Pairing ; NonIdol!Hyunjin x Sad!Reader
Genre ; Angst
Summery ; 'What are you two?' is a question you and Hyunjin got asked a lot. Now you wish you had more time to ask him.
Warnings ; major character death, mentions of a car crash, mentions of blood, mentions of death
a/n ; hey.. been a while. I could've uploaded one of the many smutty Chan fics I have but instead take this sad Hyunjin drabble! Please I insist.
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You can't remember when you and Hyunjin got this close. It just happened.
You've known him for years, you were desk mates in homeroom and now, seven years later, you are roommates. You don't even think anything of your relationship. You never have. You don't think twice about how he gives you a hug every chance he gets, how you adopted a cat together and now that's your 'baby', how he gives you kisses on the cheek.
You don't think anything of it until someone asks. One of your friends usually, asking 'what are you guys?' and still, it's just you and Hyunjin. That's all. You love each other, you rely on each other.
So when it comes to an end? That's when it all comes crashing down.
You came back from the hospital, hair soaked from the rain. Your cat, Whiskers, immediately rushing to the door. It's a basic name for a cat, he picked it.
You drop the bag you've been carrying all day on the ground and kick your shoes off, he hated when people wore shoes in the house. You make your way over to the sofa, Whiskers following like he doesn't understand, because he doesn't. He doesn't know what happened and he probably will never fully understand where his dad went.
You sit in silence for a while. Everything you look at just reminds you of him. It hurts the same as when the doctor told you how fatal his injuries were.
You don't know how long you sat there. Nothing felt real anymore. By the time you showered and changed it didn't hurt any less. You lay in bed with your gaze stuck on the ceiling. You normally snuck into his room at night. You didn't like the dark, or being alone.
It was late, 2am maybe? You couldn't sleep. Not after that movie Hyunjin had forced you to watch. You open his bedroom door and without saying a word get in his bed. You can feel like smile on his face before you see it as he turns to face you. That stupid smile. 'Chicken.' says softly.
You shrug before his arms wrap around your small frame. Holding you tight, like he doesn't want to let go.
But he did, eventually. All you want is that touch back
You also don't know how long it took for you to fall asleep, but it didn't last long. The dream felt real. Like you were reliving it.
The blue lights, the loud sirens, the glass digging into your skin.
The way he reached over to protect you, the sight of his body limp against yours as the paramedics pulled you from the flipped car. All you heard was ringing. Your eyes darted around the scene. The people from the other car that had crashed into the side of yours. One person on a stretcher as the other was being guided to the ambulance.
The last thing you see before waking up is his face. The paramedics running to the car as they yell out things you can't understand.
You turn to your side, opening your phone as you're met with your lock screen. You and him. It was New Years, back in January. Your first year with Whiskers.
He didn't know it was his last too.
You go onto your messages with him, they're simple. Half-finished conversations, things that don't matter now. You didn't know this was going to happen. Neither did he.
You told everyone you were okay. They didn't believe you but they gave you space.
You put your phone down and look out the window. Seven years of seeing the same person everyday and now he's gone. And there is nothing you can do about it.
You can't remember when you and Hyunjin became so close, but now that he's gone, all you can think about is how close you were.
You never had to ask Hyunjin what you were, you never needed a name for it. But now he's gone and you wish you had one, a name to call the person you've lost.
Paring ; Werewolf!Chan x Friend!Reader
Genre ; Smut
Summery ; You didnt expect to find your friend hidden away during the night of the full moon.
Warnings ; hard!dom!Chan, sub!reader, use of the term knot, friends to lovers, kinda dub!con, biting, scratching, swearing, overstimulation, crying, doggy style, unprotected sex, and breeding kink.
a/n ; Hey.. this is the first fic I wrote so idk how good it is really.. I've reread it like 5 times and I think its okayish. Anyway. I LOVEEEEE werewolf Chan.
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It was a full moon that night. You didnt think anything of it, simply took a photo of the clear ball of light.
