at a local coffee shop in Gangnam. SM quickly shut down these rumours saying Yuta and Chaera are just close friends. Chaera posted on her Twitter saying, “So a girl can’t get coffee with a friend now? Smh unbelievable”