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kaz | 22 | gifs | he/him | main: chwejongho ⟡ just a lil multi sideblog! ⟡

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hello! ☁️

kaz • 22 • he/him • white • autistic

main blog: @chwejongho

lover of kpop, reading, general horror/gothic themed things, cats nd art! i make gifs and edits for fun °3°

you can find a more detailed about-me post here!

i track #kazlook ☁️

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hey friends! so for the foreseeable future, i will be quitting giffing, and likely posting too other than what’s left in my queue. i’m going through a lot of troubles in my life, resulting in me having no time or energy to gif despite how much i enjoy it. i’m endlessly so grateful to the mutuals that have helped me learn new giffing skills and encouraged me so much! and of course, so many of you are very dear to me and have been incredible friends and moots :< and i’m super grateful to followers that have rbed my posts and interacted too ^^ thank you <33

i’ve given context + details for why below in case anyone is as nosy as me LMAO :>

(content warnings for below cut: medical transitioning, gender dysphoria, financial problems, chronic illnesses)

additionally i am saving every penny i can to go towards my medical transition, which means i’m focusing on selling any personal collections and such i have.

the waiting list in my region for nhs transitioning is 5+ years and realistically estimated to be around 7. i’ll probably have to wait that time regardless- but if there’s any way i can save money and go private in the future even for smaller things, i want to try. because 5+ years of dysphoria this severe is not something i can survive.

having said that my family and i are in a pretty dire financial situation due to the cost of living crisis, so most of any money i make selling my belongings i insist on giving to them. i still have to try though! i’m also battling with severe chronic illnesses which is so draining. on the bright side i'm doing my best to stay positive!

remember to support and love ur trans friends, family, and peers etc during these times because it is brutal for the whole community right now. this applies double for trans poc, transwomen, and disabled trans individuals (those things often overlap, and intersectionality is crucial!!)

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SUNG HANBIN ✧ DEBUT CONGRATULATORY FILM

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SUNG HANBIN ✧ DEBUT CONGRATULATORY FILM

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soft 💕

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( 230415 )       knock @ music core       /       chaeyeon

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HARAM ❀ EUNOIA 230418

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DAYEON ❀ GIDDY 230418

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⟣ gaeul ⟡ 230414 ⟡ interview ⟢

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YEJI X LOUIS VUITTON ELLE KOREA, MAY 2023

scans © dory_yj

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ZHANG HAO ✧ JELLY POP

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ZEROBASEONE’S SEOK MATTHEW ✧ BOYS PLANET EP.12

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invented smiling ( real ! )

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( 230416 )       cherry coke @ inkigayo       /       yeeun

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⟣ chaeyeon ⟡ 230420 ⟡ knock ⟢

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cutie

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❝ LOVE ME LIKE THIS ❞ NMIXX, 230415