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Yaah! {‘Shakes his head, poking his lower lip’} Why do you this to me, huh?

-whines faintly- I did nothing...

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pitapat - ᴀʟᴇx&ᴄʜᴀɴ

It was the first time before a show that Alex had found himself being this nervous. It had nothing to do with performing, that in itself was an adrenaline rush. This time it was more the person that could potentially be in the crowd. He made sure that he had text Chanshik earlier in the day, just to let him know that he was playing, mentioning the venue. The younger male had said he’d wanted to attend one of his shows, so he should at least have the knowledge of when they were. A knock on the door brought him his thoughts, looking up as a member of staff entered the room of artists as they awaited their time to go on stage. He was up first. Taking a deep breath, he stepped out on to the dimly lit stage, waving at the crowd. His eyes scanned the room quickly as he got himself organised, noticing a few fans that had become regular at his shows, but no sign of the one person he was hoping to see. Then, he was sure the idol would be in some form of disguise. “Hey guys!” He started, beaming around as the audience cheered and clapped. “Okay, so for my regular fans, I wanna start with a new song. I’ve just written it, and it’s dedicated to someone that’s became really special to me, it’s called ‘If I hadn’t met you.’” Starting to play the guitar, he let himself get lost in his music, and all too soon, his set was over. Waving, and thanking the audience, he made his way back stage and quickly packed up his guitar before he headed out to the main floor, blending in with the crowd, in search of that one person.

#alexkontrol #*p #p: pitapat

“Vodka and water please, with lemon.” Stay with the atmosphere, right? It wasn’t like he had planned on drinking it anyways, but his googling had said it was the lowest in calories. “Alright, here you go... Hey. You look familiar.” “...Some say I look like an idol?” A smile curved on Chanshik’s lip, the bartender seemingly unaware of his joke.

“...I see it.”

The idol quickly became distracted as he saw the familiar, comforting face appear on the small stage. It was smaller than anything Gongchan had ever performed on, but it felt inviting - and so did the warm vocals that rushed through Alex’s mouth and through Chanshik’s ears. The younger could feel the tips of his cheeks burn pink, eyes widening at... Was that a dedication for him?

It was twenty minutes of musical bliss for the younger, smiling as he leaned against the wall and drank in the elder’s stage presence. Simple but wonderful, he thought. But he was soon distracted from the fuzzy feeling in his stomach when the stage lights dimmed and Alex left.

He had to find him, but he didn’t want to make himself known, so he stayed put, hoping he’d see Alex at some point. He soon spotted him mingling in the crowd. He could join him, but he thought this would be more fun, as he pulled out his phone and sent a quick message:

[KKT -> Alex] boo.

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#*mind

{‘Smiles, moving his hands away from his face’} Ah, don’t hide from me.

-looks at him, flushed, his lower lip jutted out- Why do you do this to meeee?

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#*curious #asdfghjkl?

What would your muse put into a flower crown for mine?

Apple Blossom: A promise

Pink carnation: Gratitude

Red carnation: Flashy

Striped carnation: Refusal

White carnation: Remembrance

Yellow carnation: Cheerful

Bronze chrysanthemum: Excitement

White chrysanthemum: Truth

Red chrysanthemum: Sharing

Yellow chrysanthemum: Secret admirer

Crocus: Foresight

Daffodil: Chivalry

Daisy: Innocence

Forget-Me-Not: Remember me forever

Geranium : Comfort

Heather: Solitude

Hibiscus: Delicate beauty

Holly: Domestic happiness

Hyacinth: Sincerity

Iris: Inspiration

Ivy: Fidelity

Jasmine: Grace and elegance

Lavender: Distrust

Lilac: First love

Magnolia: Dignity

Marigold: Desire for riches

Orchid: Delicate beauty

Pansy: Loving thoughts

Peony: Healing

Poppy: Consolation

Rhododendron: Beware

Pink rose: Admiration/appreciation

Red rose: Passionate love

Red & white rose: Unity

White rose: Purity

Yellow rose: Friendship

Snapdragon: Presumptuous

Sunflower: Adoration

Sweetpea: Shyness

Pink tulip: Caring

Purple tulip: Royalty

Red tulip: Declaration of love

White tulip: Forgiveness

Yellow tulip: Hopelessly in love

Violet: Faithfulness

Wisteria: Steadfast

I’m just saying.. {‘Grins, pulling back again’} Only I get to do that.

-nods, covering his face- of course...

I don’t mind that. {‘Leans in, whispering’} They don’t get to kiss you.

.... -flushes, biting his lip but a grin escapes- shhhh.

Ah, I would hope so. {‘Nods, grinning’} Don’t want to let anybody else tease you.

Might wanna talk to my groupmates, then. -snorts-

{‘Grins lightly’} I’m only teasing you~

I know, I know... -covers his mouth, laughing- You’re the only one that can get away with it.

#alexkontrol #*curious

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Oh shit.. did I think out loud again?

-narrows eyes- you certainly did.

chanshhhik #bbygrindonme ;]