Your friend, Chan, on the other hand was having the worst time. The moon was causing his hormones to go crazy, the only thing on his mind being the chance to get his knot into a pretty girl.
He forgot you were coming over. So when you walked into his house and called his name like every other time, his gaze snapped to the door.
He heard your footsteps getting closer and closer. Your voice getting louder and louder until you finally walked into his bed room.
Your eyes were glued to him. The sight of him bringing a mix of concern and confusion to your mind.
He was shirtless and barefoot, on the floor in the far corner of his room. His pupils were dilated and his whole body was covered in sweat.
'Chan?' You spoke softly, taking a few steps closer to the shaking man.
'Leave.' His voice was sharp, his eyes stuck on you ad you stepped closer.
'What's wrong?' You where now only a few steps away from him, crouching down to meet his level.
'Leave!' His voice was loud now, although there was a tinge of fear. 'I dont want to hurt you.' Your eyebrows furrowed, shaking your head as you reached a hand out.
'Why would you hurt me?' Its only when he finally taked your hand do you notice the hair on his arm sticking up, slightly darker then usual. His chest and back being slightly more hairier then usual.
'Chan whats going on?' He doesn't reply, his gaze stuck on yours.
'I need you.' He suddenly pulls on your hand, his other hand wrapping around your waist. Your chest rested agaisnt his. Its only when your this close do you notice the sharpness of his teeth. The way his hair shifts to look more like a pair of ears on the top of his head. You're gaze meets his once again, his face only inches away from yours.
'You're one of them, aren't you?' You had heard rumour about them. A man who transforms into a creature during every full moon. All the movies, all the book, they tell you they're all gone. The last of them died out a few years ago after a mass hunting. But here you are, face to face with a mix between man and beast.
Chan doesn't reply, his hand simply squeezes your waist. Your can't deny how hot he is. The attraction is heavily out weighing the fear.
'I thought they all died' The beast shakes his head slightly, looking down at you with those eyes, shining with a yellow tint.
'You need to leave now or I won't hold back. I can't hold back.' You both stare at each other, complete silence. All you can do is shake your head, submitting to him fully.
Chan doesn't waste a second, connected your lips with his in a matter of seconds. He immediately pushes his tounge into your mouth. You moan agaisnt him, lifting a hand to grab the back oh his hair.
In a matter of seconds yous are both on the bed, Chan ontop of you as he rips your shirt off, immediately crashing his teeth into your neck.
A loud moan escapes your lips, your back arching against him. He spends a moment biting several spots on your neck. Each one making you moan with the mix of pain and pleasure.
He doesn't take his time, his movements are rough. The way he rips off your trousers and underwear in one go. His sharp nails digging into your hips. Your eyes snap to his covered cock, watching as he unbuckles his belt, discarding his trousers and boxers to the floor.
He gives no warning, simply lining up his tip with your entrance before spamming into you. Your back arches as you let out a loud moan, your eyes snapping shut as your hands grip the bed sheets.
The stretch is a mix of pain and pleasure, his thick cock immediately thrusting into your tight hole.
'Gonna fill you up- gonna put my cum in you.. a baby in you.' He growls. His teeth finding your skin once again as he bites down. His pace is fast and hard, hitting that spot inside you every time.
'F-fuck! C-cum! Gonna cum!' Chan doesn't slow down, doset speed up, he keeps his same pace but with his grip on your hips he slams you agaisnt him as he thrusts in you.
Its too much. With a loud moan you finish against him, Chan continuing to fuck you through your orgasm. He doesn't stop there, still inside you he picks you up and flips you over, placing you on all floor as he slams into you again.
Tears begin to form in your eyes as your sensitive hole takes him in the new angle, loud moans leaking from your mouth with each thrust. Sweat drips from your forehead, your eyes tightly closed as your mouth hangs open.
Chan then reaches out, a hand gripping you hair and pulling your head back, a mix between a moan and a sob leaving your lips.
It doesn't take long for you feel second orgasm approaching. Loud moans from your lips mix with the growls from Chans, you can feel him twitch in you, he's close too.
