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Park Chanyeol Angel - 1565 "In his solitude, he sometimes encountered devils who looked like angels, and other times he found angels who looked like devils. ✞ ✞ ★ ✞ ✞

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Hardships make or break people.”

― Margaret Mitchell (via nullumlimites)

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those who escape hell however never talk about it and nothing much bothers them after that.

Charles Bukowski  (via tiredestprincess)

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Park Chanyeol effortlessly destroying my life.

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Introduce your muse!

[chanyeol-angel]

Name: Park Chanyeol Age:  448 Height:  185 cm Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Brownish Black Sexual Orientation: Doesn't care. Nationality: Korean Occupation: Angel Fears: "God" How sickly they are: Healthy. How often do they hurt themselves: Not on purpose. Heals instantly. Relationship Status: -

[chanyeol-angel]

chensicles replied to your post:chensicles replied to your post:chensicles replied...

"Nah, I won’t really touch you. I’ll just bug you with that annoying little twinge that I’m /almost/ touching you. Honestly, you should be honored I’m thinking about touching you."

"I want to hurt you."

[chanyeol-angel]

I would like to take time away from my unexpected hiatus to explain to why I am taking one.

I would like to mention before I put a read more that I DO check this account and I DO have drabbles and replies and things drafted but I just haven't really felt the motivation to be on here. I am still here though, I didn't archive this blog.

You know, I started roleplaying because I wanted to jump into the life of my favorite idols. I wanted to become them and interact with people and do all those sorts of things. I never started roleplaying to "make my otp real" because I mean hey at the time I shipped JinChan and I dated a Raina okay thats far from JinChan. 

Also, I started AU roleplaying because I always wanted to be a writer and write things. Not because I wanted to make my "oppa a sex beast!!1" and you know what. I'm roleplaying because I want to write. I'm roleplaying for the pure fun and joy of it. But I'm not having fun anymore. I'm seeing too much drama over this and that and people losing friends over this and people getting depressed over that.

I will admit I sunk into a deep depression because I was losing my friends for a while and I was just in deep ass quicksand. But there is a point where roleplaying takes on a new level of fucked up when people are bound and determind to destroy another character or the mun. It also takes on a whole new level when people are turning around and basically ruining relationships. Back when I first started roleplaying, it was about friends. Making friends and running away from outside lives to slip into another universe for just a little bit before having to return to reality and remember that things fucking suck.

I took an unexpected hiatus because I just did not want to deal with this shit anymore. I've lost more friends then I could count. I've made enemies and I've completely destroyed things that were fragile to begin with. My life has started to revolve around roleplaying and I feel sick to my stomach when I'm not doing it. It's become an obsession and its no longer just about fun. It has become a complete dictatorship in my mind. I don't want to live this way anymore. I'm also upset at how many friends I've lost over a small thing.

I'm from a somewhat small town in Texas and I've made friends in a small town in France. I've made enemies in cities of Scotland. I've met my boyfriend of almost a year in Washington. Roleplaying has given me a lot of things. But I'm looking around me at the depression it has wrapped me in and you know what... I want my life back. I don't want to be sitting here wondering where my friend is and why she isn't talking to me over a small misunderstanding that shouldn't have happened in the first place. 

I'm too tired of having to get onto my accounts and seeing old friends talk to others and remember everything we ever talked about. I'm tired of missing people to the point it makes me sick. I'm tired of not making an impact.

I'm taking a hiatus because I'm tired. And I don't want to deal with this anymore. 

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[chanyeol-angel]

Hello! These are for you and I promise they aren't poisoned or anything. ('chuckles softly as she holds out a small bag containing chocolate chip cookies while smiling brightly at the other) My name is Dahye. What is your name?

He raised his brow before he bent a bit at the waist to look her in the eyes with his expression hardened. "I hope you're aware, my dear, that saying they aren't poisoned or anything. Only makes the receiver a little scared. Had you not said anything, I wouldn't be fearing for my life. Though, I can't die from poison, I'd probably just cough it up. But really, you should just stick to offering them out." His speech ended and he reached his hand out to pluck the bag from her fingers, lowering his head in a nod. "Nice to meet you, Dahye. I'm Chanyeol. Or Anthony." 

