It's been awhile, how have you been?
i think for anyone that sees this answer on their dash is going to wonder who i am (and for good reason, because i've been off of tumblr for a really long time now). feel free to unfollow, because it's unlikely i'll be reviving this blog (or at least won't be keeping the same content, if i ever do). thank you for following this blog if you're still active and still somehow remember how i got onto your dash. i'm also on mobile, so i have no clue how to do one of those "read more" things, so bear with me because i want to give a proper thanks back for this message.
i actually didn't see this until now, so forgive me, kind anon, for not responding to your message until around four months later. i didn't expect to get one, so it's heartwarming to see that someone might have remembered me from somewhere (or maybe you didn't? and just saw me like one of your posts and you remembered my username? or maybe you've hopped into my asks before? maybe it's all three?) so i greatly thank you for that.
a lot has changed since i came on. i saw my last reblogged posts were from 2018, but i genuinely don't remember coming on to this blog anytime in college (but i clearly have?). things... are very different from when i was in high school. i'm different from who i was in hs (and i can tell that clearly by how i responded to asks before to how i respond to asks now). to think someone i probably interacted with five years ago is still checking on me reminds me that i actually made a small home here, at least for a while, and i thank anyone who has been part of that. as to how i've been, i'm not sure if you want the simple "i'm fine" answer or the legitimate, long winding answer of how my five years have been, but that story isn't fitting here, so i won't waste your time with it. i'll leave it as "i'm fine." i have been fine.
i hope you're doing well though, anon. and thank you for your past messages as well from when i was more active, if you are who i think you are. if you need anything, feel free to send me an ask privately or come back here anonymously for anything at all, even to rant, or tell me about your day. anything at all. if you don't want it to be published, just let me know as well. thank you, for existing. and thank you again for checking up on me.
(if you decide to answer in the next few hours, i'll be up, doing work (but taking breaks when i need to, because i know once i feel unproductive, i should take a short break). see you, maybe?)