'Fuck- Chan!' You gasp before a loud moan rips from your chest, squirting over the mans thick cock. That's what snaps Chan, a loud groan comes from his mouth as you feel him finish in you, his knot locking the two of you together.
He collapses on top you, his face finding the crook of your neck as his arms wrap around your middle as both your heavy breathing fills the room.
After a little Chan can finally pull out, softly rolling you over to your back. Your eyes meet his, neither of you say anything, he simply lies down beside you, pulling you close to his chest.
You don't know when you fell asleep, but it was the best sleep you've had in a while.
Pairing ; Idol!Felix x Idol!Reader
Genre ; Smut
Summery ; After watching your boyfriends performance of his new song 'Ceremony', you couldn't help but go backstage.
warnings ; sub!Felix, soft!dom!reader, praise, swearing(a little bit), pet names(angel, baby) the SLIGHTEST oral action(M receiving), nipple play, kinda.. semi.. public? whimpering Felix, Felix is loud, and unprotected sex. (I think that's it)
a/n ; I've had a few small fics written for a while and just have never had the confidence to upload them but I got no sleep and I'm too tired to think properly so enjoy! and be nice.. hehe (this wasn't inspired by the Music Bank performance I just like the outfit LOL)
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You tried to focus. You did. But when he's right there, that stupid smile that only comes out when he's on stage, the pink hair he finally did after months of begging him to dye it, its difficult to focus on the singing and not the way his body moves.
As the song comes to an end and the group stops dancing Felix's gaze shifts across the large audience of people until it finally landed onto you. He smiles, you didn't. You couldn't. maybe it was just because you where ovulating and you're too horny for your own good, maybe it was his makeup. whatever it was it was causing a patch of wetness to form in your underwear, your heat desperate for his touch.
You stare at him with parted lips, your thighs squeezing together from your seat as your gaze was stuck on him. Felix's eyes widen slightly, almost like he can hear your thoughts.
Watching him walk of stage was a mix of disappointment and excitement. Before you could even process what you where doing you moved up from your seat and to the side door in the venue which leads to backstage.
'Y/N?' your group leader shouts, but you don't respond, don't even look back. Felix and his stupid slutty waist is all that was filling your mind.
'Felix?' you call out softly, so innocent no one would ever guess what's going through your mind right now. His eyes shift to you, his smile only getting wider as he walks over to you.
As you make it backstage you see all the other Stray Kids members walking back toward their changing rooms, your eyes scan the group of men until they land on him. Talking to Seungmin with that adorable smile you love on his face.
'Angel? What are you doing back here?' His arms slide around your waist, his head tilted down to look at you. your own arms wrap around his neck, playing with the back of his hair with your fingers.
'Just wanted to say you did amazing out there.' His expression turns soft, tilting is head to the side slightly as he smiles down at her.
'Thank you, baby.' You simply smile before your eyes drop down to the people behind Felix. This sexual frustrating growing more and more by the second. Your gaze shifts back up to Felix, a small smirk appearing on your face as you pull him closer.
'You did so good, you deserve a gift.' His eyes widened slightly, just as they did on the stage.
'Y/N. We are at an award show we cant just-' You cut him off with a kiss. You cant be bothered with him trying to be responsible. It doesn't take long for Felix to fall into the trap. His lips locking around yours as his grip on your waist tightens.
Your tounge runs across his bottom lip, his mouth immediately opening for you to explore with your tounge. He doesn't try to fight for dominance, not when he knows you always get your way.
You press against him, a hand running down from the mans hair slowly down his body. Your finger tips tracing over his chest, his nipple, all the way down to his covered cock. Your hand cups it, groping it softly.
Felix lets out a soft moan before pulling away, taking a step back. Shaking his head but you're not sure if its to tell you no or himself.
'We cant right now. Just wait until we get home, baby.' Your eyes stay locked, not saying a word to each other but somehow saying enough.
Enough that both of yous, somehow, ended up in an equipment closet shirtless, Felix pressed agaisnt the locked door in a what felt like a matter of seconds.
