steam rises from every cup at every table at once

mona. chinese. 19.

[thorodinson]

i love art 👏

[basic-banshee]

Tonight at the gym a man who looked like fuckin Thor asked me out and when I told him I was a lesbian he goes “oh. Chill. You know, my sister and I work out a lot together. She’ll be here tomorrow, same time.”

Like…did Thor just wingman me?

[genderlich-deactivated20211204]

you ever have 8,045 bad mental health days in a row

[genderlich-deactivated20211204]

you ever have 8,046 bad mental health days in a row

[ispinprideflags]

thats 22 years of bad mental health are you okay

[genderlich-deactivated20211204]

you ever have 8,050 bad mental health days in a row

[xtafur-blog]

They’re deactivated now and I really hope they are okay, but my nihilism is telling me something else. :(

[genderlich-deactivated20211204]

nah i just changed urls a few times. i came out and transitioned, graduated college, and got an amazing girlfriend who lights up my life. i had to delete the queued update to this post that said 8400 days for my 23rd birthday because i’m in a really good place right now.

to everyone struggling: it really does get better.

[goodreadss]

[lesbianonceler]

[lesbianherstorian]

from an interview with lea delaria in out, loud, & laughing: a collection of gay & lesbian humor by charles flowers, march 1995

[flakyseasalt-deactivated2020102]

[image is an excerpt from a novel which reads, “I went downstairs to Dad’s encyclopedia and looked up HOMOSEXUALITY, but that didn’t tell me much about any of the things I felt. What struck me most, though, was that, in that whole long article, the world “love” wasn’t used even once. That made me mad; it was as if whoever wrote the article didn’t know that gay people actually love each other. The encyclopedia writers ought to talk to me, I thought as I went back to bed; I would tell them something about love.” end ID]

from annie on my mind by nancy garden

[aoca]

[turkcanada]

[bone-and-brawn]

Ray Williams, world record-holding powerlifter

[skagra9482]

Losing disability care could threaten my life

I’m bedbound with CRPS.  The government wants to deprive me of carers to provide food/water to my bed.

IT WOULD DEHYDRATE ME TO DEATH.

Tonight (Jan 14): WITHIN 30 MINUTES, *$1094*  MUST be raised for disability care etc. Non-payment could terminate my care, and I WOULD NOT SURVIVE.

My CRPS leaves me permanently bedbound, unable to even walk to food/water

Without paid carers, I’d literally STARVE AND DEHYDRATE.

Despite medical evidence, the government has now refused me care (deprivation is widespread: [1] [2] [3] [4])

Raising enough donations for my care is now A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH.

Lack of paid cleaning could get me evicted within 14 days (instead of 3 months) and PERMANENTLY BANNED from rental subsidies. Being BEDBOUND, HOMELESSNESS COULD KILL ME.

The final instalment of the $3917 in care fees must be raised today. Without payment, my care can be terminated, with potentially FATAL RESULTS. 

$400 is also needed today, as part of instalments for 3 ramps costing $7260 (details).

RECURRING DONATIONS (monthly/weekly/etc) could guarantee my ongoing care and would prevent CONSTANT FEARS FOR MY LIFE

PLEASE DONATE HERE Counter must reach: at least $29,413 AUD To exclude expended old donations

RECURRING donations for my care can be made here & must be **registered at this link**. 

[skagra9482]

ONLY 30 MINUTES LEFT to raise $1094!!!!!!

This is a LIFE AND DEATH SITUATION. My LIFE ITSELF is at stake. If the funds aren’t raised, my care could be cut. I could be made HOMELESS and FORCED TO THE STREETS after 14 days. I DESPERATELY need your help RIGHT NOW. 

ONLY 30 MINUTES LEFT.

PLEASE DONATE (Counter must reach: $29,413)

[thequotejournals]

I want something else. I’m not even sure what to call it anymore except I know it feels roomy and it’s drenched in sunlight and it’s weightless and I know it’s not cheap. Probably not even real.

Mark Z. Danielweski, House of Leaves

[crochetcockring]

women who seek relationships with other women have to get used to how other women’s natural bodies look and change over time as well as how their own natural body looks. we definitely project our insecurities about our bodies onto others and have been conditioned to find disgust in, like, how most women look and it’s unhealthy. you cannot have such a high threshold for who you are willing to find attractive (based on how conventionally “perfect” their body is) and expect to have a fun and fulfilling dating life. you’re just going to be disappointed in other women and yourself for things you shouldn’t feel disappointed about and you end up hurting yourself and others.

like it is just very tiring to see “pretty girls only” and demands for thinness, hairlessness, and otherwise visual perfection coming from other women on dating sites. like that’s just not realistic and you’re not gonna get it, and when I see those kinds of things it tells me that woman has a lot of pain and judgement attached to her own body that she has to work out and I ain’t about to step into that.

[skagra9482]

Disability funding cut has essentially left me to die

I’m bedbound with CRPS.

The government wants to deprive me of carers to provide food/water to my bed.

IT WOULD DEHYDRATE ME TO DEATH.

Jan 13: WITHIN ONLY 4 HRS, $1,875 must be raised for disability care. Non-payment could terminate my care, and I WOULD NOT SURVIVE.

My CRPS leaves me permanently bedbound, unable to even walk to food/water

Without paid carers, I’d literally STARVE AND DEHYDRATE.

Despite medical evidence, the government has now refused me care (deprivation is widespread: [1] [2] [3] [4])

Raising enough donations for my care is now A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH.

