HIDEAWAY

Must express mystic thoughts with painful care, but seeming easiness; For truth shines brightest through the plainest dress.

[channellecerio]

I know you're not far but I still can't handle all the distance. I hope this feeling will fade away in time because it's too much to bear... and because there's no sense missing you. You won't care anyway... but when did you actually care? Last night, I was facing the mirror and I see a woman I no longer know. I see tears from her eyes, never the same tears as from mine. Mine are tears of stupidity, and hers are tears of begging me to come back. We were both rushing to catch our breath and suddenly our fists met on the glass of the mirror... and there's a pinch to my heart as I watch her fall down to pieces. The woman who has peace in her heart is already gone. Just now. And as I look at her broken pieces, I'm starting to accept the fact that I will never be like her again.

[sandarafreedompark]

She loves getting compliments. She likes it when people admire her skin and when they say that her hair smells good; because she needs people to give her the confidence she can’t give to herself.

(via sandarafreedompark)

[channellecerio]

I'm a flaw yet I'm still longing to be called "perfect"...

[channellecerio]

Him: Buti nalang ikaw yung girlfriend ko.

[channellecerio]

It'll all be OK after all.

[channellecerio]

Stand up, girl. The race is not yet done. You can still get going and finish the race.

[christianlivingposts]

REBLOG IF GOD IS TOP 1 IN YOUR LIFE

[channellecerio]

SANA KAYO NALANG

Sana kayo nalang yung magkasintahan. Sigurado pa akong masayang masaya ka. Sana kayo nalang yung laging magkasama. Sigurado pa akong di ka mawawalan ng gana. Sana kayo nalang yung magkahawak ng kamay. Sigurado pa akong hinding hindi ka bibitaw. Sana kayo nalang ang magkasayaw. Sigurado pa akong hinding hindi mo siya pababayaan. Sana kayo nalang ang nagkikita. Sigurado pa akong hinding hindi ka malalate sa oras. Sana kayo nalang ang nagkayayaang mag-aral. Sigurado pa akong hindi ka tatamaring turuan siya. Sana kayo nalang ang magkadate tuwing Valentine's day. Sigurado pa akong mayroon at mayroon kang inihanda. Sana kayo nalang ang nagligawan. Sigurado pa akong ibibigay mo lahat para lang mapaimpress mo siya. Sana kayo nalang. Sana hindi nalang tayo. Sana hindi nalang tayo dahil sigurado pa akong hindi tayo nahihirapan ng ganito.

[channellecerio]

Back at Hideaway

The reason why I came back is that I'm not being myself for the passed few days. I wanna be OK again. I hope this will help again, like it used to be.

[channellecerio]

Eighteen in 2 days.

One time, I told someone I trust very much that, on my birthday, I just wanna be alone. He thinks I’m trying to tell him that ‘I want something exciting to happen on that day’. But what I really want is to be alone and cherish every second of my day.. I just wanna be alone and feel the world around me. I wanna be alone and breathe free air... I wanna be alone.. and know myself more..

I have never went out by myself for 24 hours.. I have never did something I really want.. I’ve never felt the freedom of living in my world.. in my very own world. All I felt was the chains around my feet and arms, and the rope around my neck.. those stitches in my lips that made people not hear any sound from me..

All I wanted was to do what I want by myself.. but I know I’ll never. And I know they’ll throw me words like, “You are very serious in your life.” ... Shouldn’t I?

Of all these things they thought I never knew.. one thing is for sure.. it’s that being eighteen is never gonna be an easy life.. And if only I could stop time, I’d tell the everyone that I ain’t ready for the real world.. for the real CRUEL world.

I’ll be eighteen.. If only I could never be..

[gurl]

31 Tumblr Posts That Perfectly Explain Your Biggest School Struggles

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[channellecerio]

I'm not a princess. I'm just a dreamer... Sounds like a Taylor Swift song it is. But I'm just a dreamer and not a real princess. Don't even felt it at this young age. Won't expect for someone, anyone even really close to me, to make me feel one.. Never.

[channellecerio]

Momma once said, "Don't promise a guy your love for him for forever. He might not or never love you the way you deserve." But I did.

[channellecerio]

If I were a man, I could make a woman feel like a queen everyday.

[channellecerio]

Someday when I’m gone, ‘I should’ves’ will haunt you. So please, prevent it. I, too, am not ready to be gone from you..

[lunatjca-deactivated20220108]

❥

[channellecerio]

Let me tell you something.

I remember when we were still, say, friends.. We used to tell each other stories about our past relationships. Then, one night, I was crying so hard. You, guys, can still browse on my posts last February 2015. Well, this guy who used to be just my friend, cried with me. Then after that, he did EVERYTHING just to make me laugh. Damn that feeling’s so good! Thank God he is my boyfriend now.