youth in revolt
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youth in revolt
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Oozing wounds || Sehun x Chanyeol
It is as if he couldn’t breathe. Each inhale stung, each exhale felt like he was punched in the gut and forced it out of him. His legs were trembling, eyes bloodshot and hair stood up everywhere in a messy bundle of brown. He was swaying from side to side, barely capable of standing on his feet. There was a deep gash across his abdomen that kept decorating his front in crimson. When was the last time he slept? Was the oozing cut real or a mirage? He wasn’t sure anymore.
His face was paler than pale, as thought challenging the whiteness of a sheet of paper— although all his stock had turned crimson as well . He’d tried to stop the bleeding but it felt useless. He had no power in his arms to put pressure againt the wound and a part of him told him that if he wouldn’t stop it soon, he’s as good as dead.
But wasn’t he always? Wasn’t he always just a corpse with a beating heart? So empty, so hollow…
The world began spinning again and he threw up. He wasn’t sure what hurt him more, the doubling over when he threw up on the ground or the burning acids in his mouth as his stomach had nothing left inside for him to pour out.
Weak legs lead him towards an intersection— one in which he hung a sign, a while ago, to meet up with a new person. He met a friend that day… he was almost sure that today was the day they said they’ll meet again but he couldn’t help himself than fail to the ground by the tree that held his own written note.
A tired smile formed on his lips as the corners of his vision turned black and suddenly he fell into complete darkness.
Chanyeol recalled having to meet with someone that day. It took him a while to remember who it was exactly, but he knew the place exactly. He was there ever since morning because he also forgot what time he was supposed to be there, but then again, how was he supposed to know the exact time anyway? He had climbed up in the tree and he was resting on one of the heavy branches at that time, with his eyes closed since he didn't want to face that gray world. He had to see it almost all the time so at least when he rested, he had the right to ignore it.
He had almost fallen asleep when he heard some noise in the distance and his eyes opened immediately, narrowing while scanning around the area and moved his hand down to his boot, ready to pull out one of the daggers he always carried around with him. It was like his best friend or even more than that, the only thing he could trust. Chanyeol couldn't trust people anymore, they turned out to be way too deceiving in the end.
A wobbly figure came in sight immediately and Chanyeol remembered: he was the one he was supposed to meet. Well...in a better condition at least. The other looked completely broken on the outside and inside, but the sight of someone being in such a state only increased the rush in his veins, an obnoxious smirk curling on his lips while he watched the younger approaching the place, but not seeing him. What a delight to watch one go to waste, literally, in front of his own eyes. Holding the power to save him, but not doing anything. That was so sick of him, but that was how this side of his was and that was how he accepted it in order to survive and not end up like the other who collapsed.
He felt a tug at his heart and he was sure it was that subconscious that pushed him off the branch and closer to the almost lifeless body. He wondered if he should even take in account the other's power, but Sehun should at least be grateful that Chanyeol was going to help. He pulled the slender body closer to the tree trunk and raised his shirt, grinning at the blood continuing to flow through the wound made in the other's skin. His fingers reached closer for a moment before shaking his head and cursed in the back of his mind. He should not help with hurting the other, but do the exact opposite. So he took off his jacket, pulling his shirt over his head and immediately ripped it in two, shivering at the swifts hitting his skin, but focused on helping the other before everything. He folded one of the sides before pressing it against the wound, taking the other part and tightly wrapping it around the other's torso, hoping it will stop the bleeding soon. He made a firm knot, looking around, a low groan escaping his lips, before pulling his jacket on and tried to think of the closest place where he could find some supplies. Then he wondered if he should take the other as well.
He groaned once again as he wasn't someone who helped people, at least not anymore and that situation was not good at all for his mental health. Without thinking much, he picked the other in his arms, being careful with his wound and the way he held him so it didn't affect him that badly. He began searching for a damn store where he could at least find some water and luckily enough, he spotted an abandoned restaurant. Walking towards it, his eyes stole a glance from the other, feeling a bit bad for actually wanting to watch him die. He was one of the important people in Chanyeol's life and seeing him like that almost, almost warmed him a bit inside.
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Spectral | Self-para
He could remember better times. He could remember times when, even if the world was dead, he felt alive. Now he was just as dead. He remembered times when there were others who made him feel alive. There used to be some special, very special people who managed to wake him from his comatose, now the only thing left of the poor soul were just pieces of memories which kept his eyes opened. Chanyeol could look, but he couldn't see. He could hear, but couldn't listen anymore. He couldn't feel and that was probably the worst. All his demons were now images which roamed freely in front of his eyes. What he saw were just flaws in the system. Which system? His brain and his heart. His essential being.
Fingers moved along the cold strings as broken notes came out from the strumming and his hoarse, but low voice only made it sound worse. What a cruel world. Not even music could save him from the bitterness increasing in his mind. He pleaded for help, but all he could do was continue to strum the guitar and whisper long forgotten sentences, dusted words alternating with hums as he slowly remembered parts of different songs, the chords switching and creating...a mess.
" In an effort..." he whispered as his eye twitched and his head snapped on a side to look towards the source of a noise he heard. His eyes scanned the placed desperately and stood up, trying to look around for anything that seemed to be out of place. It was an open space, but he could still feel danger. Anxiety was raising and the rush in his veins didn't help. He dropped the guitar and stepped away from it. The sound of it crashing against the debris made his heart clench a little because it was /his precious guitar/ that was scratched by the brutal edges of the rocks. Chanyeol concentrated on looking around to make sure everything was okay.
After he made sure that it was once again just his imagiation, he sighed and looked at his guitar, a bitter smile on his lips. "In an effort...to uncover...what has happened to our silent days." he sang the verse of the song he adored, yet he couldn't remember why.
The thought of death stroke his mind and he smiled faintly as he slipped his hands in his pockets and walked away from the guitar. Maybe it was time to let it go. He wanted to feel death and burning lips against his own. He wanted to release a sigh of relief and just let it all go and let his soul free from that waste of skin. Blood in his mouth and darkness in his eyes would have been the best combination for him in that world of...nothingness.
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How long had it been? Weeks? Months? Countless of them. So many that he couldn't even keep track. So long that he felt as if he had just gotten up from the pile of debris for the second time in his life. He hadn't been able to face the sunlight in such a long time that now tears formed in his eyes from the sudden blindness he experienced. Though the sun shed rays of light and warmth, he could only feel poisonous arrow hitting his face and body, making him only turn his back towards it. There were times when he would have only gone out when the sun would be out on the sky shinning as bright as it was that day, but those time were gone. Long gone. A cold wind blew right through him and the inevitable shiver took over his body.
Chanyeol tried to concentrate, feeling his inner darkness slowly taking over his system and he knew it had been too long for him to enjoy this on his own. Even if he couldn't accept it, he was still a prisoner. He smiled gently before his lips curled into a vicious smirk and gripped the dragger which he had been holding in his hand ever since he stepped out of his shelter. Narrowing his eyes, he tried to focus on the target he had set meters away over the blocks of concrete and swiftly threw the dagger towards it, closing his eyes after. Had he aimed it the best?