fear conquers chances.

I'm dex \ 18 \ Vancity \ new chapter

[chancesandfears-blog]

We bend, don't break that's the story of us No give or take, didn't get me nowhere I've learned from the hurt along the way And it brought me right to you babe

Chris Brown - Song: “Right here”

[chancesandfears-blog]

the old me.

I think of that often.

[chancesandfears-blog]

3 years later.

It’s almost 4am and I don’t know why I’m back on here. Well I was just looking back on the stupid shit I said 3 years ago. Woah It’s been 3 years since I was in that complicated thing with someone. I hope she’s achieving everything she told me she wanted but most of all I hope she’s happy. Now I’m 18 and life is different. 

[julianalitt]

[chancesandfears-blog]

this time its different.

I'm not even mad at you i'm just sad with what you said even though you didn't mean it. It just made me feel hurt and now i feel like everything genuine i've told you is just words to you. That you made me have an "ohh ouch" kind of feeling that i still feel like i dont know how to explain it. I dont know but what you said makes me feel blank like feelingless to the words you say your "I'm sorrys" don't give me that feeling of ohh shit i dont want things to get as bad as they did before. Seeing your text this morning somewhat annoyed me but i dont know why it did cause im usually smiling like crazy when i text you "good morning." You said the truth to our complicated mess making me realize that everything we say or do will never compare to just being there face to face and hand in hand but we still hold on to that piece of each other cause its as close as we can ever get.

[chancesandfears-blog]

i know you.

im not an idiot tell if you're jealous like just say it.

[sheutup-blog]

Its funny as fuck. -.-

[yosoygerry-blog]

Every girls favorite line.

[chancesandfears-blog]

that is so true LOL

[fuckwithfeelings]

[chancesandfears-blog]

so cute

[writeherewithyou]

[chancesandfears-blog]

tonight... dont know how to react to what happens now 

[tianmagali-deactivated20140625]

[tuccineversober]

[chelseawoosh]

[itsthewaitingunknown]

Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we will hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence.

The Little Prince (via wet-violet)

[vacants]

[kkristewart-blog]

[artemis-devotee]