Lack of paid cleaning could get me evicted within 14 days (instead of 3 months) and PERMANENTLY BANNED from rental subsidies. Being BEDBOUND, HOMELESSNESS COULD KILL ME.

$2102 for ongoing care + $1815 for debts etc must be gradually raised by Jan 14 (ET) through strict daily goals. Without payment, my care can be terminated, with potentially fatal results.

RECURRING DONATIONS (monthly/weekly/etc) could guarantee my ongoing care and would prevent CONSTANT FEARS FOR MY LIFE

PLEASE DONATE HERE Counter must reach: at least $27,610 AUD To exclude expended old donations

Recurring donations for my care can be made here & must be **registered at this link**. I can’t survive without paid carers to provide food, water & cleaning.

[skagra9482]

I’m bedbound. Becoming homeless could mean my death.

Soon, I’ll be forced out of my apartment. I can’t even sit or walk and could LITERALLY DIE WITHOUT SHELTER.

As of Jan 8, ***ONLY 10 MINUTES REMAIN*** to raise $1,373  $1262 for a rental deposit. Delays could put me in LIFE-THREATENING DANGER

I’m disabled & COMPLETELY BEDBOUND with CRPS [medical reports].

My lease was just terminated (again). I’ll be forced to leave my apartment by April 2 (ET).

I can’t sit and I can’t walk. If I’m left on the street in my condition, I WILL NOT SURVIVE

With LESS THAN 1% of flats featuring disability access, 3 months is NOT enough time to guarantee finding another home.

I need your help to start property applications available NOW, or I could be HOMELESS by April.

$4,719 AUD must be GRADUALLY raised by Jan 11 for a rental deposit (6 x max. $650/week rent; incl. fundraising fees)

Delays would increase risks of homelessness and COULD PUT ME IN ***MORTAL DANGER***.

PLEASE DONATE HERE (one-off donations) Counter must reach: at least $21,399 AUD (corrected) To exclude expended old donations

Alternative one-off donations page (lower fees but no paypal) Recurring donations for my care can be made here & must be **registered at this link**. I can’t survive without ongoing care to provide food, water & cleaning.

EXTREMELY URGENT UPDATE: There are ONLY 10 MINUTES left to raise  $1,262

If this continues, the funds will NOT be raised on time. These delays ARE PUTTING ME AT ***MORTAL*** RISK This could lead to HORRIFIC situations where MY LIFE  WILL BE AT RISK.

I AM PLEADING FOR YOUR HELP.  PLEASE DONATE (Counter target: $21,399 AUD)

[skagra9482]

PLEASE read the update above

[fsthhdwefg-deactivated20180515]

Unemployed trans sex worker needs help

That’s all I’ve got left. I started a new job on Saturday, and by Thursday I’ve been let go. So now I’ve got $20.92, and that’s it. No way to feed myself (and my roommate, who usually won’t eat if i don’t feed her) or keep up with my hormones, or keep my phone turned on. Luckily I’ve got a couple weeks extension on rent but that’ll be barreling down on me soon too.

If there’s any way you can help out, my paypal is

paypal.me/slutanna

If you can’t donate please share, i would really be grateful!

[theyearofselfeducation]

There is no such thing as a neutral educational process. Education either functions as an instrument that is used to facilitate the integration of the younger generation into the logic of the present system and bring about conformity to it, or it becomes “the practice of freedom,” the means by which men and women deal critically and creatively with reality and discover how to participate in the transformation of their world. The development in an educational methodology that facilitates this process will inevitably lead to tension and conflict within our society.

Paulo Freire (Pedagogy of the Oppressed)

[sailorjah]

Have they put your money begging ass out yet? Get a real job then you would have so many issues

This is a reminder to all who follow me. I will ask for help when I need it. I deserve everything that every human deserves like a roof over my head, food, water, access to affordable transportation, and so on. I will always fight for all humans to get those things including my own self. Get over your classism or unfollow me.

Despite how much I share on this yall don’t know me or how hard I work. I do have a main job and have several side hustles so please don’t assume. If a ‘real job’ is a 9-5 job then you’re right I would have a lot of issues working one. I’m mentally ill and deal with chronic pain so it’s vital for me to be able to set my own hours which is why I love Lyft.

Btw if anyone wants to sign up through my link it’ll help both of us out coz we both get $650!!! https://www.lyft.com/drivers/JAHLANI523066 oh and shop at my store https://jahst.me/! Thanks.

Anyways lately it’s been harder to keep everything together because my chronic pain has been worse and I let an 18 year pregnant girl who had no where to go stay on our couch. So now we need more food, toilet paper, soap, etc. The light and gas bill have also both been higher because it’s winter. And even more bullshit that I’m not gonna get into on here. Basically life happens. Like it does for everyone. So yes I’m asking for help.

If you don’t wanna donate no one’s forcing you to or saying you have to. All you gotta do is mind your business K! If you don’t know someone’s struggle or plight please don’t judge them or assume. You don’t know what kinda hardships they’re going through. You don’t have to give a fuck about them or their story because not everyone has empathy for fellow people but at least don’t be a fucking asshole!

I’m actually still $100 short on rent so please anyone donate if you want to help out: 

https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/80IKAaUvHq or https://cash.me/$JahstMe or https://venmo.com/jahstme 

To all those who fuck wit me please know I’m so fucking grateful and I live my life paying it forward with kindness to others when I can and giving when I can. Thank yall so much!!!