ALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE MYSELF
I am Millie, Millie is me Technically I am also Mimi and/or Mixx I'm a trans girl, using she/her, and as far as you know, I look like, sound like, and AM a woman in my entirety.
Am I plural? Maybe, idk yet
If it helps decide, the best way to describe my brain is that there are five different personality types that take control at intervals
Logic, I often depict it as an androgynous deep blue feline in a suit
Wisdom, often a colorful shaman type figure in a large robe, a dog cat sort of thing, closer to cat
War, a red wolf woman in a half cape and a peaked cap with a large metal arm
Creativity, just an artist, a dog with lots of colors and carrying a bag
And HIM. Grey, often also in a half cape though it's torn, a fox, loose baggy clothing (He is NOT depression)
Mimi and Mixx are then in the background running everything else, speech patterns, ideas, so on, everything is just processed through the group of five, with the exception of Him, because often he takes all control when he's in charge, though he has enough common sense himself to not do anything ruinous (anymore)
With that being said, who are Mimi and Mixx? Mimi is my main sona, currently all I have of her is her model, a ref sheet for her IS being worked on to show one of her main forms.
Mimi is the main girl, the star of the show, she's most closest to me in nature
I only have one art piece of Mixx currently that I have drawn
Mixx is basically a guy counterpart to Mimi, his personality came from myself, but his look came from the fact he was made recently, and is more of a Mau Makan Apa OC than anything else. (His jacket is based on one I actually have and wear!)
No they are not siblings, they are actually best friends. Both are extremely agile and possess powers relating to guns (Mimi has the ability to use any gun regardless of ammo count, Mixx can pick up any ammo and use finger guns like actual guns if he loads a magazine or even bullet in)
They both have a phrase tied to them as well!
Mimi - "I don't give a fuck anymore. I've learned to just not care what people think." - Herself
Mixx - "Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars." - Norman Vincent Peale
Now keep in mind these two are both based on myself, so those phrases are ones I actually hold onto as well.
As I ramble on and tell you about Mixx and Mimi, I am steadily telling you more about myself and my thought processes.
Mixx is styled a bit more after how I look in real life, tall, kind of skinny
Mimi is styled more after how I wanna look, at least in her ref sheet of which is not currently available, this being fat, shorter
No I will not hide the fact I like what I like, if you DON'T like what I do you are free to leave, don't bother me about it I will draw my characters absolutely massive if I want, I am allowed to draw characters at whatever weight I damn well please, I think it's cute
To list a very important special interest of mine
Mau Makan Apa
That is the biggest one
I fucking LOVE Mau Makan Apa, everything about me is pretty much somehow related to it, (Mixx, again, was going to originally be a Mau Makan Apa OC) All of my personality people in my brain drop everything and go fucking CRAZY if it's mentioned, or if even Labirhin is mentioned
On that note, I am learning blender and music, and this is BECAUSE of Labirhin, I credit him with being my inspiration because his stuff is incredible as all hell and really resonates with me, because my autism settled me with wanting something gritty yet enjoyable, bright colors everywhere or childlike things just don't really appeal to me in the same way that the harder stuff hits, the dystopian feel of Half Life 2 and especially it's beta The censorship displayed in 1984 or Fahrenheit 451 The message of anti-violence from Hotline Miami CONVEYED through it's violence The deep lore and long battles of Warframe And even in that I still enjoy goofy stuff like TF2 And of course, the grey monotone backgrounds and buildings and the bright oranges of Mau Makan Apa
Fair warning, and excuse my aggression, I am also a major weirdo, I do not hide it, I do not CARE to hide it anymore, I don't care what people think or say, if I'm stuck with this, I embrace it. YOU can leave or you can adjust. I am NOT going to change myself because of something YOU don't like.
Thank you for reading, have a great day.
