ChaosMechanic | chaome

🇷🇺 | rus/eng | mostly bleach art and headcanons, keen on grimmnel! | 

[chaomech]

i really love the way you draw nelliel. it’s like she’s this gentle beauty with a warrior princess aura!

Ohhh thanks.... I really like drawing her in this way either. I think Nelliel'd like to be just a princess, you know, like Belle from Beauty and the Beast (books, tea party, waltzing by candlelight and so on) but circumstances and her surrounding forced her to be not only a beauty with aristocratic manners, but also a strong and brave warrior. I love her so much <3

[chaomech]

calming influence

In between the war that never ends the king finds his peace.

[chaomech]

/dramatic content mode again/

[chaomech]

have you thought about any holiday prompts for grimmnel? thought it’d be cute for a concept of mistletoe, grimmjow being confused on what a mistletoe is, that nelliel has to give him a visual representation by kissing him on his cheek, and getting him all flustered

"Nelliel. You may not got it yet, but I'm not some kind of domestic kitten to play with human br-....Oh..!" YESS! Great idea, hahah! Grimmjow truly has little interest in the traditions of living world, but! he has Nelliel for self-development. I think Grimmjow is very distrustful of all this human junk that thanks to her filled Las Noches after the war with Wandenreich. So when the mistletoe becomes an excuse for Nelliel to kiss him, he is of course shocked. And also because she’s always talking too much about Ichigo while scolding Grimmjow for every little thing (as he thinks). So being a very cautious predator, Grimmjow prefers not to show his feelings first, he’s not even sure until the end that she may love him. That's why her choice of man in some sense is Christmas miracle.

[chaomech]

Just so you know, Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez, from now on we're partners. We came here together. And therefore together we'll back home. If you can't go by your own, then I carry you.

From now on you don't have to handle this all alone. Because you're not alone anymore. Remember that.

[chaomech]

The secret place of ours. Grimmjow taught Nelliel cat tricks - just go higher, Odelschwanck, that's all it takes!

(upd)

[chaomech]

Urahara's playing grimmnel matchmaker again xD Yeah, this guy definitely had a hand in bringing these two together. Well, inviting them to a hot spring and leaving in private then was just the beginning of a big tricky plan

[chaomech]

No matter what, I got your back I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that No matter what until the bitter end

We're gonna be the last ones standing

papa roach - no matter what

she protects his back during the battle like a personal guardian angel

[chaomech]

Hey, Odelschwanck! What 'bout lunch together?

Grimmjow had his eye on Nelliel those past times when he didn't belong to Espada, while she was too cool to waste her precious time chatting with him on an equal footing. (She's always like that, though.) So he bet his fraccions that he wasn't a scaredy cat and would invite her for lunch. btw, D-Roy lost. and Nelliel accepted the offer

based on gorgeous edit by @aoflameandco 👀

[chaomech]

Can you suggest any good grimmnel fic?

Sure! I appreciate every fic on Ao3, but I have a few favourites to reread from time to time!

I'm so in love with all the works by Radiocandy, especially "Aspect Ratio", as it tells the long-term story of grimmnel since they met after The Winter war and how they became partners and close ones as well. https://archiveofourown.org/works/30712439/chapters/75791135

Rewind, Facets of life by megamac1296

The first one was perhaps the most influential in my understanding of grimmnel. I mean their closeness in the past and Grimmjow's depression after Nelliel was exiled. And the fact that he never forgot her. Mmm, perfect angst. The second is about their difference and how difficult it is for them to accept each other for who they are. https://archiveofourown.org/works/15401301

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14495901

Before She Disappeared, The Scar by cathgotyourtongue

Again, the closeness of Grimmjow and Nelliel in the past. Anxious anticipation of inevitable disaster makes things! The second one is so sensual! Nelliel violates Grimmjow's personal boundaries, helping him deal with guilt over a fatal mistake made in the past.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/16274153

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14204532

Making home by urfriendlyneighborhoodpan

This one is on pregnancy topic, just a guilty pleasure of mine! love the anxious atmosphere and the way they pay attention to what is happening.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/10734891

A love story in three acts by MarshmallowBirb

Here too a parenthood topic, attitude of both characters to the prospect of having children in the future and being called a couple in general. Behind the outward rudeness of Grimmjow lies a fragile soul!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/16342496

[chaomech]

Your art is amazing and thanks for making me discover Nel x Grimmjow! You really opened my mind

Woah, thanks!! I'm glad if my art can draw more attention to the ship. SO congrats! you are now in grimmnel gang! 😈😈😈

Once ao3 opened grimmnel for me, and now it looks like I'm passing the baton hahah

[chaomech]

- You're dear to me, Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez. Not just as precios member of Espada...

