Hi! I'm chainsawgir, i'm 20, and I started this blog to deal with themes relating to my hypersexuality and impulsiveness! This is, hopefully, going to be a virtual diary I can keep that will prevent me from trauma dumping/ being hypersexual to those that I know intend to do me harm.
Asks r open!
My intention is to vent into the void (kinda) but if I come across your dashboard, I'm glad to have you here, and I hope whatever landed my boo-hoo blog on your dashboard goes better for you!
I will try to put CW/TWs on most of my posts, but please know this blog was started with the intention of posting about my sexual experiences/ bouts of impulsiveness.
If topics regarding any of the following bother you, my blog is probably not the place for you, and thats okay!
A lot of the things I talk about are related to men in my life and how they might harm me. One of my main tendencies is to sexualize being forced/coerced into sex with men that might murder me/ do me great mental and physical harm. I will be talking about that here, and it will be framed in a sexual light, as that is the only current way I am able to prevent myself from expressing these thoughts to these men.
I do not want to be raped, stalked, coerced, abused, or forced into any sexual situation. Do not take my fantasy posts as reality. There is definitely a conversation to be had about uploading my kind of content online, and I am willing to have a discussion involving the kind of 'content' I create and how it can be harmful. Please do not assume I am advocating or approving of my own behavior in any way.
If you are a minor, I physically cannot prevent you from looking at my content. Coming from someone who has been knee deep in a porn addiction for nearly a decade, I understand this better than anybody, believe me. But please know that, though it is almost never touched upon online, my consumption of (specifically violent) porn at such an age has had mental and physical affects on me the likes of which I still can't fully cope with-
I'm not a Bible thumper either, and its not about guilt. I have these compulsions in part because of the content I consumed as a child. I know every trick, every site, every tag, but if you're here, please allow this to push a moment of clarity into your head: You are stunting your brain. Consuming this is the mental equivalent of a pack a day. Reconsider, I am begging you.
Ageless blogs that follow me will be BLOCKED. Get help! Please! Thanks.
