Fifteen minutes with you.

Rain. Smiles. Red. Photos. Music. Books. Silence. Peace. Symmetric.

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Do you remember? barefoot on the lawn with shooting stars Do you remember? loving on the floor in Belsize Park Do you remember? dancing in stilettoes in the snow Do you remember? you never understood I had to go

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Do you remember? Chalk hearts melting on the playground wall...

Marillion - Kayleigh

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Esa manía de desaparecer y no entender cuando el otro pregunta, ¿dónde estás?

Really? 

Después te salen con conceptos abstractos como “la libertad”, y eso no existe, libertad no es hacer eso, eso es hacer daño. Innecesariamente.

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Pensamientos

Solo quiero decirte por que llore esas 4 veces. Seguidas. Y te lo digo por acá porque no te vas a defender. Y yo no te tendré que atacar lo suficiente. El mundo es un lugar injusto. Donde reclamar solo vale para el que grita mas fuerte. El que tiene mas poder. El que ama menos. El que menos tiene que perder. Recordar eso. Escucharte y recordarlo, me hace llorar. Y miro mas profundamente y me veo desnuda, sola, arrancando mis entrañas para que no existan mas. Y vos que decis que me entendes, pero no lo haces. Lloré porque me dejaste morir. Llore porque lo necesite.

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Cuando el me dice por las noches que soy inteligente pienso en mi ingenio para destruir. La habilidad humana de saber la forma y las palabras correctas para matar todo. Pero ¿Sabes lo que pasa? No es que quiera matarte porque te considere maleza. Quiero matarme porque yo lo soy, y si crezco, y si no paro de crecer, te consumire. A vos. A ellos. A todos. Cada vez que alguien me pide que baje la voz o no hable de mi dolor con tanta sencillez el monstruo crece. Tírale algo para que se entretenga... Pero quiero decirte, chica de la canción, que lo destruí todo a propósito. Lo lleve al limite para no retornar. Eso quizás no hace que te ame menos, sino mas. Pero prometo escribir un libro y cerrarlo. Y fantasear con que siempre estas.

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I still...

Have hungry. Damn on you, diet! Damn on you, everybody... Why its so complicated to be loved? To be pretty? To be different?

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I'm only want a friend like you, because we can't be friends anymore. But... Really, I need a friend.

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I'm a lonely person In a lonely world.

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Could you be the most beautiful girl in the world? 

(we lost an artist who loves the woman, all of them.)

(thank you for all.)

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I never meant to cause you any sorrow...

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the best thing about this is these all look like shitpost non sequiturs but theyre actual things jarvis has said. amazing

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Jarvis, te lo tengo que decir: te amo. Aunque seas de virgo y no seamos compatibles :( (?)

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This song talks about grown up...

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A fantastic false-color glimpse of Saturn, observed by the Voyager 2 space probe on August 19, 1981. (NASA)

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💚

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I love this song and this video. They used a European movie for did it. I saw the movie last year, it's so old and I didn't find subtitles in English. It's very sad the movie... But the scenes are beautiful and romantic.

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the troubled words of a troubled mind i try to understand what is eating you i try to stay awake but its 58 hours since that i last slept with you what are we coming to? i just don’t know anymore

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Memories

When I was young I met a guy who wanted to be my boyfriend. In the end, all of that was a lie. It was for a competition of "I do my best to get the love of that girl". I was really innocent in that years. I cried a lot. I think that now I see the world expected that. And is a sad world to live.

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I read a lot of manga last week... I really surprised by the way that I read... Because I expected separations, lies and others horrible things... But no, he really loves her in the end. It's amazing.