Understanding Chaos... @chaoticcassanova - Tumblr Blog

becherdireinen

trust that everything will fall into place without you forcing it there.

worthless-misery

Dear diary...

I'm drunk again...

I hate being drunk but... I guess it's the only way I can forget about everything.

At least for a moment...

iwas-handpicked

no mom, it’s not a phase, i’m a disappointment for real

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Why doesn’t anyone ever talks about mental addictions?

I’m addicted to feeling depressed that I really don’t know what I’d feel if I wasn’t depressed. I satisfy my addiction with self destructive habits that make me fall deeper into the state of depression

I’m addicted to feeling lonely that I have no idea who I would be if I wasn’t by myself. I satisfy my addiction by pushing people away and making sure I remain my only friend

I’m addicted to a mental self destruction rather to a physical self destruction and I really don’t know which one is worse.

All I know is that this isn’t healthy and I don’t know if I can ever see myself recovering

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thoughtkick

“The broken will always be able to love harder than most. Once you’ve been in the dark, you learn to appreciate everything that shines.”

— Unknown

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The Notebook (2004) dir. Nick Cassavetes

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“Someone who truly loves you, sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, and how hard you can be to handle, but still wants you.”

— Unknown

Hickeys are beautiful because they are the only type of bruise that comes from love and passion instead of hatred. They are a constant reminder of how his lips felt against your neck that night and leave you craving more.