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excited chanyeol \o/

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Your Muse and Mun Current Mood

[chanyeol-angel]

Muse:

Mun:

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[chanyeol-angel]

✦ Ｔｒａｃｋｅｒ

kaiscales

saeksoo 

enkku

guuhara

woo for not having a lot

Waiting - Take your time bb ;

jigokumi

captsehun

Drabbles owed ;

dragonwufan { Red String of fate }

fuzokyu { Red String of fate }

darkmay { Red String of fate }

captsehun { Red String of fate }

enkku { Red String of fate }

draugrxkyungsoo { Red String of fate }

orchidaeceous { Red String of fate }

Plotting with ;

zjophiel

If I missed you please say something or reply to this post. If you'd like to plot just like this post or hit me up in my ask box. If you'd like a drabble, please just send Red String of fate and I'll get to it as soon as I can!

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[chanyeol-angel]

Could you explain perhaps why Chanyeol is so offensive and sure of swearwords, sex, and all that, when he's an angel?

[ I mean, he's an angel. If you read the about or things i've stated before, Chanyeol isn't like biblical angels. He wasn't even born during those times. Let alone his parents being born. He was born in the 1500's and he was human before he was an angel. He doesn't remember much of those time periods but he does remember everything AFTER becoming an angel. And he's actually been down to earth a lot. He's offensive because he literally has no feelings. Like he can touch and feel stuff but he smiles because he has been taught over hundreds of years not to just stare at someone. Every emotion he has, has been taught to him just to blend in with people. He gets his emotions and feelings by touching someone. And so when he says things that are offensive, he doesn't know it. He'll see the hurt on the others face and try to figure out what he said that hurt them but he just doesn't really understand unless he touches them, and when he does, he feels terrible about it and he attempts to apologize. He knows about sex because like I said, he was human before he was an angel. And he's been to earth. Plus, he knows a lot more about sex then most angels because he's discovered its a way to feel. Completely, its a way to let his own emotions "run free" without completely taking him over. Swearwords, aren't actually an angel thing. Its more of a Chanyeol thing. If you've ever read my self paras or paras with someone else or drabbles ((because some drabbles are character development and some arent)) you'd see that when he curses, he tends to do it when he isn't around the archangels. In the universe that I created about angels, Gabriel is like that pretentious person that acts like he has a lot of money but doesn't. So when Chanyeol swears, Gabriel flinches or demands him to stop. Chanyeol's been around four hundred and fourty eight years, and about less than half of that was spent on earth studying and watching people. He was bound to pick up some human habits~ ]

[chanyeol-angel]

Red string of fate.

23. Our muses are destined to fall in love with each other, but cannot be in a relationship with each other because

Broken was hardly a way to describe something with nothing to break. Let alone a way to describe a person without feelings. Anthony's mind flashed with images of past lovers, old flings and countless of nights in strangers beds before getting up and leaving the next morning before the sun even dared to shine. His fingertips tingled with skin he's touched, emotions he's felt and lips he had touched after a kiss. His own emotions, stored into the deepest parts of his mind always happened to expand and explode within his dark mind. It sent him into fits of rage. Depression. Anything he could get his hands on was destroyed.

Except for Sehun. Sehun was different. Sehun would hold him and not let go. His body was weaker compared to Anthony's no doubt. But he held on, getting flung around like a rag doll and being torn up like skin that's been kissed by a razor. The angel never meant any harm.. he loved him. He wanted to be with him, make him happy. His whole world would have revolved around the human that calmed his mind. If it wasn't for one thing..

Kyungsoo.

The smaller creature had Sehun wrapped around his tiny finger. Sehun would have given the entire universe for him.. and he would have only given a small comet to Anthony. He knew his human loved him back.. he could feel it when they touched. The spark would sting his flesh and he always felt a little better that under the burning flame for Kyungsoo.. there was an ember for him. 

But he supposed.. it had always been that way. He had only played an extra in the grand scheme of Sehun's lives. All of them. He was never the main. Always the grass but never the bloom. It never mattered anyway, though. He was part of it. He was enough to be at least a small part of it. And despite his envy of the little vampire occupying the human's heart, he figured things were alright. Even a little.