His soft moans is all you could hear, only making this puddle in your underwear bigger. Your hands where busy teasing the mans nipples as your tounge keeps his mouth full. You could feel the tent in his trousers press agaisnt your heat, causing small vibrations to run up your spine.
His hands move up from your waist to the clip of your bra, unclipping it with ease before pulling it down your arms. You pull away, looking up to his flushed appearance as you through your bra away towards the discarded shirts.
His breathing is heavy, his slightly swollen lips parted as his eyes shamelessly shift to your uncovered breasts.
'Still want to wait?' His gaze snaps up to your eyes, shaking his head almost immediately. A smirk appears on your face as you drop to your knees infront of him, placing your hands infront of you in a way that squeezes your tits together.
'F-fuck.' Is all he says. His eyes stuck on you. A hum escapes your lips as you lean forward, pressing small kisses to his covered cock. The man leans forward, his hips bucking towards your face as soft sounds come from his lips.
It all stops when you pull away, lying back on the cold floor as you lift your knees up. Your skirt falls to your waist, revealing your soaking panties to Felix. The man lets out a groan at the sight, his stuck on you.
Your eyes remain on his, your smirk only getting wider as you pull your underwear to the side, showing him your glistening pussy. Its like the last peice of responsibility snaps in Felix, his hands flying to unbuckle his belt.
You sit up, moving to your knees once more as Felix drops down in front of you, now completely bare as his lips crash onto yours. You keep your lips connected as you climb onto the mans lap, pushing your underwear to the side once again as you line up your entrance with his leaking tip.
You keep your eyes on his as you slide down onto him, both letting out soft moans. Once you start moving Felix is completely gone, your name and soft whimpers escaping his lips like a life line. You've completely forgotten that the only thing keeping yous from half the kpop industry and a ton of fans is a thin door with a shitty lock.
So has Felix, clearly. Not even trying to be quiet as you squeeze around his cock. His fingers digging into your hips. Your hands slide up his chest, stopping as they reach his nipples, squeezing them softly.
'Shh, baby. People will hear.' Felix nods slightly, biting his lips as his back arches slightly and his head falls back against the wall.
'I- I cant, fuck I cant-' he cuts himself off with a loud moan as you pull on his nipples while crashing down on his cock.
Nothing can stop the small smirk appearing on your face, biting your bottom lip slightly.
'So good.. you're so good, baby' Felix only answers with a loud moan, his eyes snapping shut and his lips hang open, soft whimpers leaking from them.
'I'm- I'm gonna c-cum.' Your eyes are stuck on him, playing with his nipples as your thighs burn from riding him.
'Cum for me, baby.' Thats all it takes for Felix to finish. Loud moans, whimpers, and your name could be heard clear from outside the closet. You ride him through his orgasm, finishing closely after him with a soft moan.
You eventually stop moving, breathing heavy as you fall agaisnt his chest, your face in the crook of his neck.
All that could be heard was both of your breaths. Felix's arms wrap around your waist, his head falling on top of yours as he breaks the silence.
'Okay, I'm glad we didn't wait.' Yous both laugh, sitting up you press a soft kiss to his lips, smiling at him softly. He looks back with that soft smile, for right now neither of yous care about anything outside this little bubble, or the closet.
It takes you both a little bit to get changed and back into 'idol' mode. But once you do finally leave the closet you immediately notice the workers awkwardly looking away. Not with disgust, more fear they might be in trouble for accidently finding out about your relationship.
You don't really care. Its not like they'll tell anyone of importance or they'll probably lose their job. You do, however, care about your group leader standing in front of you with a raised eyebrow and crossed arms, not an ounce of amusement on her face.
'Um.. hi?' She immediately shakes her head grabbing your arm and dragging you away from Felix and back towards the door to the main venue. She starts talking about how irresponsible you've been, leaving the group at an award show to go fuck your boyfriend in an equipment cupboard.
You look back to Felix, shrugging slightly before he waves you off. Mouthing the words 'We'll finish at home.'
