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diary of a mentally ill, queer, teen boy :p this account is secret so shh....

[chanelprayerbeads]

wasting two months of my life i'll never get back

[tankhall]

my july of rest and relaxation

[chanelprayerbeads]

MY WHAT OF WHAT AND WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!

[deusben]

i wish i was in a band (guy who can play 0 instruments)

[chanelprayerbeads]

i want to do so many things and yet i still do nothing

when will this end oh my fucking god

[tankhall]

[chanelprayerbeads]

i've been in this cycle for the past like 3 years or so where i REALLY want fall when it's summer and when fall comes around i want to kill myself from all the academic stress #whoelsedoomedlikethis👀👀🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️

[chanelprayerbeads]

if we don't bring back the downtown aesthetic for this fall i'm going to explode

[chanelprayerbeads]

the nostalgia i feel for listening to late 2010's hyperpop in 2020 Will Be The Death Of Me

[chanelprayerbeads]

being drunk and listening to nettles by ethel cain definitely has a kill count

[chanelprayerbeads]

fade into you cover by sega bodega and eartheater just came on......which proves my point apple music wants me dead

[chanelprayerbeads]

so many glasses dirty with tomato juice my family thinks i lack potassium🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣Nah bitch that was a bloody mary🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭😭🕊🕊🕊🕊🕊

[chanelprayerbeads]

i've been going to sleep drunk for the past 6 days, and i couldn't help but wonder, will this impact me long-term in any way? Time will tell......

[chanelprayerbeads]

i, up until like 2 minutes ago, have NEVER put myself in the shoes of my followers like what do you mean you're going on tumblr and the first thing you see is me actively losing my marbles and posting bullshit like "curse is never lifted curse is a cycle" like BITCH go get meds damn😭😭😭✅️✅️

[chanelprayerbeads]

the sexual tensiom between me and living a life i will never live

[c0cc1n3ll1d43]

they should invent british boybloggers

[chanelprayerbeads]

Got any music recommendations?

frailty - jane remover

that's harakiri - sd laika

a promise - xiu xiu

arca's whole discography

basspunk - bassvictim

f!ve ep - mschickensandwich

hope that's enough xx, i've got more at all times if anybody wants sum

[chanelprayerbeads]

How do you wish to be called, are there any nicknames that I could use instead of your– ridiculously long– username? Shall I create something on my own?

literally use whatever works for u! as long as i know i'm the person you're referring to it's fine x