[ Breathing under the weight of it all ]

Are your friends lost too? Ind. Chell (Portal/Portal2) Tested by Necro

[geminidoomed]

@chamber1 started following you

hey welcome two my blog! II’m Artiifex Captor, the 2aboteur

[chamber1-blog1]

[ chell ]

[ which of these do you want me to refer to you as? ]

[lingrix]

ive never said 1 coherent thing in my life

[chamber1-blog1]

[ wish i didnt feel this massive incomprehensinle need to press buttons in a very specific way and wish it didnt cause me to get stuck until i do do ir correctly ]

[standardlovers]

you know what hits me about the "on purpose on purpose im going to love you on purpose" "i'll take care of you, it's rotten work, not to me not if it's you" "im going to love you without a single string attached" "i don't know where to put it all the love i have for her, i'll take it" "i walked in love with you with both eyes open choosing to take every step"?

they all have the same desire, they all desire for someone to Want it, for love to not be an accident or something that happens without recognising it, they all have the overtones desire of wanting someone to deem you worthy of love, to see you and meet you and know you and Want to love you, to make that choice and stick by it because loving you or being loved by you is something so deeply worth it and fulfilling and moving and powerful that they Want it, in their soul they crave to love and be loved

they're such varieties of the basic desire to be wanted

they say these things and they mean "love me because i am lovable" not "love me because you find me desirable/you have realised you already do/you want something from me" etc

it's "love me because i am me and you are aware of that" and it's something you can just scream to someone when you can't find another way to say "i am choosing to love you because loving you is something i want to experience no matter the outcome"

love them . On purpose, on Purpose and by choice and intentionally you will Love Them

[1hk0-deactivated20210602]

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[hearts-hunger]

not to be positive on main but sometimes things really are ok. sometimes you really will be happy and safe and warm. sometimes you really will be giggly and blushy and full of love. sometimes the night is chilly and your home is cozy and your tea is perfectly steeped and your phone lights up with a message from someone you love. sometimes life really is quite lovely.

[valtsv]

country roads will be like "i know a place you belong" then take you home

[valtsv]

[valtsv]

country roads will be like "i know a place you belong" then take you home

[himynameiscatra]

@chamber1 No she isn't a God.

If she was a God she would become so insufferable - at best she's just an idiot with a sword.

A pretty idiot.

[chamber1-blog1]

[ i dont know i havent thought of her as insufferable yet but i also dont know her. ]

[ not god then. thats reassuring at least. ]

[chamber1-blog1]

[ so god is real? ]

[whitepeopletwitter]

[catchymemes]

[theflashisgone]

This looks like a great Pyrenees, a breed of livestock guardian dog, so he’s literally doing what he was bred for by protecting a baby ruminant.

[celtic-pyro-deactivated20230725]

Finally seeing a dog experience the “I can’t get up because my pet is laying in my lap” problem.

[chamber1-blog1]

[ well. i guess she wasnt all bad though ]

[andmynameisadora]

oh! you didn’t. i can just relate to that thought process is all.

[chamber1-blog1]

[ okay, well, sucks to hear that it’s relatable to you, cause that implies a whole lot of shit thats just... oof. ]

[haikuyus-deactivated20220606]

this fourth of july think of the indigenous people of america who had their country and land stolen from them with little to no reparations or apologies. land is still being taken. sacred grounds are still being ripped away. there is no “independence” for the people who were here first.

[amateurbitchcraft-deactivated20]

First Nations COVID-19 Relief Fund

White Earth Land Recovery Fund

ILTF Land Recovery Fund

IEN Mutual Aid Fund

[chamber1-blog1]

andmynameisadora

oh, wow, i’m sorry. it might help you to know that not everybody gets hurt over cake! so whoever that was no longer has that reach.

[ i need to see proof of that because otherwise ill assume itll just be another ridiculously elaborate trap to send me to the incinerator. ]

[andmynameisadora]

you know what? i totally get that. i get that so much. again, i’m so sorry.

[chamber1-blog1]

[ im sorry for pulling down your mood. if you dont actually get hurt with cake, then i genuinly hope you get to enjoy it. ]

[chamber1-blog1]

andmynameisadora

oh, wow, i'm sorry. it might help you to know that not everybody gets hurt over cake! so whoever that was no longer has that reach.

[ i need to see proof of that because otherwise ill assume itll just be another ridiculously elaborate trap to send me to the incinerator. ]