- Huh, dumbass. Espada no longer matters anymore. 

[chaomech]

Hi! I ADORE your art (especially your GrimmNel art). I was wondering what’d Grimm and Nel look like to you as humans. What’d they be like? AGAIN, I love your art. The semi-realistic approach is gorgeous 💙💙💙

HAHAHAH THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! Lately I've been drawing them only, what a bigot huh. But thanks. I was waiting for this question!

Yeah, I have some ideas.

1) Grimmjow is around 25-30 years old and he still can't find his place in this world. Due to his uneasy temper, he often changes jobs, spins in an informal get-together and quite often finds himself in tough situations where he can’t do without blood and bruises. But with the advent of Nelliel in his life, such situations are becoming less and less.

2) Nelliel works in the social field, such as a teacher or a nanny. Imao her work would be connected with children. And she still sees grown men like Grimmjow as big (and dumb) kids. Nell can’t help herself, she just needs someone to take care of and educate. Btw on their first date with Grimmjow, Nelliel mentioned that she had "about a dozen children", and Grimmjow thought that she was married and meant her own children, so he kept a distance between them for a long time and in general in the depths of his soul was not sure if he had the right to hit on her or not. Of course, he didn't think to ask directly.

In addition, Nelliel also has a history of abusive relationships in her past. What's up, Nnoitra. Grimmjow knew about this, but preferred not to interfere. Until everything ended sadly for Nell. In any case, they began to communicate closely after terrible events occurred in the lives of both that affected their character. And they both learned to accept each other with all bugs in custard. Grimmjow is a bad guy in many ways, but he's not an abuser. And over time, he gets so used to the presence of Nelliel that without her, he completely gives up. He is almost like a yard cat, which becomes very domestic and affectionate in capable hands (but still with yard habits)

Nelliel actively took up his re-education, constantly dragging him to museums and theaters. In return, Grimmjow can give her a ride into the sunset and arrange a romantic date outside the city. And as much as she doesn't want to admit it, it's better than any museum. Nelliel considers Grimmjow's hobbies life-threatening, but she does not mind taking part in them, so she learns to respect interests of others.

[chaomech]

But we all end up the remains of the day! ⚰️💀

upd.: Demon!Grimmjow x Witch!Nelliel AU 

[chaomech]

Here’s a headcanon: Grimmjow decides to train by himself and ask Harribel to look after Nel for him. This was the first time he asked someone to do him a favor, especially if it’s Harribel. In TYBW Ep2, Harribel remembers her promise to Grimmjow to protect Nel as Yhwach approaches towards them. The reason she kept it is that Grimmjow assures her that he’s interested in ruling the law of the desert, not the kingdom. What matters to him is his goals and Nel (+her brothers), to which Harribel respects about him.

AAAAAAA THIS IS SO BAD I'M GONNA CRY!!! I thought before about the likely course of events, but yes, it does not matter to whom Grimmjow will give Nell to look after, the main thing is he himself is well aware that he won’t ever be able to take care of her better than Hallibel (Harribel? Ugh, whatever) could. She would do this as if Nell was her own daughter or a close one like Tres Bestias. I think Grimmjow has a deep fear of losing someone who trusted him again. Fail to foresee the situation in advance so that he and his loved ones emerge victorious from it. Fail to protect actually. Grimmjow fears that he is still not strong enough, and so, in order to protect himself from the pain of another loss, he selfishly chooses to train and fight alone. Ahh I love that so much what a problematic boy!!!!!

Grimmjow assures her that he’s interested in ruling the law of the desert, not the kingdom.

Okay, since Grimmjow considers himself the king, but doesn’t aspire to truly become one in reality and doesn’t confront Halibel as well, what does he actually mean? I thought of ruling desert’s law too in the way Grimmjow has his own ideas about justice and military honor, which distinguishes him from other arrancars, like Nnoitra or Szayel. Something like a symbolic elevation of the best human qualities over the bestial ones. And despite the fact that his aspect of death is destruction, Grimmjow, as we can see in TYBW, on the contrary, strives for creation. I mean, he is still ready to destroy everything around him and himself to boot, but now he is doing it for the good of Hueco Mundo and for his new comrades in faces of Hallibel and Nell. Grimmjow's motives are still vague enough that we can only guess hahah. But I really like all these theories regarding the political situation in Hueco Mundo and the role of these three in it so I gotta say thank you for sharing your thoughts!!

[chaomech]

- Boo!  

- Oh how scary, Nell. I’m almost shaking with fear. 

that time of year  🎃  

[aoflameandco]

See, I gotta to hunt you I gotta bring you to my hell…